A/N: Here we are, listening in on the message that Jack's sending to Clara and the Doctor up above via a medium. He pulls out at the end, because his thoughts disintegrate. This chapter may be a little disturbing. Late, I know, haha, this whole story is bonkers, and so am I. Just a reminder from the last chapter that Jack has a case of trauma-induced schizophrenia, meaning he's relatively okay until things happen in his head. Please note that it will get confusing, Jack doesn't really know who he's talking to at some points due to confusion and being overwhelmed. Special thanks to I am Clara Oswald, ooffle, ThetaTwelve and Sienna-Bienna for your reviews!


Jack's Thoughts

Uh... Hey Mum, Doctor - Dad, whatever. I love you lots and I miss you. So I found an old lady, she's a medium. Her name's Emma Grayling, she said she knows you guys. She also said that it's thanks to Dad that she's a medium now, apparently before she was just an empathetic telepath or some mouthful like that.

Enough about her, anyway. I'm under the custody of a live-in psychologist, her name's Clara, and she looks just like Mum. Probably is her, and that drives me nuts. I think she remembers being you, but I'm not sure whether she really does or is just playing along so I don't cry. Mum, are you proud of me? I'm sorting myself out and everything. I can't even remember the bad things I did yesterday. I think it's the new medicine Clara's got for me. She's pretty, like Mum.

I don't know, I started forgetting things like that a year ago when you two... yeah. I felt fine, but at the same time, I just... I don't know, I just feel happy and sad and angry and scared all at the same time, but not at all and it's just really confusing Clara looks so much like Mum and that's because it probably is her Mum help me Dad help me Clara looks so much like Mum and that's because it probably is her I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I'M SO SORRY Clara looks so much like Mum and that's because it probably is her I said I was going to look after Amy-Rose and Rory and I don't know what happened I'm so sorry-


Emma Grayling

Clara looks so much like you, and that's because it probably... probably... Jack, are you okay?