Disclaimer: I own nothing part from Ben and maybe a few more character's later on ;)

Ok, so thanks for the review's! And to LoveLover13 i know those are the lyrics but im stuck using my Iphone For the time being.

AND TO ALL READERS: Im so sorry if there is a grammar mistake, spelling mistake or a word doesn't fit into the sentence. Please just bare with me as my phone an auto thingy and i cant change it so PLEASE bare with me :( Ok, enough babbling, story time!


Austin's Pov

Here we are. Me and my gir-crush. Yep, crush. Well technically she's at the back so thats where 'she ' is. Um yeah... Ok awkward situation, lets more on. Lets see.. ah yes. My thought's were so focused on boys. The typical player-ish boys. They always look at my Ally and their eye's go roaming her body.

Now, i wouldn't say im jealous-OK maybe a little, but c'mon what boy wouldn't be? This is Ally were talking about. Who ever has her would be lucky.

My thoughts get cut quick when Ally climbs into the passenger seat. I turn to look at her and chuckle, but damn did she look cute. She has leggin's on, a tank top and a loose greeny-bluey crop top over the top and her hair was in curl's and her make-up was the same. How did she do ALL that work and not work up a sweat? Anyway, she had nothing on her feet. Huh?

"Hey Als, why do you erm.. not have any shoes on?" I ask chuckling stopping at a red light.

"Because im not wearing my heels as we're not going out anywhere, just to see jimmy so im putting my ugg's on" She said smiling and i nodded.

The rest of the car ride was silent-but i could hear Ally's music she had was listening to through her phone coming out of her ear phones- so i jammed along to that. It wasn't awkward, just comfortable.

I've noticed a lot of thing's about Ally. I've learned a lot of things about her-in fact i learn something new about her everyday.

"What'cha staring at?" Ally asks me. I mentally slapped myself and noticed we had stopped. We were at the studio. Starr Records to be exact.

"Oh nothing just..thinking. Are you going to wait in your car, ill only be like-5 minutes max?" I say and she nod's. I smile and get out her car-seeing her go to the driver's seat.

I shake my head at her. Im just happy she isn't an ordinary teenage girl.


Allys Pov

Happiness. That's all i care for now. My happiness and the people i love around me. While Austin was drving he seemed deep in thought- so i took this time to text and listen to some music.

I was listening to Heat Wave by Wiley and some chick..Ms. D? Anyway, i texted Trish. I wanted to know the update on gossip.

(TRSIH/Ally)

Hey chicka

Hey, where's you and boyfriend?

TRISH! He's not my boyfriend, Anyway, latest gossip?

Weeelll...

That was a long texted well. Whats up?

Ally please dont freak but i sorta kinda heard your dad talking to your mum again..

WHAT?! why,where?

school office,sorry. But cant chat now with Dez and he's convincing me to let him have his alpaca in my house.

OK?, see you later.

And that was the end of the conversation. I turned my music off as i noticed we have stopped and Austin was staring at me. I waved my hand in front of his face. Still no movement. Is there something wrong? Have i got something on my face? Is there something wrong with what im wearing?

"Austin? What'cha staring at?" I ask him and he snaps out of his somewhat trace.

"Oh nothing just..thinking. Are you going to wait in your car, ill only be like-5 minutes max?" He replies back simply. I nod my head and as soon as he gets out i climb to my chair. Ah, feel at home again.

I watch him walk away and i cant help but think about what my mum and him were talking about. I thought i told him to get lost? He has nothing to do with me,my mum and Sammy now so why cant he just fuck off? Yes thats right, you saw right. Ally Dawson just cursed.

Its not my fault though, my dad..i want to be on good term's with him its just *sigh* he doesn't know how to be a good father? Or hardly does anything right to be one.

I use this anger to finish the song i wrote at the tree-but when Austin came i stopped and im feeling inspiration now.

Before i got out my book i noticed i had 2 text messages.

1, from..BEN? And another from my dad. What does he want?!

I open the message and look at it and my eyes widen.

I have thought over the last couple of day's for what you said to me in school and at your house. And your right. But, im also right,too. You are a selfish lying bitch that deserves everything i did. I might not have abused you physically, but i know i hurt you mentally. That right,i saw straight through you. You dont deserve to have a family like you have. I was way right when i convinced your mother and Sammy to live with me, they should've come. But yo ]u had to open your big mouth and tell her about Brenda and I, didn't you? Well, no its payback. My plan has already been lifted and you cant stop me. Just remember, your a useless,untalented,ugly and a pure mistake the world. Austin doesn't like you, he barely know's you-just remember that. He doesn't and will NEVER love YOU.

-love your precious father

By now tear's were slipping slowly. I c-cant believe he said that, in a text! I grabbed my book and instantly began writing.

I had the lyrics and i smiled. I grabbed Austins acoustic guitar that was in the back and began strumming and singing.

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

I smiled to myself knowing this song's good, but it will never be seen or heard unless i some how got over my stage fright. Yeah...ok.

I closed my book and put my head in my hands. I sighed. Could my life be worse? It was happy and now, that happiness has gone. What if Lester -my father,ew!- was right about Austin? SO many things were running through my head at the moment. My thoughts were broke by a crowd of people clapping.

I tuned around in my car and saw the boys -the jocks, the bad boys- great what did they want?

"Yes?" I ask getting out of my car annoyed

"Wow, who new a tiny thing like you could sing like that?" the leader, i think his name was Billy?

"No one, apart from you now apparently" I say crossing my arms

"Woah, hold on princess no need for sass, i was coming to tell you with the guys that you should sit with the cheer leaders now at lunch as you kinda rule our school, everyone was talking about it" he says and his 'gang' nodded.

"Oh, er, thanks" I say trying not to sound to sheep-ish

"Its fine, see you tomorrow?" He asked me and i smiled. He grined and walked past and kissed my cheek. Definitely earning a slap tomorrow.

She got back into her car and gritted her teeth. Why did he kiss her cheek? NO ONE should be doing that apart from Austin. Because, yeah..we're close.

My thoughts got broken when Austin returned.

"Hey" He says and i smile sadly.

"Hey" i reply back in a bare whisper.

He pulled me into a side-hug and i just sit then listening to his heart beat.

"Ill drive you home and tell you tomorrow,ok?" I say starting the car and he nod's holding my hand intertwining our finger's.

Once we arrived at his house he thanked me and got out walking round to my side.

"So, pick you up tomorrow yeah?" i say and he smiled

"You dont have to-" He says but before he can finish I kiss his cheek and brush my lips against his ear whispering 'but i want to' he smiled kissed my cheek and walked into his house.

I drove off and thought about my day/night. How wonderful it has been- note my sarcasm.


Ok so review F&F please and i know this isnt my best chapter but its a chapter and i feel kinda crappy with the cold i have :( ok so enjoy your night because in England its 10 o'clock and im really tired- weird right? And before you ask or wondered- i do NOT have a posh British accent. I talk like you American's just a few words changed, i hate that in storied unless the character is meant to be posh. Not ALL English people have 'Posh' accent's, i dont even think our queen does. Ok anywho, enjoy and i see, write soon!

Nicola xxxx