I sit in class but not because I want to. My siblings dragged me to class. I won the bet but it cost me everything. I lost Laura, the one girl I actually liked.

I don't pay attention to anything the teacher is saying, I honestly don't care. None of this is mattering to me. I only want to talk to Laura.

I tried to call her after she left but she wouldn't answer. I tried to call her on the way back here, she wouldn't answer. When we got back I knocked on her door but again, no answer. I can't get her to answer. She won't have anything to do with me.

Rydel tried to talk to her but again she got no answer too. Laura has literally cut my whole family off. I have no way to get in contact anymore.

Rocky hits me in the side and I turn to him. He nods toward the professor. I sigh and look up to see him motioning to the board about something he is going on about. Having enough of this I close my laptop and grab my bag stuffing it in there.

"Where you going?" I hear whispered in my ear. I shrug and close my bag turning to Rydel, "I gotta go." I stand up and exit through the back door and sling the bag over my shoulder.

I start walking back to the dorms when I decided I need to get food again. I walk inside the center and head over to the pizza place. I pay and grab my slices.

I start walking out the door when I spot someone I would know in an instant. She is dressed like before, trying to blend in and not be noticed but she stands out anyway. Her sweats and hoodie make her look beautiful in my opinion. She has her hair in a messy bun as she types away on her computer wearing glasses and never once looking up.

I should keep walking and leave her be, but no one has seen her since she left that night. I have to at least try. I will forever regret it if I don't.

I walk over and move the chair but she grumbles, "Take the seat but I'm busy." She never once looks up. I smile and sit down staring at her for a second. She is immersed in her laptop tying furiously. No trace of makeup is gracing her face, she has never looked more beautiful.

I take a sigh, "Laur."

I watch her hands stop before she glances up above the computer and stares at me. Rolling her eyes she goes back to typing, "What do you want?"

I sigh, "Please just hear me out for a minute."

She takes a deep breath and slams the laptop shut and turns to grab her bag, "I got nothing to say to you or hear you say to me. I said all I needed to that night. In case you forgot it, I will remind you. Go fuck yourself and we are done."

She turns back to me and zips the laptop up, "We are done here."

I watch her stand up and start walking out of the center. I sigh and stand up following after her. "Please Laura, I only ask for a minute. That is all."

She spins on her heels staring at me. Her eyes move over my face before she turns and storms out of the center. I follow again and once outside a few steps she stops and spins towards me, "What could you possibly think would make this better? Nothing you say will make up for what you did or how you made me feel. I am beyond done with this and you."

I sigh and look at her, "Just one minute. Please, you can time me."

We walk a few more feet before she stops and turns again and sighs. She grabs her phone out of her hoodie and hits a few buttons. "Go."

"Laura I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I only did what I did because it is what I did. I never knew I would actually fall in love with you. I love you so much Laura it hurts. I never felt this way before and I am so sorry I went about it the way I did. I never should have taken that stupid bet and I would give it all up if I could. I would do anything to get you back."

"Stop. That is time."

I sigh and nod, "I am sorry. Thank you for giving me some time."

I turn and start to take the long walk to the dorm when I hear her sweet voice, "Come back here."

I turn and walk back and look up at her, "You got your minute, now I get mine. You were beyond wrong in what you did. I felt embarrassed and stupid. I felt so stupid to find that out in front of your friends and family. I knew no one there and had no choice but to come back here, alone. I loved you Ross, I fell so hard for you and you made me out to be a fool. I can't forgive you for that. I can't trust you again."

I nod and sigh, "I am so sorry. If you would give me the time, I will fully explain everything."

She shakes her head, "What is the point in that? It won't change anything."

I nod, "I understand and I am so sorry for what I did."

I turn and walk away knowing I really screwed up and I have no one to blame but myself. I should have ended this before it got out of hand. I should have worked harder at this. I should have told her. I never should have taken that stupid bet.

I walk to the dorm and go in and sit on my bed and eat my pizza wondering if there is anyway I can possibly get Laura back. Even though I know that won't be able to happen, I screwed up and I lost the one thing I ever cared about and the only person who accepted me fully with no judgement.

I lean back and cuss silently. My life is in shambles.