Chapter 12: Struggling With the News
Ally's P.O.V
I wake up in the hospital bed I slept in with Austin, but he's nowhere to be found. I remember yesterday, I can't believe I was pregnant with Austin's child and what shocks me even more is that I wanted to have Austin's child. It's not something I've thought about before, but when it happened…
I feel so sad heartbroken even, I feel like a failure the one thing I was supposed to be able to do and then I couldn't, I feel responsible because I didn't take better care of myself. An unwelcome thought comes into my head what if Austin left me because he think I'm responsible too?
Suddenly I feel anxious, where is Austin? I know I don't deserve to have a guy like him, but that doesn't change the fact that I need him. Five minutes passes and then I see him, I let out a relieved breath that I didn't even know I was holding.
"Ally? You're awake." He says relieved.
"Yeah, I was beginning to worry because you weren't here." I whisper.
"I'm sorry, Alls. I was talking to the doctor to learn more, but I learned nothing new." He says sadly.
"Do you know if we can go home?" I ask softly.
"Yeah, they want to do a checkup and if everything seems fine we can go." He smiles sadly.
"Austin, this isn't your fault, I can see you still blame yourself."
"How can I not? I did this, I hurt you and we lost a child because of it." He snaps.
"That's not true, I was the one who didn't take care of my own body and that let us to this." I defend him.
"Alls, I should have noticed and I didn't, you couldn't control what you did because it's a decease, one you developed when you lost your mother, how can I ever blame you for that?" He caresses my cheek softly and I lean in to his touch.
"Why did I ever let you go?" I whisper.
"You were trying to do the right thing." He defends me, how come he defends me with everything i put him through?
"I was so wrong to believe I could ever be without you, I love you too much."
"I love you too." He kisses me and I wrap my arms around his neck, when we pull apart he rests his forehead against mine. "I can't believe I could have lost you, again." He whispers hoarsely as if in pain.
"You didn't and you won't." I assure him.
"I can't lose you, Alls." He whispers painfully.
"I'm here, Austin." I assure him.
"How can you even want to me with me when it was my fault we lost a baby?"
"For the last time you didn't do this, I did." I whisper, he looks up and into my eyes with tears forming in his eyes, my tears threatens to fall as well and that's when the doctor appears.
"I'm sorry for interrupting, but I overheard your conversation and I wanted to let you both know what happened, it wasn't any of yours fault that Ally miscarried. I just talked to the doctor who saw you last week Ally, he assumed you knew you were pregnant so he said nothing, but he checked and against all odds, your baby was fine. I was wrong when i assumed that you were already about to miscarriage last week because according to him you weren't. He did think that with everything you've been through that it would make you miscarry, but what happened was nature running it's course nothing that you could have done even if you had been healthy Ally." The doctor assures me.
"Thank you for telling us." I whisper, he nods before leaving the room.
"It doesn't make me feel better, but I'm in a way happy that it's nothing we did." He whispers.
"Me too, I did want the baby if we hadn't lost it." I admit in a whisper and he looks surprised at me.
"You would?" He asks and I nod. "So would I." He confesses.
"Ally Dawson?" A doctor asks.
"Yes."
"My name is Susan and I'm here to examine you."
"Okay, can I ask you to do one more thing?" I ask.
"What?"
"I would like a shot there will prevent me from becoming pregnant again, I'm too young for this." I ask and Austin holds my hand a little tighter.
"Sure, but then you'll need to get a new shot every three months until you wish to become pregnant." She explains.
"That's fine."
"I need to warn you though, there is side effects and the shot could be ineffective."
"I know, but that's always a chance."
"As long as we're clear, you need to know all the fact and you can't have sex for 7 days without using other forms of protection, but in the state you're in right now I wouldn't recommend that you have sex at all before you're much better." She smiles.
"I know, thank you."
Susan spend 15 minutes examining me and then gives me the shot, I never liked needles much, but it doesn't hurt as much as a miscarriage. A half hour later we're free to go, I really hate hospitals so I'm more than happy to go back home. Once we're finally home I get into my bed, doctor's orders was to keep myself calm for a while and Austin lies down beside me, I cuddle close to him the rest of the day goes by like this.
Three weeks later – mid December
Our parents came home two weeks ago, I don't know how we managed to hide our grief about losing the baby and the fact that I was seriously underweight, but I believe it's because they're so in love. They let Austin and I study from home because I still needed to rest and our parents didn't want me to here alone all day so when Austin volunteered to stay home with me and study from home they let him, no questions asked. The plan is to go back to school after Christmas and I'm happy with the way it turned out, I mean this could have broken Austin and I forever, but it only made us stronger. Our parents could have checked up on me, they could have checked my file at the hospital, but they didn't.
I'm still sad and depressed because I miscarried, but it gets better every day because I have Austin by my side. Trish and Dez have also been to check on us, they don't know what happened to me yet they only know that Austin and I are back together, they're thrilled about it. We're planning on confiding in them and telling them everything from the miscarriage, my former underweight to our record deal at Starr Records, but we don't know when we'll tell. Jimmy only knows that I'm sick and unable to perform for the moment, but it looks like we can both go back to performing after Christmas I just don't really want to wait that long, I miss it.
Gavin heard I was sick so he also came to check up on me that didn't sit well with Austin, but he had to pretend like it didn't matter that much to him. It made me love him even more he's so selfless with me always putting my need first, we haven't had sex since everything happened either. Austin wants to wait until I'm back on my feet completely and after everything I agree with him. So far we settled for cuddling, but our need for each other is getting harder and harder to resist even after everything I've never stopped wanting him and he assures me that he feels just the same. We used these three week to focus on our school and also wrote a song to keep us both distracted and so far it's working.
We just finished our homework for the day and our parents won't be home for another two hours, I lie in Austin arms and like always I feel electricity run through me – this primal attraction we always had between us, but I know that I can't act completely on it.
"So are you gonna tell me how the doctor's appointment whet this morning?" He asks carefully.
"Yeah, it went fine, Austin. She told me that I'm almost back to normal, I'm almost out of the underweight zone and everything else is fine, I'll be okay." I assure him softly.
"Thank god! I was worried when you didn't talk about it." He lets out a relived breath.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." I smile softly, I should have known… He's frighten that I'll go off the rails again, but I hope I won't. I lean up to plant a soft kiss on the corner of his mouth and he groans, I know it's getting difficult to just kiss and when we kiss it's even worse, but I can't deny myself before I can react his hand is in my hair holding me close to him.
He rolls on top of me kissing me hungrily and lets face it there's no way I can deny him, I wrap my arms around his neck and opening my legs so he can lie between them. He pulls away to breathe, but his lips never leave my skin he kisses my cheek, earlobe, jaw and down to my neck I try and fail to suppress a moan.
"I want you so bad and when you moan like that I almost can't control myself." He breathes against my skin making me shiver.
"I can't help it, I want you so bad too." I moan.
"Tell me to stop." He says in a low husky voice.
"You know I can't do that."
"Distract me then." He says trying to sound determined, but his voice is laced with desire and need that I can't miss.
"I can't when you're distracting me." I whisper moving my hips suggestively against his erection and he let out a hiss.
"Ally, you're making this very hard." He hisses as his erection make contact with my heated center, my sweatpants doing nothing to hide just how much I want him and his loose shorts doing nothing to hide his erection.
"So are you." I whisper hoarsely as he cups up my breast making me moan again.
"I love when you don't wear a bra, but in this case it's not a good thing." It almost sounds like a threat, but it makes me want him even more.
"It feels good anyway." I whisper as my will to stop for my own good fades away.
"That it does." He says as he push my thin top up over my breasts, I struggle to get it over my head, but once it's off I throw it onto the floor not caring the slightest where it lands. I get hold of his shirt and tug it until I got it over his head; it quickly joins my top on the floor. "We shouldn't have sex yet, but there's something I always wanted to try, trust me?" He whispers.
"With my life." I say without hesitation.
"Good." I sense his grin and I begin to wonder what it is he wants to try, but I come up blank. He kisses both of my breasts before kissing all the way down to my bellybutton and I tense up in anticipation. He tugs my sweatpants and panties down in one move, I can't help it I giggle loving the way he's handling me.
"Oh." I stop giggling as soon as I started when I feel him kiss me there. Now I know what he wanted to try and I'm certainly not gonna stop him instead my hands finds his hair to encourage him to continue which he does.
I feel his tongue circling my clit and I gasp in pleasure, I've never in my life felt something like that and I never want it to stop. He moans into me turning me even more on if that was even possible, suddenly he starts to move his head in nodding motion and I gasp trying to stifle a scream.
"Please, don't stop." I pant loudly and he picks up his pace making me pant harder until I come hard, he kisses my belly and all the way back to my neck as I come back from my high. "That was … wow." I say total loss of words and he smirks, I grab his head and bring his lips to mine. I can taste myself on his tongue, but weirdly enough it's not as bad as I thought, I feel his erection against my tights. "Hmm, you're turn."
"What?" He asks surprised.
"You didn't think I would leave you hanging, did you?" I smirk.
"You don't have to; I don't want you to feel like you have to." He says caringly and I melt even more, how could I not love him?
"I want to, now lie down and stop fighting me on it." I command, he looks shocked at me, but obeys and lie down on his back. I tug his shorts off to realize that his not wearing boxers. "No underwear?" I question with a smirk.
"When you don't wear a bra I don't have to wear underwear." He grins.
"Hmm, this has it's pros." I grin back.
"So now that you got me naked what are you gonna do to me?" He's grin spread to his lovely face and I decide to remove his grin the same way he made me stop giggling. I kiss the tip of his erection and he hisses, his grin is long gone. "Fuck!" He curses and it makes me smile.
I close my hand around his length while taking him into my mouth as far as I can without gagging and suck running my tongue over the tip he grows. I move down pushing him farther into my mouth and suck harder again and again until he explodes into my mouth, I shallow quickly looking at his face at I do. His eyes shut closed and the look of pleasure is evident on his face, I smile as I release him and move up to lie beside him.
"Alls, that was amazing." He almost whispers and I cuddle closer to him, he wraps his arms around me and I rest my forehead against his chest.
"I love you, Austin." I place a kiss on his shoulder.
"I love you too, Alls, so much." He kisses my hair.
I hear the front door open and panic sets in one of our parents is home early or even worse maybe the both of them. "Austin, Ally, were are you." My dad calls.
"Shit!" Austin panics, we jump out of bed and gets dressed in a hurry, dropping to the floor where we discharged our books and pretend to study as my dad open my door.
"There you are, how are you today Ally?" He asks worriedly.
"I'm okay dad, the doctor's appointment went well and I'm confident that I'll be able to go back to school as planned." I smile sweetly to cover up my rising panic that we were almost caught again.
"That's good, when will you two be done studying?" He asks and I will away the blush thinking about what we were studying a few minutes earlier.
"Actually, we're done now." I tell him.
"That's good, I can't believe how responsible you both are, I'll call you down when dinner is ready." He smiles before leaving, both Austin and I let out a relieved breath.
"That was close again." Austin says anxiously.
"Yeah, I just hate all this lying." I say sadly.
"I know, so do I, but I can't lose you not again." He looks at me with rising panic.
"I can't lose you either, it's not where I'm going." I assure him and he let out yet another relieved breath, it pains me that he thought I would leave him again. "Listen, I won't leave you again, I can't." I whisper with tears in my eyes. "The thought of leaving you rips my heart into pieces." I say with a pained expression, he dries my tears away with care.
"Shh, it'll be okay eventually, in worst case we only have to hide our relationship until we turn eighteen then our parents can't forbid it and it's not even illegal." He says softly.
"Thank you, I needed to hear that." I smile weakly.
"You know when you broke up with me you said we couldn't have a future together, but you were wrong in less than two years we'll turn eighteen and then nothing can stop us or keep us apart. Ally, you need to realize that I see us grown old together and I plan on marring you one day, if you'll let me." He says passionately and look stunned at him with tears in my eyes.
"Really?" I whisper.
"Yes, in fact I bought this for you." His voice full of promise as he hands me a box. "Open it." He adds softly. I open the box there is a beautiful silver ring in it, I look up at him trying to figure out what this means. "It's a promise ring so that when things gets tough you'll be able to look at it and remember the future I want for us, a future I hope you want too." He whisper.
"Austin, it's beautiful." I say stunned.
"I got it engraved for you."
I look at the engraving. "Loving you is my destiny." I read aloud. "I love you." I whisper and he puts the ring on my finger, I already love it somehow he always know what to say and what to do to make me feel better.
"I love you too, forever." He says lovingly then frowns. "I know you won't be able to wear it yet and that's why I got a chain so you can wear it in secret."
"Thank you, I'll wear it close to my heart." I pull his lips to mine, and kiss him expressing every emotion he makes me feel, I push him down on the floor and move to straddle him. I kiss him with undying passion and soon we're both consumed by the love and affection we have for each other, the passion is so intense it almost dizzying. "You may not know it, but I was yours the second our eyes met and never stopped loving you, I think I loved you instantly even then." He looks at me shocked as if he doesn't understand what am telling him. "That first night we kissed when I had to tell you that we could only be friends, I didn't mean it and it hurt to say even then." I confess.
"I didn't kiss you in the heat of the moment the first time we kissed, I had wanted to even before then, but that's where I stopped telling myself I couldn't." He looks at me as if was his reason to live.
"I thought you just wanted to be friends." I whisper shocked by his confession.
"To be honest being friends with you was never on my list, I always wanted to be more, every girl I had ever met and the once I met after that – they just weren't you. I loved Kira or so I thought, when I met you I completely forgot about her." He confesses and I begin to understand just how much he loves me.
"It was the same for me with Dallas, Trish was the one reminding me that he came home, I forgot about him." I blush.
"I never knew you felt just the same and when you said you didn't love me I broke, I never felt pain like losing you before and trust me I never want to feel that again."
"I don't either; you know the song I played for Jimmy?" I ask and he nods. "I was gonna play that song for you the day I broke up with you, it was about you – how you saved me from myself." I caress his cheek and he leans into my touch.
"I wanted to believe you wrote it about me I just never dared to hope, you know I've never been able to write songs, but once I wrote with you or about you somehow I could, that song I played was about you."
"I hoped it was about me, but I knew I didn't deserve it."
"Ally, you gotta stop thinking that! You deserve the world and you do deserve to be loved." He snaps.
"I just don't agree, I hurt you so much, I embraced the hurt I felt from my broken heart and weight loss because I deserved it for hurting you!" I snap back and he looks at me with a pain expression before taking my head between his hands.
"Don't ever say that! If anything could hurt me more than losing you then it would be to live in a world where you don't exist, trust me if I had known how badly you were hurting I wouldn't have stopped before you were better because it hurts me when you're hurt." He kisses me; the kiss is full of desperation and hurt. I had no idea that even the way I thought about myself hurt him. I kiss him back putting all of my love and compassion into the kiss. He pulls me into his lap where I'm more than happy to be, I wrap my arms around his neck holding him close to me. "We're timeless, remember?" I sense rather than see his smirk.
"We are." I grin happily.
"So any idea on how we're gonna keep each other distracted?" He grins definitely referring to our studying earlier.
"I got an idea." I whisper.
"What?" He asks intrigued.
"Well, I just- I."
"Alls you're worrying me." He says, I can even feel him tensing up.
"Sorry, after we lost the baby I just got thinking about the kids who lost their parents or one of them like us and it got me thinking that I wanted to do something to make life better for them. So maybe we could write a Christmas song and host a party for these kids to make their Christmas the best." I say turning my head to see his expression.
"I love it, let's do it," He smiles and kisses my cheek. "but how are we gonna make it happen?" He adds.
"I know Trish got herself a job at the beach club maybe if we confide in her and Dez she might let us host the party there?" I suggest.
"Not a bad idea, I also think it's time to tell them about everything we have kept from them." His expression darkened.
"You're nervous." I whisper.
"How did you know?"
"You tensed up and your expression darkened, I don't know how they'll react, but I believe that they'll still be our friends." I try to assure him.
"I just hate lying as much as you do, but it's different with Dez, I've never lied to him before." He says sadly.
"I understand, I haven't lied to Trish before either in fact she asked me if we could meet her and Dez at the beach club later apparently they're close now." I smile.
"I bet, Dez told me he has a major crush on Trish." He grins.
"Really? Trish told me that she thinks Dez is hot." I grin.
"Well then maybe they got together." We both laugh, if I know them right they're properly keeping their feelings to themselves.
Austin and I spend the next two hours before dinner on writing our Christmas song for the kids, we only got as far as the melody and the first verse, but we have two weeks until it has to be done. I'm confident it'll be great, this partly will be a good thing.
My dad calls us down for dinner and to my surprise, it one of my favorites, Mimi made macaroni and cheese. Luckily, things are finally getting back to where it was before they announced they were getting married, there's smiling, laughing and talking at the dinner table again.
"I'm so happy that you're friends again." Mimi smiles widely. "Will you ever tell us what went down between you?" She asks.
"It was just a horrible fight, it was a total misunderstanding. We talked it though and we're okay now." I lie smoothly, I hate it, but it's getting easy to tell a lie in this house. Sometimes I'm afraid we could drown in our own lies by now, but if we want to stay together then we have to lie.
"I'm just happy to see then both of you laughing and talking, I was so worried when you couldn't even sit on the same couch, it was like a married couples divorce." My dad jokes and I laugh nervously, well almost spot on dad.
"Yeah well we are really different so of course our differences will come between our friendship at times, but hopefully it won't be as bad as before." Austin laughs nervously like me, it's a wonder they don't figure us out.
"Dad? Is it okay if Austin and I go meet Trish and Dez at the beach club after dinner?" I ask to change the conversation.
"Of course, right Mimi?"
"Sure, as long as you're both home before curfew." She smiles.
The rest of the dinner goes by smoothly and soon after we're out the door to meet Trish and Dez, I can't wait to see them. I feel bad for not really keeping in touch when Austin and I broke up, even when we got back together we only saw them a few times and now we haven't seen them in a week.
"Ally." Trish squeals when she sees me, she runs towards me and hugs me.
"Austin, good to see you man." Dez says happily, they do their handshake, I never really understood, but I like seeing him like this.
"I'm happy you called, I missed you and I know I've been a poor friend to you." I say a bit sad guilt consuming me.
"It's okay, I know you when through a lot, I just wish you would have let me be there and tell me what's going on." She smiles.
"Actually Austin and I talked about it, we realized that we should tell you what has been going on, but this is a little public for that kind of conversation." I hint.
"Sure, I know where we can go, there is a room there's not scheduled for today and the staff is allowed to use it when it's not taken." She shows us the way, we walk into the room, it's like a study, but I get the feeling that this room is for therapy. Hmm how appropriate…
We all sit down, it's clear that Trish and Dez has no idea how to act around us and they seem nervous. I look over at Austin he looks beat, I know this will be hard on him and possibly bring it all back again. I take his hand and squeeze it, he looks up at me and I smile sadly at him.
"Austin, do you want me to tell them?" I ask softly, it was hard on both of us, but I think Austin took it harder than I did. It was very hard on me, but he almost can't talk about it.
"Yeah, you can tell them." He whispers and I nod, now Trish and Dez look more worried and serious.
"Okay well it's a long story, but I'll just start at the beginning. You both know that I broke up with Austin when our parents decided to get married and I kinda went off the rail, again. I stopped eating to the point where I put myself in danger and I hid it like I did last time so that no one would notice." I explain and Trish gasps looking guilty as hell. "Before you start to feel guilty Trish I brought it on myself, Austin didn't want to let me go and he fought hard to make me see sense. I even tried to get over Austin by dating Gavin, but I felt nothing and Austin told me that how he felt for Piper. Things just kept getting worse and I snapped, I saw Austin with another girl after Piper so I thought he moved on, this girl turned out to be his cousin, but I drank a lot to make the pain go away not eating and drinking doesn't go well together. I fell down the stairs the next day, my body collapsed and Austin brought me to the hospital, that's where we got back together. For a week everything was fine until-." I let out a pained sob when I see tears in Austin eyes, I hold on to his hand a little tighter.
"What?" Trish and Dez gasps panic clearly setting in.
"Until I woke up in the middle of the night in pain, there was blood everywhere and I passed out. I thought I was gonna die and Austin thought the same, when I woke up we got some terrible news. I- I was pregnant and I just miscarried, it was three weeks ago and I was apparently around 14-weeks along. I had no idea and it was a shock, it was hard to accept it still is." I whisper hoarsely, Austin and I hold on to each other for comfort, Trish and Dez are in tears. Geez, this was much harder than I thought.
"Why didn't you call us?" Dez asks horrified.
"We was so consumed with pain that we couldn't." Austin whisper pained.
"Ally, Austin, I'm so sorry." Trish says holding on to Dez for support and he just holds her.
"We're both ashamed because we keep it from you." I say sadly.
"Don't be, I understand, I just wish I had been there for you." Trish whispers and Dez nod in agreement.
"I know, maybe we should tell you the few good things there happened too." I try to change the subject and they both nod. "Austin do you wanna tell them?" I ask and he nods.
"Yeah, at least that I can talk about," He smiles weakly and I kiss his cheek. "We went to that summer camp as you remember everything was good there, but even better we won the last competition together and that got us a record deal with Starr Records." He grins.
"What? Really?" Trish and Dez ask in unison.
"Yeah, we decided that for our relationship it was better to get a secret identity, an alter ego if you will, so we have actually already released a few songs. We even played at Marino High and we saw you in the crowd." Austin grins again. "I'm Jake Davis."
"I'm Roxie Rocket." I grin too.
"That's amazing, but why didn't you tell us about that before now?" Trish asks.
"We were very busy with recording and by the time we were ready to tell you we had broken up, you both know how dark we both was." I explain.
"I understand, I just hope I won't have to see any of you like that again." Dez says looking at Austin.
"Me neither." I whisper looking at Austin.
"Anything else you haven't told us?" Trish asks quietly.
"Only the promise ring I gave Ally, promising her that I'll marry her one day." Austin smiles lovingly at me and I pull up the chain where the ring is attached, Trish and Dez gasps.
"The engraving says; loving you is my destiny." I blush.
"Wow, it's beautiful." Trish says studying my ring.
"Way to go, bro." Dez grins.
"Thanks." Austin smiles happily.
"I wondered, Austin and I would like to host a Christmas party for orphan kids and kids who lost a parent here, but as Jake and Roxie, do you think you can pull that off, Trish?" I ask her hopefully.
"Sure, I'll just tell the manger that you contacted me and I promised to help stage this party she'll be thrilled and I might even get a promotion." She grins.
"I knew I could count on you." I giggle.
"It's just a little weird to find out that you're Roxie and Jake, I'm even a fan." Trish says full of wonder.
"Yeah, I am too." Dez cuts in.
"That's flattering." I grin with Austin.
"I never knew you liked music." Trish says accusingly, but in a teasing kind of way.
"Only Austin knew, that's how we connected." I shrug.
"I don't know you liked music either, Austin." Dez wonders aloud.
"I couldn't write songs, so I thought it was pointless to take about. Ally was the one how taught me how and she's my muse." Austin explains and it makes me blush.
"Aww." Trish and Dez says in unison and I smile of how close they are. I lean over and kiss Austin passionately, but pull away before we get carried away.
"So what about we leave this room and all the sad memories to go enjoy what we have now?" I suggest.
"I like that thought." Austin smirks.
"Sounds like fun." Dez agrees with a grin.
"Definitely fun." Trish grins.
I feel Austin relax, he's clearly relieved after we told somebody the truth and I feel the same way, I hated lying to our two best friends. I don't know if it's usual to become friends with your boyfriends best friend, but I wouldn't change it, the four of us always haves a blast together.
The rest of the evening is perfect and a nice distraction that we really needed, we needed so bad to get out and get some normality back into our lives. I've missed Trish more than I realized and I know Austin has missed Dez too. After around an hour we split up for a while, I need girl time with Trish and I'm sure Austin needs guy time with Dez too.
"I'm so glad you finally told me what's going on in your life, I was so afraid that I was losing you." Trish says giving me another hug.
"Me too, so what's going on in your life? I feel so bad for not being a proper friend to you." I ask her.
"Nothing much, I miss you at school, but beside that nothing except my crush on Dez." She blushes.
"You should really tell him, I'm pretty sure he feels the same about you." I hint to her.
"I'm not so sure."
"I am and you guys would be good together." I grin.
"We just have a lot in common, it's crazy really." She smiles shyly.
"I've never seen you this way about any other guy before, you should go for it." I encourage her.
"I don't know, I'm terrified he doesn't feel the same."
"I understand." I decide not to pressure her.
"I'll consider it though, so are you well enough to dance with me?" She grins.
"Bring it on." I laugh. I dance with Trish for a few songs until I see Austin tap on her shoulder as a slow song comes on.
"Mind if I cut in?" He asks sweetly.
"Not at all." Trish grins at him.
Austin pulls me into his arms as Trish walks off, but she doesn't get far before I see Dez asking her to dance and soon after she's in his arms dancing. I look up at Austin who looks amused. "You put him up to that didn't you?"
"Yeah, I dared him to ask her to dance; I just wasn't sure if he was gonna take the bait." Austin says amused.
"They're sweet together." I whisper looking into Austin's eyes.
"You know, I think we'll all be fine. Trish and Dez will get together eventually, we'll be fine because we love each other and we have our friends behind us." He says in a soft quiet voice.
"I know, everything seems brighter after talking to them." I agree.
"We should have talked to them before, but I'm happy we did now and relieved."
"I know you were so tense." I say worriedly.
"Yeah, but I'm better now. How are you? It seemed talking about it brought it all back to you as well." He says worriedly.
"I'm better, it did bring it back, but it also seemed to be a little less hard after talking about it." I caress his dear face.
"For me too even though I didn't say anything." He closes his eyes.
"I'm glad." I whisper as I rest my forehead on his chest as we dance and he hugs me. We get lost in the moment, the dance and the song enjoying each other's company. I look up at him and what I see in this eyes is nothing but love, I'm sure he sees the same in mine.
My eyes drop to his lips and a second later his lips is on mine, he kisses me keeping the kiss sweet and gentle. In this moment, everything is perfect and I allow myself to believe that everything will be okay.
We pull apart gazing into each other's eyes until we hear someone gasp, I know that voice and it's definitely not good. Not good at all…
To Be Continued
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