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Chapter Twelve: All By Myself

"Oh. Still knocked up then?" His voice was bitter, as it always seemed to be if, it was me he was talking to.

"Yes, Jake, and you know what? I wish more than anything it was your baby I was carrying. And it breaks my heart that it isn't." My voice cracked several times, and I instinctively rubbed my stomach with my free hand.

"Nessie, I..." For a second he sounded like he wished it was his baby, too. The hate soon flooded back into his voice. " Why did you call me?"

"Jake, something is happening. I'm not sure what, but it's changed us. I need to see you, now!" I said hurriedly, almost embarrased to tell him this.

"Alright, where?" He sighed, and I could tell he didn't want to see me, not really.

"Maybe in town? There aren't many clouds but I have a feeling it'll snow later, so there won't be as many people. That alright?" I whittered on, trying to make things normal, when we were best friends and could argue for hours over pokemon and the next Harry Potter film.

"Alright, at about two?" He asked. I mumbled a reply, and stared at my phone as it beeped.

I turned around, sauntering back up the road, trying to remember whereabouts the town centre actually was. I groanded at my stupidity, and kept walking forwards, certain I would end up somewhere familiar.

It didn't take me long to realise I was going the wrong way, but I couldn't face going back. I tried to turn, but my body seemed out of sync with my mind. I couldn't work it out.

And so I walked forwards, upwards, walking past trees and house after house, road after road, ignoring the people, ignoring the cars. I was going to see Jacob. I was amazed he agreed to see me, considering the bad terms we ended on last time I had seen him. The memory sent a chill through my body, and my heart seemed to ache for him.

I had kept my head down for most of the journey, trying to keep a low profile, and almost jumped in shock as I lifted my head up and looked around. The wind whipped ferociously around my face as i stared at the many desolate fields surrounding me. I spun on my heel, relieved as I looked down on the city. I was high up, and smiled at how tiny everything was.

"Nessie?" Came a too familiar voice from behind me. I gulped and slowly turned around. Jake was standing a few feet away from me, with India around his waist, his arms around her shoulders. I shuddered; it should have been me with him, my arms wrapped around his torso lovingly.

"Jake? What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"I could ask you the same thing. I was walking from my house to town with the woman I love. How did you get here? Do you know where I live or something?" He spat, looking me up and down like a filthy tramp.

"I had no idea you lived out here, and I don't know how I got here- I just walked, and I ended up here!" I blurted out with all honesty. The expression on his face told me he didn't believe me. All the time we were talking, India was glaring at me.

"Oh, come on Jake, don't bother talking to her." She said, in a low voice. Jake winked and bent down to kiss her. I couldn't watch as they made out right before me. Pain shot through my heart like a bullet, only this was a thousand times worse.

As I looked away, I noticed a gigantic ring on India's left hand. I blinked, trying to look at it more closely. As they finally stopped kissing, India straightened up to face me, her eyes glinting and a smile playing across her lips.

"I see you noticed my engagement ring." She said gleefully

"Unfortunately, I did." I murmured, unable to meet Jake in the eye.

She stepped forwards, releasing her grasp on Jacob, until she was less that a foot away from me. I felt claustrophobic with her this close, and took a wobbly step backwards. She just took another step forwards. I could feel her breath tingling across my cheek.

"I'm glad you did. because Jake and I are going to live forever for an eternity, and there's nothing you can do about it. He's all MINE. He will never love you. I'm pretty sure he never did, he just wanted sympathy, because he hadn't found me yet. We're perfect for each other, but you and him... The thought makes me sick." Her voice was menacing, and dark, a sense of threat creeping over my body.

"He belongs with me, not you. You're just a stupid blonde little slut." I spat angrily. Her words hurt me, and once again sent anger bubbling in my heart.

"Excuse me? Did you just call me a slut. At least I didn't get pregnant by a complete stranger." She replied, her strange, amber eyes glistening as she got me more and more angry with each second.

"You stole the love of my life from me, and I will never forgive you for that." My voice rose as the anger started to take control of everything within me.

"Jacob would never love somebody as ugly as you." Her words sliced through me like a knife. I pulled my fist back, ready to punch her, and as I swung forwards, I was stopped suddenly. I pushed hard against the force that was stopping me, and as I glanced up, I saw Jacob's face before a sharp pain shot through my face and I collapsed onto the hard ground.

"You, you slapped me." I whispered solemnly. I touched my tender cheek softly, wincing as the pain flooded back. I could taste the metallic ring of blood in my mouth.

"Yes. And you deserved it." His voice was so full of hatred, I almost didn't recognise this new Jacob, who was filled with hate and bitterness. He was nothing compared to the old Jake, no more kind smiles and warm bear hugs.

Tears rolled down my cheeks, as they stood tall above me, gazing into each other's eyes. I got to my feet and raced between them, sudden adrenaline pulsing through my body. I ran, and ran, past the empty, desolate fields, not even caring as the heavens opened and snow stuck to my arms and legs, blanketing the world around me.

I was sweating, but I was cold. The snow clung to my hair and eyelashes and blew into my eyes. I could barely see a yard ahead of me, and the hard pavement underneath turned soft, and crunched with every footstep. I inhaled deeply, suddenly weak. I couldn't keep on going. As the blizzard slowly eased off, I ran to the nearest gate ahead of me, jumping over it neatly as I was too tired to undo the lock.

I fell to the powdery ground, the blizzard starting back up. Snow started to coat me on every side, and secretly I wished it would completely conceal me from the rest of the world, that I would just lie here until some farmer or an ordinary person unfortunately spotted me. I curled into a ball, twisting onto my side. The cold was starting to take over. I shivered as I finally fell asleep.

Dreams did not taint my sleep for once, and I was unbelievably grateful for this. I yawned and stretched, sitting up and rubbing my eyes. I opened them and looked around, at the powdery snow and the sun that began to set, that seemed so far away, and yet so near.

"Nessie?" Came a voice from behind me. I glanced around, shocked to be staring into the eyes of my stranger, the father of my baby. My baby! I sighed and slapped myself on the forehead. Once again I had completely forgotten the baby. This had probably killed it. My eyes welled up at this thought, and a pair of arms were soon wrapped around my shoulders.

"I forgot our baby." I sobbed as he soothed me, rubbing the small of my back. "I'd make a terrible mother." I muttered, crying harder. My stranger comforted me, and I was thankful; there were at least two people who cared.

Suddenly he grasped my arm and pulled me up. "What are you-" He interrupted me by pressing his hand against my mouth. What the hell was he playing at? He turned, forcing me to be brought along with him. He let go of my face.

"What are you doing?" I questioned him. There was a glint in his eyes.

"Oh, nothing." he smiled guiltily.

"What's gotten into you? You're acting so strangely!" I sighed.

"Aw, Ness, you know I love you." He bent down and kissed me softly on the lips, and all of the confusion melted away. I wrapped my arms around his neck as the kiss grew more passionate.

I froze as somebody behind me coughed impatiently. I pulled away from his soft lips. He couldn't stop smiling, glancing between the person behind me, and I, every second. I spun around, a scream catching in my throat.

In front of me, gracefully walking across the ice, was a tall woman, with long flowing red hair, knotted around her face, giving her the appearance of somebody who was wild. Beside her stood a shorter man, with a mop of straight brown hair, and glowing scarlet eyes to match his partner's.

"It's... You." I managed to choke out, as I watched them carefully. I tried to turn, to run, but my stranger's strong grasp forced me to stay where I was.

"Trying to run away from us, are you?" The wild woman hissed. I flinched away from her instinctively. I had to get away. "We'll never let you go away. You're ours now." She talked about me like she didn't care, but deep down I could almost detect a hint of regret, of guilt, of vulnerability.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I shouted, surprised by how steady my voice sounded. I tried to struggle but my stranger held me tighter, and pressed me against his body. I started to cry, as I always did.

"You really want to know, do you?" She whispered, laughing. The man beside her, Justin, began to laugh too. I shuddered at the sound. I knew what was going to happen. Today would be the day I died.

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