Okay Guys its been brought to my attention that I made a teeny tiny, eeny weeny, little mistake! I may have turned Bella back into a...uh... Virgin! See just tiny... Really... It's possible... Right... RIGHT! Uhhh really sorry about that... That's what happens when I stay away from my story for so long, I spent an hour skimming through it for this exact reason! LOL (obviously not good enough lol) so thanks a bunch mwhite07! I've. Tweaked it a smidgen so she is just really rusty lol!
I'm BACK! woo hoo! lol
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LAST CHAPTER
My throat convulsed, as I realized she was giving me another chance, I swallowed to clear it than spoke only a few words. "I promise." Before getting choked up, something I hadn't done in a long time.
Then she was kissing me, and I was kissing back, teeth clashing, tongues entwined, holding each other tightly, I would never walk away again no matter what.
"Would you like to come over?" She asked against me, our breathing heavy, fast, and mingling. "We have unfinished business." I nodded mutely, and knew I was the luckiest man ever, and also knew I might not make it to her house.
I slapped my hand against the paper she brought in. "How would you feel about a little foreplay?" I questioned, a little unsure, until Bella's eyes heated, and a grin spread over her swollen kissed mouth. Oh fuck, was I in trouble.
Ch. 12 Falling!
Bella's POV
My dress fell to the floor, the instant I nodded. James wasted no time removing it. Beneath it my black lingerie felt non exsistent. James groaned deep in his throat, taking me in.
"I am so lucky to have such a forgiving woman in my life." He murmured against my swollen lips, nipping and sucking at them. I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepend the kiss. Gasping out when the back of my thighs and ass hit the top of his cold desk, my nerves spiked.
"I dont want to role play." I told him convulsively, as he leaned into me, freezing when he heard my words. "I want you so bad James... but..." I trailed off, feeling nervous and embarrased. "The thing is, I've only had sex once... In high school." I mumbled against the warm skin of his neck. "I want a bed." James slowly moved back, his breath coming out quickly.
"Your serious..." He stared at me, disbelief in his eyes. I nodded slowly. Then a massive grin broke over his face, before kissing me deeply again. "Thats years Bella... I...I'm the luckiest man in the entire world, and I swear to you Bella, I will not let you down." He ran a single finger down my jaw and neck, then let me go and picked up my dress. He held it out to help me into it, touching every bit of my bare skin that he could, before covering it.
I felt a little embarrassed, I had this big plan to seduce him and of course chickened out. My face heated. "I'm sorry." I murmured, as he picked up his jacket.
His eyebrows scrunched in confusion. "What for Beautiful." He looked truly perplexed.
"For getting you all hot and heavy, then stopping." I said, leaning closer to him, unable to stay away. James pulled me closer, wraping his strong arms around me.
"Don't apologize, never apologize. Im not mad, upset, or dissapointed. I won't pressure you into anything... as a matter of fact." He growled the last part, leaning over to rumble against my ear. "There will be no sex until ive got you so hot and wet, that your begging me to make love to your sweet body." I gasped out as he bit lightly at my earlobe and pressed a muscled thigh between my legs.
I couldn't speak as i could feel myself growing impossibly more wet. "I don't think that will take me long." I groaned as I unconsiously rubbed myself more forcefully against him. James let out a loud gruff laugh, that did nothing to cool the embers inside of me. He pulled away and grabbed my hand, I wobbled from the loss between my legs, and James steadied me with an arm around my shoulder.
"Lets get out of here Bella." He said, kissing my hairline. I nodded and we walked out.
"My place or yours." I asked, before jumping into my own vehicle.
"Yours... it's closer." He murmured, pulling me forward and kissing me quickly. I jumped in and started to drive home as quickly as I could, while still being safe.
James was out of his vehicle and at mine, before I even had the engine shut off. He was opening my door and pulling me out, I barely had enough time to grab my purse and keys. We walked to my door in quick strides, and my hands were shaking so bad from nerves and arrousal that he had to take over for me.
As soon as my front door was closed and locked, James pulled me to him, lifting my ass so I could wrap my legs around him, and then he was running up my stairs, full tilt. I squealed and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck, making him laugh. As soon as we got to my room, James slowed down, his movements, his lips, his grip. He began placing soft kisses along my neck, as he lay me down on the bed, with himself over top of me... since I had a death grip around his waste, with my own legs.
"Your so beautiful Bella." He murmured into my neck, then as if unable to stop himself, he nipped at it causing a sharp pain to streak through me, I gasped and then moaned loudly when the pain turned into something dark and pleasurable, traveling to my sensitive, throbbing center. James leaned back to look at my face, and reactions... and when he no doubt seen the lust in my eyes, he groaned and thrust his very prominent covered errection into my barely covered core. "My very own dream woman right in front of me." He murmured, kissing me again.
I lifted my hips up to rub against him more forcefully, needing more... so much more. "Ah ah ah my Beautiful Bella, not yet." With that he pulled away, and removed his shirt, which had been sticking to his sweaty skin. Then he reached down and pulled my dress up and over my head. Taking in my barely there lingerie like he hadn't already seen it earlier. "Fuck I can't believe how lucky I am." He murmured, moving down my body, he dipped his tongue inside my belly button, and i would have been grossed out, if it hadn't felt so good.
For the next... who knows how long... James worshipped my body, without touching any spots that were covered, nibbling and kissing my feet, ankles, legs, stomach, arms, after he touched every single spot of uncovered skin with his teeth, hands, and tongue, he flipped me over and once again went to work, sensitising every part of my skin.
Kissing and nibbling the back of my neck, I couldn't help but raise my ass in the air, hoping for friction, and thankfully, blessedly, I found James' erection. The moan that left both of our throats was simultaneous. James bit the back of my neck and rubbed against me at the same time, and I felt myself fall over the edge I hadn't realized I was close to. I never knew I could like a little bit of pain with my pleasure, but uncontrolable movements as my orgasm ripped through me, told me that i absolutely did.
"Fuck Baby, your so sexy." James whispered in my ear, lifting himself, and turning me. "I need to taste you so bad." He murmured, moving down once again. I froze, not quite understanding at first, but then, before I could truly comprehend what he was about to do, James spread my compliant legs, and ran his hot moist tongue over my lace covered core. The sound that tore out of my mouth at that first moment, didn't sound like me. I had never felt anything so incredible... that is until he moved the lace panties to one side, and ran his tonge up my slit and over my clit in one single motion. I could feel on the verge of another orgasm once again, my tongue thick in my mouth I tried to beg for more, but it came out a jumbled mess. Then he sucked my clit into his mouth, and tugged with his teeth.
I screamed loud... really loud... so loud in fact, that I could hear the reverberation come back to me as my orgasm caused me to spasm and twitch. "Please James." I moaned. Every orgasm he gave me, only made me want him inside me more. "I want you so... so bad." I said shaking. "I need to feel you." I whispered, feeling suddenly fragile and needy. James pulled my panties off and his pants and boxers in seconds, then growling, he grabbed his pants again, and at first i didn't understand why, until a small square foil package was pulled out. I shook my head. "Im on birth control, its fine." James looked up into my eyes, and looked about to say something else, but before he could I reached out. "Please James."
With that, he crawled above me once more, and made quick work of my lacy bra, his mouth latched onto a nipple, as his erection rubbed over my clit in a rythm that drove me mad. I pulled him up to my lips, and raised my hips. "Please don't make me beg." I whispered against the moist skin of his mouth.
"Never baby... never." And then he was there, pushing slowly inside of me, his arms wrapped tightly around me, holding me hostage in the most blissful way possible. After entering me slowly at first, the stretching felt strange, but nothing hurt or uncomfortable... until he reached a little farther, then he thrust in quickly, making me gasp out. It only hurt for a second, maybe two, before it left me with a need so fierce I thought I might choke on it. Edward had not been anywhere near this size, and it had been so long since the one time I was with him. Frantically I started to move my hips, needing so much more... James clued in in seconds, and started to thrust slowly, pulling almost all the way out, then all the way in! It was almost maddening, I needed more, and when I pulled back to tell him as much... I noticed a slight amusment in his eyes.
"Don't tease me James, I need more, please I'm burning up."
"Fuck Baby, I can't deny you anything." He groaned, the amusment gone to show enough passion to make me drown, then he was moving... the pace so fast I had to grip his back, my nails digging into his skin. James unwound his arms from me, and placed one on the bed beside me, the other on my cheek, as he pulled me into a hot, sweaty kiss. Then he moved it down slowly, stopping to pinch a tight nipple, causing me to arch, then his thumb moved over my clit, rubbing and pushing at it fiercly as he started to slam into me.
I arched up and felt his lips on my neck, then his teeth scraping my skin, and I exploded once more, my body convulsing as my mouth opens and lets out jerky moans, James thrust once more, and shoved into me more and harder, before he stopped, and I can feel him jerking inside me, as he pants and groans into my hair. Goddess it felt so good, so hot.
I clung to James, not wanting him to move, needing him inside me. It was as if he knew, without pulling out of me, James rolls over, so im on top of him. We lay there panting and clinging to each other for awhile, until the sweat started to make me shiver. James slipped out of me, and we both groaned.
"I need a shower." I murmured flushing. James laughed lightly and helped me up.
"Mmm me too, lets conserve water." I giggled and grabbed his hand, and pulled him to the shower with me.
The next week went by blissfully well. If it wasn't for the windows in his office, facing the employees, we would have had many more innapropriate moments. As it was, James stayed over... every night. I had yet to go to his place, but wasn't worried about it, I knew i'd get there eventually.
It wasn't until the second week after our new start, that things started... happening. James decided to stay at his own home the night before, because he had a busy day. I was dissapointed, but didn't want to show it, because we were in a new relationship, and things were moving very quickly.
So instead I put on my big girl panties and slept alone... miserably. I woke up several times cold, reaching out for James, then remembering he wasn't there, I grumbled at myself and fell back to a restless sleep. I woke up before my alarm clock the next morning, and dragged myself out of bed, making sure to cover my dark circles with cover up, the last thing I wanted was for James to know how bad I slept without him there. "Co-dependent much." I scold myself in the mirror. Caring about and wanting someone around is one thing... but I absolutely did not want to depend on him.
So with a heavy confused heart, I got ready, and went to work. I got there on time, and already the office was filling up. Eric was typing away. He was great at his job. James was in his office, looking dishevelled. His tie was loosened, his hair was a mess. I frowned and opened the door to his office, walking in, I closed it lightly behind me. "Are you okay." I asked timidly.
James jumped and looked up startled. "Jesus Bella, I didn't even hear you come in." He murmured, rubbing his face. "Yeah I'm fine, just had a stressful night."
"Whats wrong." I asked walking across the room, and stood in front of his desk.
James glowered at me, and shook his head. "Nothing that concerns you." He stated. It wasn't rude or mean... just matter of factly... but it still hurt.
Shoving the hurt down, so he couldn't see how it affected me, I nodded slowly, and turned to walk away. "Well let me know if there is anything I can do." I mumbled, before opening the door, and walking out. one step forward, two steps back I think bitterly. But now was not the time, I pushed my negative thoughts to the back of my mind, and got to work.
I left before anyone else that day, since I finished up my column in almost half the time and still it was damn good. James hadn't said much, when I mentioned I was finished and leaving, causing a strange ache in my stomach.
I had hopes that he would come over later, and everything would be fine, but as the minutes and then hours ticked my, I was starting to feel unsure. Then when midnight rolled around, I gave up, dragging my feet up the stairs like a scorned child. I text James a quick goodnight... hoping he would text back... but I got nothing.
Thankfully, from the lack of sleep the night before, I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. The next morning I got ready quickly and left, hoping to get there and talk to James. But when I got there, he wasn't in... in fact he called several hours later, and told Eric he wouldn't be in, and to change all his meeting to next week.
I was done waiting, I picked up my cell phone and called him. "Hello." He said gruffly, his voice sounded strained.
"Hey are you okay?" I asked yet again, hoping he would finally confide in me.
"Jesus Bella, I told you it's nothing that concerns you." He growled out. "Just leave me alone... please."
"Of course it concerns me." I said in a small voice. It was so hard speaking up sometimes. "When something affects you, it affects me... it's called being in a relationship." I said it all quickly, before my throat closed up.
James huffed out a breath. "I get that, I really do... and maybe I will talk to you about it eventually, but right now, I'm not ready... you and me, we are in a new relationship Bella, what I'm dealing with right now... we haven't been together long enough for this conversation... okay?!" I nodded, even though he couldn't see me, but I couldn't speak with the massive lump in the way.
Trying desperately to clear it, I whispered out an "okay" hoping he didn't hear the tremble in my voice. "I'm sorry." I said a little louder, composing myself. "I'll talk to you later... whatever is happening I... I hope you have someone to talk to." I hung up after that, before I started to sob. It took me several precious minutes to collect myself, before I could continue working. The rest of the week went the same. No James, a depressed me, and a very quiet office. I promptly took over James' duties, since I knew everything about it. It felt a little awkward, but I sucked it up.
By friday, I was utterly exhausted, having done two jobs, and as I crawled onto my couch, because my bed was too far, I decided this weekend was definitely going to be my spa weekend getaway, with muscled men massaging me, and skilled women pampering me. Texting Alice with bleary eyes, I passed out before I could get a response.
Hmm uh oh whats happening with James!? Review please!
