Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING!

Originally Posted: 1-12-07

Rating: K+

Category: Romance/ Angst

Original Discription: [one shot:sonfic] to the song going under by evanecece to the great Danny and Sam pairing. i dont own anything.

Sam's Going Under

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

Sam came home to her dairy from under her pillow. She grabbed it and stared to write. Unlike most girls Sam didn't name her diary 'diary' or 'journal'. But she called hers 'Danny' cause one day she was going to give it to him.


50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me

Sam wrote about how when Danny was ogaling over paulina again and how she told him she didn't care about going to the dance with him. Even though nothing would make her happier. She chucked her book acrossed the room she was pissed all she said was ignored. She darted under her pillow and grabbed a dagger. She pulled up her sleve to relveal a scared arm. And made another.

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once

Sam did her dirty deed and then stabbed her bed with the blood stained dagger. She remembered how when she fell in the halls that Danny, Danny offered her his hand, she had slapped it and told him to go to hell. she had remebered the look on his face as if she had slapped him across the face. she plopped back on her bead and looked at her black canapie with black bats. and stared todrift off to sleep.

Not tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

in Sam's dream she was running. her breath shallow and the world was a blear. she didnt want to look back at what was chasing her. all she knew was that it would haunt her forever. but just how curiosity killed the cat Sam snapped her head to see Danny phantom chasing her shotting a ghost raw at her feet.

Sam ran off the clift and without reallizing it was falling. her cold body laid mangled by the rocks below.

I'm dying again...

blood spilt from her body and she coughed in one final gasp for air.


(Chorus)
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Sam woke from her dream and shot straight up. tears flowed from her eyes. she groped in the dark for her dagger, she searhed for a peice of her pale white shin that had been turned blood red. nothing on her left arm, no room on her right, her core only had vidal spots left and when she finally found a sliter under her right knee she marked that spot too.


Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not

Sam rolled down her sleeves and coved her paist blood stained skin. she went into her closet to look for something 'safe' to wear. there was very little items in her closet that she could deam 'safe' her old signature tank top would never be safe again. for now she had to lock the door just to wash her hands she had gotten out of countrol.

Sam looked in the mirror and saw a pale faced girl smiling she didnt get what was going on, who was this happy girl that just winked at her. "is that me" she said in a disbelived tone as she touched the her hand to the mirror to have the reflection do the Same. but this mirror hand felt warm to her cold skin.

Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

Sam couldnt take it she slammed her head on the mirror. if she killed her image would she finaly be ride of this earthly boddy of hers? it didnt work Sam cursed as she walked into her bedroom. her phone stared to ring she had gotten a text message. she lazely looked at the caller id it was Danny and he left a note.

did i do anything wrong?

Sam sighed and called him. "what could it hurt?" Sam walked into the bathroom and started the tub. she put the phone on the ledge and sighed he wasnt picking up. "i love him, but he wants me dead." Sam slipped into the tub. she tipped back on the key pad.

you mad me love you,

but that dosnt mean

anything dose it?

I'm dying again

"well Sam you said you would die if you told him." Sam sunk into the tub deeper and deeper. she wimpered as she pulled her head above water.

(Chorus)
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

"okay Sam you can do this. although do you want them to find your 16 year old body naked in the tub? well at least the clean up will be eaier." she laughed insainly to herself as she plumited her body under the water. she pulled her body together. her body wanted to float but Sam pussed to the bottom of the water.

she let out a gasph for air as bubles exscaped from her mouth her lungs inhailed the bath water groping the air for water. she chocked and coughed.

So go on and scream
Scream at me

warm arms had pulled her to the edge of the tub. creastal clear blue eyes store back at her and she looked away. she didnt want him of all people to save her.

Danny looked at her scared body and blushe relizing she had nothing on. Sam winced, she didnt care that Danny was seeing her naked but that he did care enough to not let her kill herself. Sam looked at Danny he looked into her face. mascara had dripped all over her face and her pale skin was black and red.

"SAM HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO YOUR SELF?" Danny screamed at her. she looked away. she couldnt stand the hurt that mirrored her eyes was now in his. she thought it would help him see that he didnt care.

"SAM LOOK AT ME!" Sam looked at him an then looked away. "HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID?" Danny pulled the drain and watched the red water drip down the drain he grabed a towl and wrapped it around Sam. "come on." he lead her to her room and sat her on her bed.

I'm so far away
I won't be broken again

Sam was in her own world of appathy and self hate. she made Danny of all people to find the truth he tried to help her but she couldnt look at him. he didnt know she did this because her love was so strong that it made her crazy. there was no hope that the boy helping her to her feet and trying to put clothing on her because she wouldnt move would ever love her.

I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under

Sam gasped for air as if her lungs had forgot what oxygen felt like. as she inhailed acid ran down her throat as if the air she was breathing was posines. Danny had gotten sweat pants on her and a loes fitting t shirt on her as she rolled on the carpet gasping for air. she finally after Danny had said he was going to get help, stoped she stoped moving the damage was done.


(Chorus)

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

the water that had filled her lungs had killed her. Danny cried out. he killed his best friend all because he couldnt say three simple words. Danny craddeled Sam's body and rocked her and coffessed. he was a too late.


ORIGNINAL REVIEWS:

December's Morose: (1-13-07) I story was good, but I think 'Tourniquet' would have fit better...heck I'm listening to it right now

Summers Rage: (1-14-07) not bad. you might wanna watch your spelling though

Notsooriginal: (1-21-07) wat the bloody hell was dat!

Antanique013: (2-5-07) it was okay! i liked it but you could of put more details in a little bit.