"Let me back into-..."


"Aren?" I asked opening his door slowly. I peaked in and he sat there on his bed.

"yeah." He said staring a head of himself not looking at me.

I sighed and opened his door completely. I pulled in Crown Clown who I had put in a box to sneak in here. I knew I couldn't face Allen without giving Crown Clown to him right after. It was his. Mana would have wanted him to have it.

"I want to explain things to you." I said taking the seat by him and pulling Crown Clown from the box. "This belonged to many people in the Walker family. Males, females, children, and grandparents alike…" I placed it on his lap making him look down at it. "There are only three names engraved because… I had that done." I sighed. "It was given to me while they were searching the remains… they found Neah and Mana… hand in hand… Mana was stuck under a beam… Neah stayed holding his hand all throughout the pain of being burned alive… as much as I hated Neah for what he did to you he was a good brother. They're names went first… they told me you wouldn't be coming back for a long time and you'd never remember… I figured you were gone… I never expected to see you again… so the last of the Walker family is gone… your name came next…"

Allen slowly turned and looked at me. "The doctors say the scar on my face wasn't from the car… that I had it before the accident…" he paused and looked at the sword. "It was this wasn't it?"

I took a long breath in. "yes." I sighed out. "Neah didn't see you as family. All his family before was blood related…"

"And I was adopted…" Allen sighed.

"yeah." I laughed to try to keep away the sad feelings. "You came from somewhere else."

"Yeah… I guess I understand that…" Allen said with an annoyed nod. "You do know how pissed I should be at you right?" Allen frowned and then looked over at me with a soft caring glare.

"Yeah." I sighed running my hand through my hair.

"I can't stay mad at you for not telling me something I'm never going to remember. You never thought I'd find out something I'll never remember." Allen sighed placing his hands absent mindedly on the handle and the blade of Crown Clown like he had done when he was younger.

"Cause you love me." I smirked. I didn't know I had so much power over him.

"L-love!" Allen jumped embarrassed.

"Yeah... we already admitted it to each other..." I shrugged. "Why not go out?"

"Really!" Allen's eyes sparkled a bit.

"Why not, it's not weird."

"But two guys together... isn't that weird?"

"I guess it is weird for this time and age... tell you what... we go do what you want to do when we're outside... and when we're inside..." I got up and hovered over him. "We'll do things I want to..." I smirked before leaning in to his flushed face giving his lips a soft peck. His lips were a bit cold and chapped because of the pain medication they were using on him. Trust me it happened to me too.

Allen stared dumbfounded for a few moments then nodded once. "S-sure..." he trailed off with a blush.

I sat back in my chair and relaxed in it for a minute. "You really panicked for me?" Allen asked. I sighed and placed my elbows on his bed pushing the chair back a bit as I crossed my arms and laid my head on them staring at Allen. I reached out and took his hand in mine as I pulled his arm into the pile of mine, laying on it as well. I was careful of his arm though, he was bashed everywhere. "That's a dumb question, Moyashi..." I laughed.

"Okay." Allen said laying back more and staring at the ceiling. "Better question: what would you say if I told you I'm remembering my past through my dreams?" Allen laughed.

One: grate!

Two: mood kill

And three: Holly shit...