Truly, madly Deeply.
Normally I don't write an Authors Note at the beginning of the chapters, but this is semi important. Here is where the ratings change from T to M. Yes all you Sebastian lovers, here is the citrus that I have been promising you.. I hope you all enjoy. There will be another AN at the end of the chapter.
I looked up as I stared into the eyes of creed. Blinking a few times I felt his hands gently lift me up form the coffin that I was laying in, and placed me on top of a closed one. I only stared at him as he made his way around his shop. Was this really the same creed that gave me the book back at him?
I saw him come out from the back carrying something. On closer inspection, it was tea and cookies? Blinking I tied to remember a time when creed had given me tea. Ironically it was in an urn like the one he was carrying. I felt myself pale and shudder. I drank from something that used to hold dead peoples organs in.
Pouring the tea into the urn, he offered it to me. As much as it grossed me out, I couldn't refuse. Taking the urn, I gulped rather loudly, and took a sip. I blinked when I tasted the flavor.
"Rosehip tea? Strong flavor.."
"Indeed, one of my favorites. Now, tell me. What were you doing on my doorstep rolled up in a blanket and still be alive?"
I had no answer for him. All I can tell him is what happened.. Taking a deep breath, I stopped, and looked at him. Tilting my head to the side I asked gently.
"What is your name"
He in turned cocked his head to the side, almost as if no one had ever asked him his name, or if he couldn't remember himself. I continued to stare as he simply kept his head tilted. Finally he spoke, with that signature grin on his face.
" I don know who you are, but you seem awfully familiar to me."
" it's a loooong story Creed. I think you better make some more tea, because I have a feeling that this is going to take a little while."
He left and soon returned with fresh tea in toe. Once he sat down, I began my tale, starting at how school ended, and that I came to his shop. How we talked, and how we met back in my time. There is where he intrupted me.
"Your time? From what year do you hail from?"
" The year 2014. I believe its 126 years into the future."
He furrowed his browns, but soon got back to the task at hand. He motioned for me to continue. Doing so I once again started with the book list that I had given to him, and how he went in back to bring out the book that started this all. He looked at me and frowned.
"Why would I just hand a book that was from the shinigami library over to you?"
I looked at him and shook my head. I gave him the only answer I could provide him with/
" It was on my summer reading. that's the funny thing. You told me not to read it past midnight, and I didn't listen to the warning. Then again how was I supposed to know that I would be ending up in the late 1800s in London?"
I once again started recanting my tale. How I wounded up in the woods, was almost killed by some random UFS (Unidentified flying Silver wear), the spider bite that didn't kill me, and meeting both Sebastian and Claude, how I was taken to the phantomhive gerunds and met everyone, becoming a lady, right up until the latest mission that involved me going to a fancy party, and lured away and murdered. Supposedly.
" And that is how I ended up on your doorstep, though I'm glad to say it was yours and not someone else's."
I gave him my usual shy smile. Blinking a bit, I looked at him as he started to clean up. Hoping don form the coffin, I began to help him. When he held up his hand for me to stop, I only smirked. At him.
"Creed, whenever I came over for tea, you always did that. And every single time, I had disobeyed like I'm doing right now, and helped you out."
He looked at me, and shook his head. His hair always covered his eyes. I decided to speak up about it, as I never got a chance to ask him before this incident.
" Hey Creed-"
"Undertaker. Here I am known as the undertaker."
"Ok, undertaker. Why d you always have your eyes covered? I mean I saw them last year, and I cant understand why anyone would want to cover them."
The question seemed to caught him off guard. Looking back at me he tilted his head once more.
"When did I allow you to see my eyes?"
I frowned. I didn't want to get into that story, as it was by far the biggest embarrassment of my life, and I'm sure that creed- er, undertaker wasn't going to let me live it down. Sighing I knew I would need to tell him.
" It was the start of summer vacation, once again I came by the shop to get the books I wanted for my summer reading. I came, we had tea, and I left. That night a friend called me upon, and invited me to a party. I was so excited, that I jumped at the opportunity. Later that night I did some things that I should have. I drank to much, and my friend and I got into a fight. I left he party staggering. I remember stopping outside the shop, and as I was about to walk away, you grabbed me. I fell, and you picked me up, and brought me into the shop. From there…"
I tried to see if there was a way I could skirt around some of the details. Most of which I could. Looking back at him with a small blush. I covered my face as I said the next part.
" I stuck my foot in your face and asked you to kiss it to make it all better. My foot went to high, and I was able to get back your bangs, and see your eyes. Then I made a comment on ho beautiful they were. You, if I remember correctly, just smirked, kissed my foot, and placed it back down. I think I passed out after that.. I don't remember what happened next."
I was nearly knocked to the ground as I heard laughter coming from the undertaker. I saw him nearly face plant the floor. But looking over at him, he landed with the tea cups on the tray, safe and without a scuff on them. I simply gave him a deadpanned look, and sighed.
" Yep, same old creed."
Finally he got up, and righted himself. At that point in time, I saw the young master, and Sebastian walk through the door with a look of shock, confusion, and awe. Ceil walked over to me, and gently touched my arm, probably to make sure that was still alive. He sighed with relief when I didn't disappear. Turning to the undertaker he spoke.
" So you found her alive, thank you for looking after her."
" She came to me supposedly dead. I was rather hoping she was dead was I would of kept the body to be made into a lovely creation."
That made both myself and the young lord sweat drop. Looking at the earl, I smiled to him. I had briefly wondered where Sebastian had wandered off too, and sighed. He must have been sent on some mission by the earl. As soon as that train of thought had left me, the black clad butler showed up with a look of shock on his face at seeing me alive. We both looked toward ceil, who nodded his head.
"Sebastian, take her to the carriage and stay with her. She was the only one to see the face of the murderer and live to tell about it."
"Yes my young master. Milady, please fallow me."
I nodded my head. Walking over to creed-er undertaker, I gently wrapped my arms around him in a gentle embace. This move seemed to shock the soon to be book keeper, and I let go.
" Thank you for the tea and company, and more impotently, saving my life. I owe you one."
He simply nodded his head, and didn't say another word. I knew, that I would be seeing him again. And hopefully back where I came from. Walking with Sebastian, I made my way outside, and into the warm summer air. Stepping into the carriage with the help of Sebastian, I sat down gently, and sighed. Soon I was pressed against the walls of the carriage by Sebastian who held me tightly to his chest. With a look of rage in his eyes, he looked at me and nearly hissed when he spoke.
"You.. I thought I had lost you My lady.. When we lost sight of you I began to panic."
He began to shake me with every word he took. I knew that the black clad butler had develop feelings for me over the many weeks that we have been together. I also have had some deep feelings for the man. Now being in this small space together, I felt my face flaming as I looked into wine colored eyes. Suddenly he moved, and his lips slashed across my own. I pressed my body against his, our lips sliding gently over one another, but a sudden sound of ...
"HEY!"
We broke apart as he entered the carriage. I looked away, embarrassed to be seen now at this point. My face was flaming red, and my breath uneven. Sighing I waited and the carriage. Everyone was silent on the way back to the manor. I had a feeling that there will be a round of questioning when we get back. Soon the carriage came to a stop outside of the manor. Sebastian let himself out, before helping his lord, then offering a hand to me he helped me down. We both fallowed Ceil inside, and inside the doorway, he spoke.
"Sebastian, bring the lady and I some tea and sweets. I need to question her about the events of last night. I at least want her to have something to eat and drink."
"Yes my lord, right away."
With that, Sebastian left us alone. Ceil turned towards me before leading me up to his study. Upon entering the study, he bade me to take a seat, and doing so, he went behind his desk, and got down to business.
" What happened last night Where did you go, and who were you with?"
I Thought back to last night. What did he say his name was…?
Four hours have gone by, and not one person had paid attention to me. This was both disappointing and relieving. One because I wasn't a target just yet, and two, nobody else has gone missing. Ceils soon to be wife had made an appearance. I tried to keep to myself, but the girls voice was to high pitched, I couldn't help but laugh at ceils misfortune. Suddenly my attention was taken away by a tall stranger. He had greenish hair, his eyes ironically was nearly as red as Sebastian's. he looked to be scanning the crowd for something, or someone. I moved then, and his eyes landed on me. I pretended not t see him as he smirked and made his way over towards my position. He stopped and looked at me, before offering a small bow.
" Greetings, I've been looking for a beautiful woman such as yourself to accompany me in a dance.. If you would do me the honor lady..?"
"(Your name). it's a pleasure to meet you sir..?"
"Renaldo Thomas Angelo the third."
" He said his name was Renaldo, Thomas, Angelo the third. Aside from that he said nothing more about who he was. I do remember he smelled of something sweet, yet it was not quiet right. I'm not a hundred percent sure my lord."
I Was being honest. I had no idea on what to tell him. I could describe him, but for some reason, his face was all hazy in my mind. Maybe it was because of the stuff he was wearing that night.
" He wore a black uniform, as if he was some sort of royalty, very noble looking. Hair was blonde, and pulled back. As for his eyes and face, for some reason its very blurry to me. I'm not sure if its because of the trauma I suffered for helping you, or from whatever that sweet smelling stuff was. But the next thing I knew, we were in the woods and away from the party. I'm sorry Ceil, but that all I can tell you."
He simply nodded his head, and sighed. I had no idea what he could be thinking, but he looked very annoyed. Well it wasn't my fault that he got away, I was doing my part. I closed my eyes and looked down. I almost missed what he had to say.
" I for one never apologies, but I put you in grave danger when lizzy distracted me, then Sebastian was distracted by lizzy as well. Please forgive me for allowing you to fall into harms way. It relieves me that you are alive."
I was about to reply, but Sebastian knocked on the door, and soon entered with the tea and sweets piled on top of a tier platter. He offered me a small smile, and poured the tea for both ceil and myself.
"Tonight's tea is earl grey, and accompanying it will be a mint salad, and toasted scones."
He passed out both items, and ceil and I ate. After we had finished eating, and Sebastian cleared the plates, the young lord looked at me and sighed.
" You may go. I will think on everything you have given me, and come up with a solution soon. I suggest that you head to your room for the evening. Its been a taxing day for you. I'm sure you might have been frightened wakening up in the arms of London's undertaker. "
I simply smile at him, the next few words to come out of my mouth, were the weirdest words that he possibly ever heard. I almost laughed at his expression. Almost.
" Actually I never felt safer, to be honest. If he didn't take the bindings off of my throat first, I could of very well been dead. So I guess I owe him my life in a way."
I shrugged, and giving him a small curtsy, I turned and made my way back to the room that I was barrowing. Closing the door behind me, I sighed, and looked out the window. It was nearly black outside.
Once I was undressed and into bed, I sighed. Closing my eyes, I was nearly fallen asleep when I heard the creaking of my door. My eyes shot open, and I didn't move, I barely breathed. I herd nothing. What if it was him, coming back to finish me off? I quickly sat up, a scream ready to be ripped form my throat. I was stopped when a pair of lips came to mine. I looked up, and saw the handsome face of Sebastian.
I broke the kiss. Looking up at him, I noticed three things about him. One, he was missing his tailcoat that he normally wore. Two, his eyes were their demonic coloring, that fuchsia like color. And three, he had no shirt on. Period.
"Sebastian what on earth are you doing? You scared the crap out of me."
"My apologies my lady, I never meant to frighten you. When I lost sight of you at the ball, I left my lord to go searching for you. I grew even more fearful when the lord reported you missing to the yard. And even more so when they found you, and brought you to the undertaker. You are never going to leave me again."
" I don't know how I ended up there, and by all right I should be dead, but I'm not. I'm alive and I am right here with you. You need not fear about me.."
"You don't understand, you little fool… I love you.. I fell in love with my lady.. You are NOT going to leave my sight ever again. And tonight I shall seal that soul of yours to me, forever."
I was in shock. He loved me? Really? Truly? I was at a loss for words, and so I did what I wanted to do that day on the docks.. I kissed him.
"I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need."
I felt his lips slide over mine, closing my eyes I would melt into his warm embrace. I placed my left arms around his neck, holding him in place, and my right hand rested in his onyx locks. Gently, I felt his lips trail from my lips, and over my left cheek. I shivered beneath him as his breath ghosted over the shell of my ear. Closing my eyes, I wanted nothing more then to stay in this moment forever.
"I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah"
He pulled away. I stared up into wine colored eyes. I gave him a small smile, and he smirked, before he pulled me up into a sitting position. Going up with him, he grabbed the hem of my sleeping gown. Quicker then I could blink, he threw his arms up, and took the gown from my body leaving me completely nude. Gasping, I covered myself as best as I could. Sebastian had other ideas.
"Do not hide yourself from me. It will do you no good in the end…"
"But-"
"Hush, no buts. I shall have you this evening…"
And with that, he slowly started to drive me mad. Forcing me back down onto my back, he spread my legs out and crawled between them. His eyes looked like that of a predator. I blinked, and saw when he flashed his demonic ones, I decided that I liked those better. He placed a gentle kiss to my forehead, before moving his lips to trail down the column of my slender throat.
"I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me"
His lips traveled down from my throat, all the way to my collar bone. I sighed in pleasure as he lavished attention there. I felt one of his hands travel to my hip, where he placed a hand there. His other, made its way towards my right breasts. I gasped as I felt his warm hot mouth against the straining pink bud of my left mound. I couldn't help myself, but I arched my back. By now, I was getting heated, the way that his mouth touched my flesh, it sent Goosebumps down my spine, with every touch and caress I felt more and more alive.
"
And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven
That make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the
Pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
Comfort and protection.."
I had no choice but to look at him. He said he loved me, and I trust him. I know he loves me. Not once was he under orders to bring me back, for all he knew, I could of already been back at the manor trying on the things I had gotten that day, but he chose to come after me, as if I meant something to him. Now I know that I mean something to him. He switched from my left mound to my right, and gave it equal attention, his tongue swirling around the bud with fever as he pleasured me. I arched my hips, and blinked to find that he was still wearing his pants. He must of felt my questioning gaze, and in the moment it took for him to come off of me, he had stripped himself of his pants, and was soon back on top of me.
"Of the highest power
In lonely hour
The tears devour you"
"Sebastian… Allways protect me.."
"(Your name) You will never be leaveing my site if I can help it. Never again."
"Oh, can't ya see it, baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause standing right before you
All that you need will surely come"
I simply smiled at him, and the lyrics of a song popped into my mind. This one would be the perfect opportunity to start up once again. Closing my eyes, I sung to the tune that was in my heart, as it was once again set free from its restraints.
"I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do"
I saw his face flush. Feeling something nudging me, I blushed about ten shades of red. I knew that it would most likely hurt as this was my first time. Suddenly I felt Sebastian's breath against the shell of my ear once more.
" Relax your body.. I will try to make this as painless as possible.."
Taking a few deep breaths, I closed my eyes, and silently counted to myself. Slowly he inched his way into my body, slowly he began to stretch me. Silently, I cried as I felt the loss of my innocents leave me. He stilled as he waited for me to adjust. He was patient, something I didn't think him to be. He looked down to me, and gently, I moved my hips. The pain was not as bad, and for that I sighed, taking it as a sign to move, he gently moved against my hips.
"I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me"
Sebastian had built up a small rhythm. I could feel the pressure in my body building. I closed my eyes, and arched my back, my own hips joining with his in a dance that was as old as time. Hiss kisses caressed my body, my own falling over his own face and chest, his shoulders and his throat. I wanted him to feel as much pleasure as I was feeling at this point in time.
He picked up my left leg, and placed it on his shoulder, as he began to pick up the pace with his thrusting. I thrashed from side to side. Clinging to his back, I could not help but dig my nails into his flesh. With every bout of pleasure he sent me, I felt myself climbing higher and higher.
(Your name), I'm going to make you scream…"
Seeing that he kept hitting that spot over and over again, I got to my penicle, and before I knew it I felt my body jerk, and I arched my back. I saw white lights on the back of my eyes, the world was a bunch of brightly different colors, and as I came down from my high, I felt something trickle from my thighs. Falling to my pillows, I felt him stare down at him.
I stared into wine colored eyes, and giving him a smile, I leaned up and kissed him. He waited a few more moments, before he pulled out of me. For some reason, I really felt connected to him in ways that I shouldn't be. From behind my eyes, I remembered seeing a white light, mixing together with something dark, something that should of scared me, but no, it only comforted me. I raised an eyebrow as he smirked at me.
"Well that certainly was a pleasurable experience. I want to let you know that we will be doing it again sometime soon…"
He moved his face closer to my ear. I could feel his breath ghosting across my still sensitive flesh. I said nothing, but gave a small sigh of content, and relief. I guess there was no place I rather be, then right here with a demon who cares more about my well being, then devouring my soul..
" I wanna stand with you on a mountain.."
AN: It has been literally FOREVER since I last did a lemon. I'm sorry if this came out crappy, and trust me I tried my best as well. Also work has picked up a lot, so the updates will be coming fewer. Don't worry, I will had a chapter out hopefully once every few days, but once again I cannot guarantee it as work is taking up a lot of time. Hope you all enjoy it. Ja NE!
