Tamzin's Point Of View
Chapter Twelve
I heard a bang and turned to see a body on the floor, I ran over and then I noticed… it was Katy!
"Katy can you hear me?" I grabbed her wrist feeling for a pulse then spotted Tom outside the ED oblivious to what had just happened "TOM HELP SHE'S NOT BREATHING!"
"WHAT HAPPENED?" he asked running over.
"She jumped"
"Off the roof?" he asked as he turned her body over before starting chest compressions.
I couldn't talk so nodded, the shock had hit me.
"Right Tamzin alert everyone inside the ED and get Jeff to bring that trolley over here now ok?" he sent me off to do the task.
I grabbed the trolley Jeff had and pointed to Katy as no words were needed, he ran over.
I entered the ED "Tess" I grabbed Tess as she was walking past the door "can you get everyone prepared in resus, Katy jumped off the roof and isn't breathing but Tom and Jeff are outside and bringing her inside now!"
She nodded then dashed off, sorting out everyone. Then Jeff and Tom came in.
"Katy Pickles, she has jumped off the roof and is in cardiac arrest" Jeff announced as Tom continued chest compressions.
"Straight to resus please" Zoe shouted as she also grabbed the bad and helped wheel Katy in to resus.
I stood outside resus watching and Sam stood next to me.
"Don't worry Tamzin" Sam said as she put her arm around me.
"How can't I worry" I raised my voice a little as I got angry.
Jeff noticed me shout so came out of resus "come here princess" he grabbed hold of me and hugged me tight.
"It's entirely my fault!" I cried, soaking his paramedic uniform in my tears.
"No it isn't and you know that" he whispered holding me tight.
"Tamzin… I'm sorry" Zoe said calmly as she walked out of resus.
I didn't look up I remained with my head snuggled in to Jeff.
"Jeffery, there you are!" Dixie shouted coming through the ED doors then she saw me crying and looked confused "who died?"
"Dixie, Katy is no longer with us" Jeff sounded frustrated as he held my head closer to his chest "come on princess" he said as he lead me to the ambulance bay.
We sat on the sofa cuddling. I felt safe when I was with Jeff, kind of like he was my father.
"Sorry Tamzin" Dixie said softly as she entered the ambulance bay with a coffee for me.
"It's ok… you weren't to know" I was still annoyed that Dixie was shouting when Katy had just died but I still forgave her as she was being her usual jolly self and wasn't aware of anything that had happened.
She came and sat next to me "do you want to stay with me and Jeff for a little while, until Chantelle is out of hospital?"
I gave a week nod "I can't take Chantelle, not after all of this" I wanted to care for Chantelle but I couldn't as her mother seemed to hate me so much in her last few hours!
"Do you want me to contact the social?" Jeff asked as I snuggled in to him more.
"No, not yet I need time to get over everything" I wanted to keep Chantelle happy but I couldn't cope with a baby and work a job.
"Ok, let's get you home then" Jeff and Dixie drove me to their house and let me stay in their spare room where I fell asleep instantly.
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