***January 24, 2011

*** 8 weeks pregnant

I really love this chapter, so I hope that you all love it too. Also I put the one shot with Cooper and Blaine on my page.

I wake up sometime in the middle of the night. The dark light coming through the curtains is the giveaway. I look at my phone and it tells me that it's midnight. I turn over to face Finn, but my stomach is starting to growl. I'm in the mood for a hot fudge Sunday with peanut butter speared on it. My mouth is watering at just the thought. "Finn wake up." I shake him awake.

"I'm up is the baby coming?" Finn jumps out of bed looking like he is ready for a fire or something. I giggle.

"No silly, but your baby want's a hot fudge Sunday with peanut butter all over." Finn stares at me.

"Are you serious right now? It's the middle of the night and we have school in the morning." Finn just keeps staring at me.

"Yes I know I'm aware it's the middle of the night and we have school tomorrow." I'm getting mad; all I want is my ice cream. "Now go get me my ice cream." I fold my arms across my chest.

"Kurt we don't have ice cream in the house." Finn tells me exasperated.

I huff "I know this Finn; if we did we wouldn't be having this conversation. I need you to drive to the store and get me ice cream." Finn looks at me like I'm out of my mind. "Don't give me that look, your baby is hungry. Now move before I kick you out of this bed."

"Kurt you can't do that, it's our bed."

"You wanna bet? So help me Finn if you don't get me my ice cream Sunday, you won't be sleep with me or in this bed for a week." Finn just stares at me. I huff again and roll over until Finn falls out of the bed. "I will only move when I have my ice cream." I close my eyes and hear Finn grumble, I know that I have won.

I hear the front door close and I roll back onto my side of the bed. I put my hand on my stomach and decide to take advantage of this alone time. "Hello in there, I know that I can't feel you moving around, but just so you know your daddy and I know your there. When I found out about you I was scared what your grandma and grandpa were going to say, but peanut they love you. They love you, but nobody loves you more than your daddy Finn and I, we love you so much you are everything to us. Peanut you are so loved and every one can't wait until you hear, especially me, but peanut you have to listen to daddy you have to stay there for another thirty-two weeks. Your hear me; my doctor says you will be here August 3, 2011. That's the day we will meet and not a moment sooner, you hear me."

I'm so focused on talking to the baby that I didn't even notice that Finn is lying in bed next to me, until I feel his hand lie on top of mine. I look up at him and see him crying, but he has a huge smile on his face. Finn reaches up to my face and starts whipping tears off my face; I didn't even realize I was crying.

"How long have you been listening?" I ask Finn with a surprising strong voice.

"I came in when you said that nobody loves peanut more than us." Finn leans down to my stomach and pulls up my shirt. "It's true peanut, you are everything and daddy and I love you so, so, so much. The two of us will make sure we do everything right by you." Finn starts kissing my stomach, making sure to cover every inch with kisses. My hormones start to take over me and I pull Finn up and flip him over so that I'm lying on top of him.

I run my tongue along his bottom lip and Finn opens his mouth right away. I push my tongue in right away exploring Finn's mouth. I feel myself hardening and I start grinding down to get friction. I moan into Finn's mouth, but Finn starts to push me away.

Now I'm mad. "What am I not hot enough for you?" I cross my arms over my chest, trying to keep from shouting at Finn.

"Kurt that's crazy and you know it's not true. You are the hottest person I know. Honestly I'm just not in the mood because you threw me out of the bed to go and buy you ice cream, in the middle of the night I might add. Plus in five hours your alarm is going to go off." I huff knowing he is right, but I'm still mad at him.

"Fine, but now I want pickles and peanut butter." Finn groans.

"For real after I drove to the store for your ice cream."

"Yes Finn for real, now go before this baby decides it wants something different." That makes Finn jump out of bed. I close my eyes and fall asleep.

I feel myself waking up. I look up and see Finn holding a jar of peanut butter and another jar of pickles. "Are you for real, in what world do you think it's ok to wake me up, especially now that I'm pregnant." I'm so furious at him, he never thinks.

"I'm sorry I thought you wanted to eat."

"Yea, now that I'm up I want to eat." I go to grab the two jars out of his hand, but move to fast. I feel my stomach start turning and I start running towards the bathroom. God I can't wait for the morning sickness to stop. Finn comes into the bathroom and starts rubbing my back.

"This will all be over soon." Finn says to try and reassure me, but all I feel is anger.

"This is all your fault, I can't believe you thought it was a good idea to have sex without a condom, just get away from me." Finn tries to pull me into his lap, but I pull away from him. I slowly start to stand up, no need to start throwing up again.

Finn follows me back into the bedroom. "Kurt I know this sucks right now, but in a few months we will have our baby. Our baby, Kurt and then this will all be worth it."

"Easy for you to say when you're not the one that has to keep a bathroom nearby. Now I'm gonna sit here and eat, don't bother me." We both sit in the bed, Finn stays up with me while I eat. I feel my eyes start to flutter close as I'm eating my third pickle.

"Come on lets go to bed, it's two in the morning." I groan.

"This is all your fault." I close the jars and lie down to go to sleep. I feel Finn wrap his arms around me, but I wiggle out of them. "No I don't want you touching me." I hear Finn sigh, but he moves his arms.

Glee

I wake up to the sound of my alarm and I know today is going to be a long day from how tired I am. I shut the alarm off not wanting to wake up Finn. I try to move out of bed slowly, so I don't feel sick, but it's useless. I get to the toilet just in time for my late night snack to make a reappearance.

"Stupid morning sickness!" I yell and my yelling wakes up Finn. He quickly comes into the bathroom and takes me into his arms.

"Kurt it's ok." Finn tries to reassure me, but it's not working.

"No Finn it's not, I feel like shit and I'm exhausted."

"Then maybe you should stay home from school today."

"Finn neither us of can miss school. We are going to graduate even with having a baby around."

"Kurt graduation is over a year away, you need to worry about today and today is about worrying about taking care of yourself and this baby and if that means you need to stay home and rest so be it. Missing a few days isn't going to kill you." Finn says to reassure me.

"You're right." I say as I get up from the floor. "It's just that we planned to tell the glee club about peanut today."

"Kurt today doesn't have to be the exact day we tell them."

"I know, but I want it to be."

Glee

I make my way downstairs with tears in my eyes. While I was in the shower I thought about how awful I was to Finn last night and he was being the perfect boyfriend. I feel like the worst boyfriend ever. I walk into the kitchen and see Finn talking to my dad, but stops to smile up at me. Before he knows what's happening I jump into his lap and burry my face into his shoulder and start sobbing.

"Sh, sh, sh its okay, you're okay I got you." Finn keeps repeating over and over again, while rubbing my back. He keeps doing this until I stop crying. He pulls me back and looks into my eyes. "Hey what's wrong?" He's being so nice that I feel tears come back into my eyes.

"I'm so, so, so sorry for being such a terrible boyfriend and I'm sorry that I was such a bitch last night. I don't know what happened, but you were perfect and I need you to know that. I'm so sorry." I say and start crying immediately after I say that.

"Hey none of that it was just your hormones. It's ok I don't mind dealing with them as a matter of fact, I love them." I look at Finn like he has lost him mind. "What I mean is that I love what the hormones mean, not the mood swings or any of that, but it's worth it." I lean in and kiss him, I want it to be longer, but I hear my dad clearing his throat behind us. I sigh and pull away.

"Look we don't mind the PDA, but we already have one grandchild on the way, let's not make it two." I feel myself go red in the face and looking over at Finn I see he is red as well.

"Oh Burt leave the two of them alone." Carole turns to me. "Sweetie what would you like for breakfast?"

"I want scrambled eggs with cheese and strawberry jam. Please."

"Strawberry jam on what kind of toast?" Carole asks.

"No toast, I want the jam on the eggs."

"Ok I can do that."

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