from Serah with love

it was Lightning Bday! and she was looking happy with big smile illuminating her face,

Serah smile enjoying seeing her sister happy,

even this party was a bit surprise as they plan to celebrate it as usual but with tense atmosphere then they used to, but Light mood seems to change in last moment as she seems more enthusiastic about it declaring "this year we will have a party in a BCshop!"

Serah blinked in surprise staring at her sister radiant smile as she continue talking how she invited few friends she wish Serah to meet, she could almost imagine faces of persons her sister described so well, it was evident she was looking forward to celebrate her birthday with her only family and few friends she call over,

If only she could smile more often,,,,

that's why,

Serah nodded without a word, her face brighten with smile noticing how her sister smile seems to be only thing that didn't change, looking same like when she was a kid.

That's why she wish to see her smiling more often. Her sister was her only family and her smile was only thing left from happy childhood they had together. Serah inhaled slowly remembering how her sister used to smile more often back then, and how they used to celebrate B days with family, but time pass and things changes and even they continue to celebrate their birthdays together as Light would take day off to stay with Serah whole day, enjoying their time together, while eating best B day cakes ever! (as they like to call it) jokingly talking and laughing since Serah like to make "surprise B day cakes" when she was a kid even that often end up in disaster so they would usually end up eating out and in a near open candy store!

But with time flow these moments become more rare. And before she know it everything change. Her sister become her legal guardian and guardian corps soldier, maybe that's why she changed so much? Serah stop for a moment thinking how her sister was always overprotective? but as they grow up she become to strict and hardheaded, and even her mood get, well, moodier, as a result they seems to drift apart. Her brow furl with mixture of sadness and irritation at fact no matter how hard she try,,, her sister see her only as a *lil kid*, and it seems she will never gain her trust,

even I wish to prove I′m adult and she don't had to worry about me all the time,,,

exhaling with eyes closed she scratch her bandaged shoulder without looking at it,

It reminds her,,,,

Her expression change suddenly looking tired, mark seems to change every time she look at it,,, and,,,, recently,,, it look inflamed? her eyes closed again trying to think about it, she didn't dare to see how it look under the wrap, maybe it get infected? She shake her head, in attempt to rid of a bad feeling she had about this, but,,,, how much time did I left? Her eyes open in surprise, with chills that thought give her, but reality stay unchanged.

But instead look what happen?

no matter how hard she wish its not true,,, tear slip over her cheek and she brush it of before it turn into a stream,

somehow I only end up making her sad, I only end up disappointing her,

that's why this is important.

Serah glanced through the window fixing the bow on a Bday gift she finish wrapping, Snow will come any minute, she try to calm herself, her eyes fall to the present before her, it will be from both of us,,,, Snow and me, together we'll present her a gift we pick up together and wish happy B day, she repeated tugging the ribbon

if only everything could be like I imagined it to be,,, How happy she will be!?

That's why i′ll pretend noting happen, i′ll pretend everything's fine, just a bit longer,,,

Her legs dangle freely as she was sitting in a high kitchen chair, her eyes fall to blank piece of paper in front of her reminding she didn't finished writing Bday card! As they decide to bay two postcards and Snow chose funny b day card with moogle and balloons with inscription Happy B day! to what Serah laugh as he finish writing it just adding sis! at the end of card, she say its goofy, but he play offended saying its smart and with a teasing smile challenge her to think of something better if she can!

Serah bite her pen, regretting her ″of course I will!″, looking at the blank white card before her, all I did was daydreaming how I wish everything could be ok and reminisceting about past,,, and

what could that be? Sarah mumble more for herself, recalling events from this morning, noticing her sister strange behavior and mysterious smile when she add "this time I have surprise present for you!" "surprise?" Serah eyes widen glancing back at Light as she nodded while kneeling in order to put her shoes on, before running out, "for me?" Serah continue dazzled, That should be my line,,, but before she get the chance to ask "wait!" what?! Light run out the house "You will find when I get back!" waving to bewildered Serah standing at doorstep and looking at cloud of dust left after her as she take on her usual sprint route beside beach in higher spirit then usual,

Serah glanced through the window wrapping pen in her fingertips nervously,

If only everything could go fine!

Then I could tell her,,,

she start writing with trembling heart troubled what to write,

"dear sis,,,," but stop in frustration,

I can't just write up ″I'm gonna marry″ or

″I'm l Cie″, no she shake her head with eyes shut I had to tell her in person,,,

She open her eyes, inhaling, Snow should be here soon,,,,

I′m sure everything will be fine then,

My sister, she is my hero,

And with Snow,,

I'm sure they two will find the way,,,,

All right, and so

she finished writing her card just add

from Serah with love


Ok! This was long time no update!^^ ;))) I blame it on Serah/this ch take me ages to finish!^^;))) im not completely happy with it, oh well, you get idea, Serah at home waiting for Snow so they could tell L about their wed and l Cie!^^ I bet that was tense and take her lot of nerves!^^( its wonder she didn't turn cieth then!^^ XD ;)))

Oh! And actually title is inspired by song!^^(I always wanted to write something for this so,, ;)))) lolz anyway lets move one, this supposed to be filler ch before b day day/we se in game/ and in last moment I get idea for short half page shots on Serah (this eventually turned 2pages and still not happy!X/ frustration!XP ;/) /Snow/ and ?

No spoilers!

Hopefully next ch will be uploaded sooner!^^(shorter and better!^^ lolz ;))))))

Comment if you wish this story to continue!^^ (and eventually move to FFXIII2 lost ch!^^ my fav!^^ ;))))

Till next!^^ ;)))))

All best!^^ ;)))))