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I woke up this morning without Sirius. It made me sad because since we started dating, we've only been apart for three days. He left this morning for France and I asked him to wake me up but he didn't. I turned over into the empty space and found a paper on his pillow. It said: Top Five Ways to Spend Time with James Potter. #1, watch him sleep. #2, listen to him sing. #3, watch him concentrate on reading or writing. #4, just talking to him while holding him. #5, fuck him. I smiled. I always knew Sirius was a partial-romantic.

Love

Love has always scared me. It was fourth year I realized that I was in love with Sirius. He was my best mate, and these feelings scared me. After two years of hiding my feelings from everyone, I finally exploded and told him how I felt. He looked shocked but not mad or scared or any other things I was scared he would feel. He simply leaned in and kissed me.

"James I love you too. I have for a long time" I was no longer scared of love.