thanks to all my rvwrs..
I found in rvws some of u r confused with my last scene..
Spcly some of my guest rvwrs..ok so I'm now trying to clarify
friends u all have watched behrupiya episode I'm sure..where daya was nearly dead..I took that scene, modified it according to story need and cut the part where daya revived..I showed him death
next I have seen many of u asking if I blv reincarnation..is it really possible and all those
so frnds I have nvr seriously thought about reincarnation or all this, but ur questions made me think...
And yea I got some answer..first to there are really many things which cannot be explained by science..bt yes I don't think this is a strong logic..per wo kya hey na this is a fiction world..so thori der k liye rehne do na logics wagera..hehe..chalo aab story pey chalte hey..
He came back to present with a jerk feeling his own heart beat at peak..he took some deep breaths but that are not enough..
He was feeling an urge to see Anand immediately..a fear crawling in him badly..
He moved to Anand's room silently and peeped in Anand was still in sleep..
He sighed..but can't stop himself from moving closer and running his fingers on the hairy scalp..
Anand stirred..Abhijeet immediately moved back but Anand already opened his eyes..
Abhijeet looked at watch, its 12am already..
Anand looked around and tried to sat up..Abhijeet arranged the pillow cmftbly with "aram se"
Anand looked up at him then again looked down at his lap
Abhijeet touched his forehead and relieved to know the fever is no more.
"aab kaisa feel kr rahe ho?"
Anand just nodded but didn't uttered a word..Abhijeet was well known to this expression..he knew that Anand is now fighting with his own emotions which are needed to flush out or else it will continue hurting him more and more
Abhijeet called softly "Anand.."
but no response..
Abhijeet shook his head with "tum muh haath dholo..fir kuch kha lo..medicines bhi to leni hey..mein kuch lata hu..jao..fresh ho lo.."
Anand didn't moved..Abhijeet rubbed his head with "jao bacha pls.."
Anand got up and moved to washroom silently
Abhijeet deeply sighed and moved to kitchen to find Manohar already there
"Anand baba uth gaye.."
"hmm.."
"aab kaise hey.."
"bukhar to nahi hey..pareshan hey..acha tum yea khichri garam ker do..use dawai bhi.."
"jee abhie deta hu..sahab wo Rajat sahab ka phone aya tha.."
"acha mein dekhta hu.."
he called up Rajat and after assuring him move back to Anand's room with the khichri
found Anand sitting on bed with half wet hairs and face with the towel in his hand, looking keenly at the dhaga on his hand..
Abhijeet scowled, then guessed Anand was busy in his journey to any memory of his parent's rltd to this dhaga
Abhijeet sat beside him with "Anand.."
Anand looked up at him, his eyes were saying such untold painful words that Abhijeet didn't dared to ask anything but silently forwarded the food tray
Anand kept on staring the tray silently
"kya hua..hmm..khana hey na?" Abhijeet asked softly..Anand nodded and took the tray..
He picked up a spoonful of khichri but before he took the bite he again looked at the dhaga and a drop of tear fall down on the tray itself..
Abhijeet immediately took the plate and put it aside with "Anand nahi bache aise rote nahi..dad ki yaad.."
Anand sobbed "yea yea na dad ne diya tha..jab mein araha tha..kaha yea sab to ma krti hey..per mera mom nahi hey to dad..unhe meri fiqar thi..per mein..meine kabhie unka nahi socha..mein bahut selfish hu..bahut ganda isliye saja diya mujhe..mein akela.."
Abhijeet pulled up his face "nahi aisa bilkul nahi sochna tumhare mom dad dono hey tumhare saath yeaha tumhare dil mey,aur tum khud ko taqleef doge na to unhe taqleef hogi,tum doge unhe taqleef?"
Anand nodded in no "nahi..mein kabhie unhe koi taqleef nahi dunga har baat manunga..wo ajayenge na?"
Abhijeet sighed painfully "ahi to nahi pate na jo ek bar jate hey..(he composed his tone and patted Anand's cheek) per tum achese rahoge na to unhe bahut sakun milega..wo jaha bhi honge khush rahenge..aur kabhie na kabhie kisi roop mey tumhare asspass jarur ayenge"
Anand was silently listening all this staring at Abhijeet, "sir..mera aab koi nahi raha..sir aap bhi aise nahi jaoge na?" he burst in crying..
Abhijeet was stunned fr some seconds..his mind buzzed with some old memories
boss mera to aur koi nahi hey, tum bhi jane ki baat karoge to mera kya hoga..Abhi tum kabhie nahi jaoge na..
He took a deep breath with closed eyes and then shook his head in no firmly..
Anand suddenly hugged him tight with "mujhe bahut darr lag raha hey sir..aap dad ki tarah nahi jana"
Abhijeet patted his back with "nahi jaunga..tumse mile bina to bilkul nahi.,acha per iske liye hume fit rehna hoga na?aur fit rehne ke liye khana khana parega..to chalo utho..pls..khalo..fir dawai leni hey na?"
Anand separated "mujhe bhook.."
"bas thora sa pls.."
Anand nodded and took two to three bites then stopped "mujhse nahi hoga.." he was still crying silently..
Abhijeet nodded understandingly moved out with tray, soon came back and handed him his medicines with "yea to lelo.."
he gulped down the meds silently..
"chalo aab so jao..leto.."
"nahi mein.."
"acha sona nahi let to jao.."
Anand obeyed but was restless..Abhijeet sat beside him and patted his head softly two three times..
Abhijeet had already included sedatives in his medicine due to effect of which Anand soon slept..
Abhijeet remained there lost in some unanswered questions still patting his head and unintentionally moved in sleep
The night passed quiet uneventfully and soon nxt day made its way
Anand came out of his room after freshening up found Abhijeet busy in some thoughts
Abhijeet sensed his arrival and called softly "Anand yeaha ayo.."
Anand came forward and sat on the sofa
"aab kaise tabiyet hey.."
"mein thik hu sir.."
Abhijeet smiled a little then turned serious with "tumhe ek bar Chennai jana cahiye na?"
Anand looked up then shook his head in no "aab jake kya hoga sir sab to.."
"tumhare dad ki jindegi bhar ki mehnat ka koi mol nahi?"
Anand looked confused
"unki business ka tumhare gher ka sab se aise tum muh mor loge?unhone kitne mehnat se najane kitne sapno se yea sab khara kiya hoga.."
"per sir mein CID nahi chorna.."
"chorna nahi hey..bas uss sab ki ek achasa bandobast kerke ajana..ok?"
Anand though fr some seconds then nodded with "mein Rajat sir se chutti ki bat ker lunga..thank u sir"
Abhijeet just smiled
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One week passed in blink of eyes, Anand will be returning today from Chennai..this one week he used to call up Abhijeet twice daily which beside giving Abhijeet a sooth made him scared..
He can well understand what emotion inside Anand is making him do so...and he knew well that he can't be there fr him in this long journey.
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Somehow this loss had made Anand turn mature, no more bets, no more lame excuses fr file non completion, he is a changed man now
days were passing in same manner Day night dinner lunch and all that . Nothing change but something is missing that carefree laughter is missing,,, those silly mistakes are missing those bets are missing.
So one day Rajat share his uneasiness with his senior his guide.
One day... After visiting THE LIFE LINE CENTER Abhijeet was sitting in nearby park enjoying the weather. today Anand has some important work so may he will come late. Abhijeet decide to enjoy his free time in this park he was sitting and silently seeing the children who were playing, when a soft voice interrupted his thoughts.
"sir..."
"arey Rajat tum yahan.."
"bas wo pass se guzar raha tha... aap ko yahan aitey dekha to agaya"
"sir... kia me yahan,,.."
"arey baitho baitho...waise bhi itna formal mat bano..aab mein senior nahi hu.."
Rajat sat down silently..
Abhijeet asked after studying his silence "kuch baat kerni hey?"
Rajat was used to this type of good guessing power of his senior so nodded "jee sir"
"bolo.."
"sir wo Anand sir wo badal gaya.."
Abhijeet looked at him silently
"sir wo pehle ki tarah na hasta hey na bolta hey..machine ban k reh gaya sir"
Abhijeet was listening to him silently. Rajat said in flow "mein usey bohat miss karta hun sir..."
Abhijeet was surprised at this tone, because Rajat is not the person who speak out his feelings so openly. on the other side Rajat realized his tone and said "sir wo mein..."
Abhijeet smiles "Rajat miss to usy me bhi bahut karta hun...ghar pe bhi... na ab koi khaney ka nakhra...na room ganda...sare kaam khud ker leta hey..aab to dil bhi nahi manta ki yea wohi khoya hua.." he stops realizing what he was going to speak..managed with "jaise ki Anand kahi kho hi gaya ho"
Rajat was too engrossed in his though that he didn't notice this minute fumble..
Abhijeet got up with "pareshan mat ho mein baat krta hu usee"
Rajat too got up and both after some casual chit chat moved to their respective places
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