Sooooo I have a boyfriend now and I had my first kiss! :DD

Enjoy! x


Seven days have passed. Seven whole days where I could have told Stefan I love him. I tried telling him before he went somewhere. Or before and after school. Or on the ride back. Or when I baby sat Lexi. Or just any time any general but it would always get ruined by something. I love him and I can feel him getting distant, he doesn't tell me he loves me as much as he used to. I hate this; I hate how I can't tell him three simple words.

I. Love. You.

What is wrong with me? Making it even worse this week has been extremely busy, with exams.

I hate this. I love him. I really do love him. If I throw it out like that he won't think anything of it. I want to not only tell him but show him. I want his eyes to well up with happy tears and his heart to beat rapidly fast. I want him to look at me with adoration and hold me and kiss me. Is that so much to ask for? Just a little romantic gesture. Then again I was never good at those, but I love when it happens to me.

I realize a relationship is built by two partners making an effort and I want to make an effort with Stefan. I want this to work; I mean he is my first love.

I've been trying to text Stefan but he isn't responding so I sigh and continue watching a TV show called The Nanny. It's entertaining enough to keep me satisfied. Behind me are my Mom and Jeremy talking about his relationship with Vikki, I can't help but listen.

Jeremy is sitting on a stool by the kitchen bench and Mom is chopping up vegetables for our dinner.

"Mom she's old enough and so am I" he whines

"Jeremy, your Dad and I have had this conversation with you, your 17 and she is 16, you are both young and have so much ahead of you-" my Mom mothers him.

"But I love her Mom" he whines louder this time

"She says she is ready but she is only young, she will want it to be special, and you have to use protection. Do you really want a child right now?" she asks sternly.

Oh my god eww. i cant believe this is what they are talking about.

"Mom-"

"Trust me you do not want another person to look for, your barley looking after yourself. Just wait until she is completely ready. I don't want you to rush into things."

"I just really want to- I don't know, I am ready"

"She just turned 16 Jeremy and I'm sure her parents would not be happy about this, if you do really love her you'll wait. What's the rush anyway?" she asks, I can tell they are both getting frustrated.

"There's no rush, she is the only woman for me!" he shouts

"Jeremy just have fun and don't get serious and rush into things. Please do this for me"

That's her way of ending a conversation, both Jeremy and I know that.

He sighs heavily "Whatever" he hopes down and walks past me and jumps on the couch next to me. He grabs the remote and switches it over to football.

I huff "Umm I was watching that" I say frustrated raising an eyebrow. He looks straight ahead with a slight frown on his face.

"How mature" I roll my eyes at him.

"Shut up" he groans.

I groan back and check my phone for a message from Stefan. No messages.

Is he busy? Maybe he doesn't want to talk? I don't know…

I start watching the TV and bite my nails.

Maybe I should go and see him? No I can't. But then again…

"Mom?" I yell over the blaring TV that Jeremy turned up. She looks up "Can I go to Stefan's?" I ask. She purses her lips and tries to yell over the TV too. "Yeah sure come back home for dinner though" she looks at her watch "So an hour and a half" and she continues chopping. I nod. Okay that should be enough time. I jump up and throw my pillow at Jeremy and it doesn't faze him.

I quickly rush to my room and grab my handbag and jumper.


Before I headed to Stefan's house I drove quickly and stopped in at the shops then bought a bouquet of flowers. I just got red roses because I knew even though he didn't like flowers he did like the smell of roses. I drove to his house and parked in his drive way. I sat for a while contemplating what to say to him.

'Hey so I love you'?

'I love you so much'?

'Just thought I would say I love you'?

I have no idea. I looked at the time on my dashboard and I only had an hour left. I guess I would just have to improvise.

I walked up to his door before taking a deep breathes, I knocked three times. I hope he answers. My palms are sweating and my knees are slightly shaking. I hear someone on the other side of the door unlock it. Here goes nothing.

To my surprise a sleepy Stefan opens the door. His hair is ruffled in all the right places; he has dark circles under his eyes but still looks beautiful never the less. He is wearing a plain white singlet which you can see his sculpted abs and lean muscles, and long blue polka dot pajama pants.

As soon as he got home from school he must have got changed in his PJ's and had a nap. He did that after a long week and it was an extremely long and busy week.

He stares at me confused raising a eyebrow in my direction, just then I realize I am holding flowers.

"Uhm these are for you" I clear my throat and hand him the flowers.

"Why?" he asks, his hand still on the door and the other one running through his hair.

Good question. "Uhm I wanted to get them for you because…" here it goes Elena you can do this. I tell myself.

"You deserve the best; you deserve flowers on your doorstep and coffee in the morning. You deserve ice cream sundaes at 3am, you deserve honesty every day and to be kissed every hour. You deserve to be reminded of how loved you are. And that's why I am here, because you deserve to know how I feel. No words could describe how hard I have fallen for you these past couple of months. I didn't know how to tell you or when. But I need to tell you now."

"Stefan I love you, I am in love with you and everything about you. I love you so much, I wish I said it sooner, I'm so sorry. I lo-"

Before I can finish he grabs me and kisses me, hard.

While saying those things I could tell both of us were tearing up. He bit his lip and then kissed me. This kiss right now is the most perfect kiss. He kissing me like it's our first time and all the while like it's our last time and he is going to lose me.

I don't want this kiss to end; I want to melt into his body and never leave I want to stay like this forever.

After about what feels realistically like ten minutes, we break apart both immediately regretting it, missing each others touch. He cups my cheeks with his large hands and looks at me with the biggest smile, which I can't help but blush at.

"..love you" I finish kind of out of breathe.


I sit in Stefan's lap kissing each of his fingers.

Only yesterday I told I loved him. After I told him that, we stayed outside on his porch just talking and giving each other sweet kisses. Eventually I had to leave, which took about fifteen minutes to convince him, but eventually het let me go. So to make him feel better I agreed to hang out with him all weekend. We sat on my couch watching the morning news or something, we weren't paying attention. My family was out shopping at the markets. So me and Stefan had the house to ourselves today.

"Say it again" he whispers low in my ear.

I giggle "I love you" I say every time I kiss each finger. After the seventh time I said 'I love you' he pulled my lips to his. A couple of seconds later he says it back "I love you".

We continue this playful 'I love you' banter. Until he gets a call on his phone. After about the third time it rings he decides to answer it. I sigh but continue leaving small kisses all over his face.

Soon the call finishes and Stefan chucks his phone on the floor and pins me down on the couch so he is hovering over me. I giggle and he smiles back "Wanna go to Klaus' party next weekend?" he asks me.

I bite my lower lip "Are you going?" I ask, and he nods smirking down at me.

"Then yes I'll go" I smile widely and pucker out my lips for him to kiss which he does.

"But right now I want to focus on us" I say whispering, "I would like nothing better than that right now" he says and leans down kissing me trying not to get all his body weight on me.


Sorry for the wait. Here ya go. This doesn't end in such a cliffhanger ;)

Thank you for reading! Please review!

- brittnilovesstelena