Chapter 12

I know this is a short chapter but I had to put it in so that I could explain somethings. There probably won't be any Sam POV's for a couple chapters cause we are concentrating on Andy.

I got home from my first appointment and the first thing I did was post the ultrasound picture up onto the fridge. I am already living by my self so how hard could it be to raise a baby. I look at the picture beside my son and see Sam and me together, it was taken on our perfect date. We both had goofy grins on our faces. I lef tSam and now I can;t go back because if I do it will hurt him every more than me leaving. He has probably already moved on with his life, found a girlfriend and succeeding in his job. He is going to make a great cop.

Thinking of cops it automatically brings me to thinking about my dad. He consistantly called me for the first month I came here but I would rarely pick up and now he hasn't called me in a month and I think I drove him away. I wonder what he would say if he found out he was going to be a grandpa. I think he would kill Sam, that's another reason not to tell him.

I grab my laptop and switch on the TV and sit on the counch. I finish my assignment for physics and then start searching the internet. Before I know what I am doing I end up on a pregnancy site. I look at the pictures of all the heavily pregnant woman and then look down to my stomach and notice a slight bulge. I run my hand over it.

"Hey baby, I love you. I hope you know that no matter what happens I love you." I say to my son.

I look at the website and read it. I was actually surprised when I read that most women had horrible morning sickness, I guess I was lucky mine lasted a short time. The doctor said my morning sickness would dissapear since I am entering my 2nd trimester in the next couple days. That went by so fast, I just found out I was pregnant and i am already a third of the way through my pregnancy. Something caught my eye, it said 'This time next year your baby will be 24 Weeks Old!'. That is when everything really came crashing down on me. I'll be eighteen years old just finished high school in Italy with a newborn baby. I can't start my career and even when I do I will have a baby with me so it will be unlikely I can do anything I really want to. I had choices to make, and I have to make them fast.