Hey awesome readers! Have I told you how awesome you are? If I haven't then I am truly sorry for you are awesome! Thanks to all who review and read dor it means so much to me!
This chapter is short because it's pretty much a filler, but it's still important!
My awesome Beta - Team Edcob 4 Life
Disclaimer - I don't own shit or Twilight.
Bella (POV)
I never liked Santa Clause. I never liked the idea of him. Honestly he freaked me the fuck out, but I liked the holiday so I let it slide. I mean, seriously, think about it. A big old fat man goes house to house, breaks in, and eats your food. Okay so he gives you stuff, but how the fuck does he know what we want? That is serious stocker status. He knows when kids are sleeping, he knows when they are awake! That practically screams pedophile! Well anyway I should talk about my lovely Christmas.
Everyone was here at my house and I of course made dinner. Rosa-bitch wasn't here cause I guess she has a family that can some how deal with her. Alice and Renee helped with dinner but, hey, I did the tough stuff so I should get more credit, eh? After the delicious dinner we all stayed up and talked about things I don't remember, but I bet it was boring. As soon as the clock hit twelve we immediately exchanged gifts. I really wasn't paying attention to what other people got because I only care about what was going to me, myself and I.
Emmett gave me a car tire. I'm fucking serious. One tire! The cheap ass couldn't even get me one full set. I have a spare now, I guess… Alice got me a vibrator. Bless her heart. I'm not getting any so now I need to rely on technology. Jasper got me a bottle of Advil and margarita mix. That man is the shit. Edw-something got me a book of poetry and somehow a fresh red rose. He gave them to me with a sweet smile and we both blushed when Emmett said 'aww.' Renee, of course, got me zip. My own fucking mother didn't bother to get me anything. But I guess I shouldn't be surprised – she hasn't gotten me anything in years.
Overall it was a damn good Christmas.
Oh did I mention Edw-something and I are officially an item? Yup yup. Truthfully I like the whole relationship thing; it's nice and comforting. He has been amazing to me and he has shown me things I have been missing out on. Like actual emotion when we kiss and touch – although we haven't had sex yet. This by the way is very hard for me. For him I will wait until he is ready, but I just hope I don't wait too long. But we are talking about his virginity here so I'm guessing it might be awhile.
Right now Alice and I are getting ready for the New Years Eve party. Whoop! "Alice what the fuck is up with the decorations and food? There are way too many items here for such a small group of people!" I looked around to see the whole damn house with streamers, balloons, confetti, and wall decorations. Also there was a shit load of food, snacks, and wine bottles. "Alice we don't even have a big guest list. It's just us and some friends." I was met with a tense silence. "Alice? How many people did you invite?"
"Just a few more than you planned." She said innocently, as she hung more streamers.
*~*
*~*
*~*
Bitch invited a whole lot more than a few. My house is packed with people I don't know, and Alice made we wear this blue dress that is so itchy! It's a halter dress that gently flows at the bottom, but it is so uncomfortable. I walked through the massive amount of people so that I could go outside. I didn't even know any of them – most of them are people from Alice's work. I finally made it outside and then I realized why no one was out here. It was freezing! Stupid Alice, making me wear a stupid dress that is made out of stupid fabric.
I walked to the middle of my backyard and sat down on the soft, cool grass. Shivers went up and down my spine as my teeth chattered. Why am I fucking out here? I looked at the packed yet warm house and sighed. Nope, I'm not going back into the house. With a huff I turned my head back around and just stared at the moon. I heard a small chuckle behind me, and then I felt a jacket being put on my shoulders.
"You are so stubborn. I was waiting for you to go back into the house but you insist on staying outside." Edw-something sat next to me; sitting Indian style. I smiled noticing how well he was doing with his speaking problem. He talks louder now and he has even started voicing his opinion around others! Which I know is really hard for him. Fuck, if I had a gold star sticker I would soooo give it to him.
"Me go back into that house with those snobs? Hells no! The whole time they just looked at my outfit and commented on how well the dress accents my body or some shit. I freaked out when they started talking about how the beer complemented my eyes." Alice's work friends are just weird.
"They freaked me out too. I left when they suggested I be an underwear model."
"Although I would love to see those pictures, no one is going to see my man practically naked." Edw-something smiled largely and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled; feeling his warm body against mine. We stayed like that for awhile, just watching the moon, until I heard him let out a sigh. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, it's just that… I'm leaving soon - in a week actually. What's going to happen to us?"
"What do you mean?"
"I live in Chicago Bella. That's not exactly close by." He said sadly. I frowned because truthfully I haven't been thinking about him leaving. For some reason I felt as if he would never leave. I got so used to him always being here that I forgot that this is not his home. I'm not going to be with him soon. Him moving is going to change everything.
"Well, when you leave…" I let the sentence hanging because I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to let Edw-something go but what else could I do? He had a life in Chicago, not here and not with me.
We didn't talk about it anymore.
"Five…Four… Three… Two… One!" Edw-something kissed me with everything in him. The kiss was desperate and full of unspoken emotion. The kiss left me wanting more but the same question wouldn't leave me. What would happen to us when he left?
Did you guys forget that Edw-something doesn't live there?
Next Chapter - The reason for Renee's hate for Bella is revealed!
Reviews keep Edw-something there longer.
