Author's note: I legit have no idea of wtf is happening here XD Also, I had to find a way to work around the lightning scar thing without giving Degtyarev one


CHAPTER 12

I was about to slit my wrists again with the rusty knife that Scare had given me in case anything happened to him. He had told me to use it valiantly against an enemy but I knew that we must both go together.

"NO!" I THOUGH IT WAS FROrester but it was Bloodsucker. He started to scream. "OMFG! NOOOOO! MY HEAD HURTS!" and then… … … his eyes rolled up! You could only see his red whites.

I stopped. "How did u know?"

"I saw it! And my head hurt really badly!"

"NO!" I ran up closer. "I thought you didn't get visions!" I shouted.

"I don't, but now I had one." he said back. "Anyway my head hurt so much! Save me! then I had a vision of what was happening to Scar… … Slutan has him bondage!"

Anyway I was in Doc's care now recovering from my slit wrists. Termor and Lookash and FORSTER were there too. They were going to be abandoned in Pripayt after they recovered cause they were pervs and you can't have those around places with lots of hot stalkerz. Sidorovich had constipated the PDA video they took of me naked. I put up my middle finger at them.

Anyways Forster came into my bedroll holding a bouquet of wilted pink flowers.

"Selok I need to tell u something." he said in a v. serious voice, giving me the flowers.

"Fuck off." I told him. "You know I fucking hate the color pink, anyway, and I don't like fucked up bitches like you." I snapped. Forster had been mean to me before being goffnik.

"No Setrlok." Forster says. "Those are not flowers."

"What, are they goffs too you poser prep?" I asked cause I was angry that he had brought me pink flowers.

"I saved your life!" He yelled angrily. "No you didn't I replied." "You saved me from getting a Paris Hilton p– video made from being naked and being vued by Termo and Lookash" Who MASTABATED (c is dat speld rong) to it he added silently.

"Whatever!" I yelled angirly.

He pointed a finger at the pink flowers. "These aren't flowers." He suddenly looked at them with an evil look in his eye and muttered I said come in bLOWOUT SOON FELLOW STALKER! .

And then the flowers turned into a huge black flame floating in the middle of the air. And it was black. Now I knew he wasn't a prep.

"OK I believe you now wtf is Scare?"

Forster rolled his eyes. I looked into the balls of flame but I could c nothing.

"U c, Stelrok," Seedorovyc said, watching the two of us watching the flame. "2 c wht iz n da flmes (HAHA U REVIEWRS FLAMES GEDDIT) u mst find urself 1st, k?"

"I HAVE FOUND MYSELF OK YOU MEAN OLD MAN!" Forster yelled. SedoroBITCh lookd shockd. I guess he didn't have a headache or else he would have said something back.

Forster stormed off back into his cabin. "U r a liar, Seedorovich!"

Anyway, when I got better I went upstairs and put in a black SEVA suit that was ripped on the ends. There was some corset-like stuff on the front. Then I put on black fishnets and black military boots with pictures of weapons on them. I put my ushanka so I looked like a proper slav (if u don't know what a ushanka iz ur a prep so fuk off!) and I put on blood-red face paint and black eyeliner.

"You look kawai, dude." Ghost said sadly. "Fangs (geddit) you do too." I said sadly too, but I was still upset. I slit both of my wrists feeling totally depressed and I sucked all the blood. I cried again in a dark corner and took care to stay hidden so Termo and Lookash couldn't spy on me this time. I went to visit some people. Bloodsucker was in the 100 Rads. He looked all depressed because Scar had disappeared and he had used to be in love with Scar. He was sucking some blood from a rookie.

"Hi." he said in a depressed way. "Hi back." I said in an wqually said way.

We both looked at each other for some time. Degtyarev had beautiful red gothic eyes so much like Scars. Then… …. we jumped on each other and started screwing each other.

"STOP IT NOW YOU HORNY SIMPLETONS!" Shouted Guide who was watching us and so was everyone else.

"Bloodsucker you fucker!" I said slapping him. "Stop trying to screw me. You know I loved Scar!" I shouted and then ran away angrily.

Just then he started to scream. "OMFG! NOOOOOO! MY HEAD HURTS!" and then… his eyes rolled up! You could only see his red whites.

"NO!" I ran up closer.

"I thought you didn't get visions!" I shouted.

"I don't, but now I had one." he said back. "Anyway my head hurt so much and then I had a vision of what was happening to Scar… … Slutan has him bondage!"