I will follow you into the dark

Hi All! Yes! I'm back!!!!

Although I think it probably wasn't necessarily great for readers, as you may have noticed in my authors notes throughout the story, I was a bit disillusioned and lost my inspiration in writing. It got to a stage where I felt like I had to update, not want to anymore. Work got busy and I didn't have the time I had at school, not like I really had time then, to update and eventually I just couldn't write anymore. I've recently begun reading heaps of fan-fiction again after beginning at university and, after rereading my story 'Let's Get Married' tonight, I have found my muse and have a great deal of inspiration to continue. I'm not sure that the story will be much longer, but long enough to give closure. Enjoy


Lorelai stared into Luke's eyes.

"Luke,"

"No Lorelai. I love you don't -"

"Let's get married"

"do this to me, what?" Luke paused after finally realising what Lorelai had said. "Lorelai, as much as it is something that I wanted, spend my life with you that is, for more than ten years, but really, how?"

"Is it because I'm having Chris' baby?"

"No Lorelai. I couldn't care less about that. It's just..."

"It's just what Luke? What is is? Why can't you marry me?" Lorelai exclaimed before retreating to the couch in tears. "What is wrong with me?"

"Lorelai, please just listen to me! I love you with all my heart and I don't think it ever could be possible to love you anymore than I already do. It's just, I can't marry you right now. Not when everything with Chris is the way that it is."

Lorelai was angered to hear the words that he was saying, springing to her feet as the tears that had begun to subside returned in full force. "Luke! Can't you understand? It's over! Nothing is happening between Christopher and I!"

Luke hurt to see Lorelai in tears and was being torn to pieces inside. He walked towards her, reaching out to lend a hand, suprised when she batted his hand away. "Lorelai," he softly cooed, "I want to marry you. I want that so much. But I cannot do it right now. Not because you're pregnant. That makes you so much beautiful," he pauses as Lorelai scoffs, "I just can't enter into a committment when you're in the pain that you are."


Later that night Lorelai lay awake in bed thinking over the past year.

We were so happy. We were going to be so happy. The perfect family.

She shut her eyes as she reached the part that she made the mistake.

Christopher.

He was always her mistake.

Always.

She knew that Luke was the one. She knew that he was right. She knew that she couldn't marry Luke with all the uncertainty with Christopher.

That doesn't make it any easier to accept.


"Rory, are you here?"

"In the lounge Logan" Rory called as she absentmindedly channel surfed.

"When'd you get back from your mom's?"

"Around 10 this morning"

"So. Nothing to share?" Logan asked curiously as he slid next to Rory.

"Oh yeah! Wow I almost forgot!" Rory sheepishly admitted, perking up.

"So?"

"I'm going to be a big sister again!"

"Again?"

"Gigi!"

"So your mum is pregnant. Wow!"

"It's weird Logan. I never really pictured it happening again. I mean, when I was younger I wished for it every Christmas and Birthday. I gave up after a while. The reality isn't really as exciting as I ever hoped."


Sorry about the super short update. I must let you know though that it is actually 5am where I live! I'll update soon! It's good to be back though!!!