Can I hear a YAY? No? Hey I think I heard someone say it, SAY IT AGAIN! Oh, guess I was wrong, no yays for new chapter? Lol kidding, though some of you are yay-ing... right?

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CHAPTER 2 OF SECRET DIARY! YAAAY.

hrm hrm... ignore that comment. I've just been reading some fanfics and the mood in them has rubbed of on me. This chapter was on the very border of being put together with the next chapter, but that would mess up my schedule. Which reminds me... I need to get a move on and finish writing the chapter I've been neglecting -.-, time is coming up behind me - demanding for more chapters...

Whatever.

No warnings for this chapter, except for some crude language (but it's Kanda we're talking about here so duh), perhaps a bit OOC-ness but that really is up to you to decide.

Enjoy reading!


12/1 – 189X

Finally some time alone. Baka Usagi and Lenalee have teamed up and they're doing this matchmaker thing. Said something that there's too little love in the Order.

Usagi came up to me and asked what kind of girl I liked – I told him to fuck off, but as usual that didn't work on him. Instead he continued asking stupid questions. I ignored him until he said he can ask a girl to go on a 'date' with me. That fucking idiot needs to know some fucking BOUNDARIES!

I told him, as 'convincingly' I could, that I don't need a girlfriend. I walked away while he was stunned.

Then he had the nerve to yell out: "Oh, you're gay then?" I didn't bother answer. Whatever I'd said or done at that moment would convince him that I am.

Which I suppose I am.

With baka Moyashi.

I have no idea how that happened.

I wanted to win that stupid challenge, I wanted to prove that I can give good presents. But that plan failed.

I had to do something that would for sure give me the win.

And to kiss him seemed like a good idea. Bet that baka haven't kissed anyone before me, must be why he was in such a daze.

I never imagined that kissing him would feel as good as it did. It still feels good.
I fucking like kissing Moyashi.

He doesn't do those 'kiss me'-mouths like some girls I've met. He doesn't act desperate. I suppose i/he isn't.

He's innocent. Never thought a person apprenticed to General Cross would be innocent. Though he got some moments.

He fucking can't be that innocent! He's been with the asshole for a General for I don't know how long. He's got to have experience.

His prudishness must be an act!


I have a question for you all. You might remember me saying that this might be M-rated later on? Well we're closing in on where I planned to put it in, so my question is: Do you want me to write some smex and change this to M or should I not and let this continue to be a T?

Your answer is very much needed since I'm currently writing in the chapter before the one I've thought of putting it in.

Seya on Wednesday!