Chapter 12

Here is the next chapter this was a deal I made to YourEyesPickUpThePieces I promised her that I would post a chapter for each of my stories today if she would post two chapters of her story. I would also like to send a special thank you out to lolo87. Who gave me a new meaning for Bom, even thought I got the idea from McLeod's Daughter. Lolo87 emailed me and said that it could also stand for Baby of Mine and I so love that idea that. I am going to use it from now on. Again thank you it was a brilliant idea. And last but least thank you to the following people for reviewing my story I love you all and I have now got over 100 reviews on this story thank you to the following Trigun-VashMeryl4eva, Petite Quiet Harrison, iluvtommyq, squash star, Funkyicecube, tqluvsjh277, mandy1485, Mediator princess Jude, Crazylilrockstar06, cecapo3610, timleesa, Duddley11, Not so sour Lemons, ammie50315, and lolo87. And thank you to all for just reading my story. Disclamer: I don't not own Instant Star and all that good stuff.

Tommy had used the key that Jude had given him when she bought her family home. When her mom had married Don and then run off with him. She put the house up for sell. Jude dad did not have the money and could not come up with it. So Jude swallowed her pride and went to D and asked him for the money and since her second album was number one and that was making D very happy he gave her the money. She had given him a key incase of a emergency. At the time he had teased her bout the only reason that she had given him the key was so the he could wake her up in the morning so that she didn't have to use an alarm clock. When he got there and rang the door bell Jude had not answered the door. He had got worried that something was wrong so he let himself into the house. He walked into the living room and found Jude curled up on the couch asleep.

She look so beautiful laying there sound asleep. She was laying on her left side with her left hand touched under her cheek and her right hand was curled over her belly where the baby was. He smiled has he watched her sleep. He could not believe that the women he loved was carrying his child. His baby was growing inside of her. The thought made his all warm and fuzzy inside. He wanted to shout it to the world the she was going to have his baby, but he know that as much as he wanted to do that right now he could not, he had made a total mess out of his life and Jude's life and there was no way he could fix it right now. He thought as he reach out and ran his finger down her cheek. Tommie smile when she sighed and turned her face towards his touch.

"Tommy" She muttered in her sleep as she turned over on her back. Tommy sat down on the couch next to her and shock her gently as he prayed that she did not wake up swinging. He so did not want a black eye right now even thought he know that he deserves a hell of a lot worse then that.

"Jude, time to wake up" He said into her ear as he shook her again. Jude moaned and turned more towards Tommy's touch.

"No, Tommy just a little longer." She muttered again and tried to go back to sleep.

"Come girl you have to wake up." He said to her again

"Don't want to, Bom and I want to sleep." She said as she opened her eyes and looked up at him.

"You have to and who is Bom?" Tommy asked he really wanted to kiss her. He thought with a shake of his head.

"Hi and Bom is what I am calling the baby." Jude told Tommy. I wish he would kiss me, Jude thought as she looked up at him.

"Hi your self, and why are you calling the baby Bom and what does it mean?" he asked with a chuckle.

"That is way I am calling the baby Bom I don't want to keep calling it the baby so I am going to call the baby Bom until the birth and Bom means baby of mine." Jude explained to him. She really needed to get up before she did something stupid she though as she continued to look up at him.

"Baby of mine I really like that." Tommy said with a smile as he looked down at her. To hell with it she thought.

"Tommy will you just kiss me already please?" She asked as she reach up and grabbed him by the shirt and kissed him.

Tommy didn't ague he bent down and kissed as Jude wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer he gently bite her lower lip and she opened to him. He pulled her closer if that was possible and ran his and down her side and up under her shirt. Jude broke the kiss and ran small kisses down his cheek to his neck where she started to nibble and suck on his neck. Which caused Tommy to groan and pull back and look at her. Her face was flush with desire and her lips where swollen for his kiss.

"I want you Jude." He said as he bent down and stared to nibble and suck on her neck. This time it was her turn to moan with desire as she reach her hand up under his shirt. She was about to pull his shirt up when the wave of nausea hit her.

"Tommy, stop and move." Jude said as she pulled way from his and tried to get up, but he was to caught up in the moment and continued to nibble and suck on her neck. Jude closed her eyes another wave of desire and nausea hit at the same time causing her to shove Tommy and he fall off of her and landed on the floor with a loud thump and Jude literally jumped up off the couch and ran up the stairs.

"What the hell." He said as he was watched Jude run up the stairs. He got up off the floor rubbing his butt as he did and went up the stairs in search of Jude. He found her in the bathroom bent over the toilet getting sick.

"Damn Jude do I really make you sick." Tommy said as he sat down on the bath tube next to Jude.

"Shut up Quincy, oh god not again." She said as she got sick again.

"Jude are you okay?" He asked watching her in real concern, she was really pale. No not pale more like a pea green color and it did not look good on her at all. He thought he watched her. He reach got up and walked over to the bath room sink and wetted a wash cloth with cool water and walked back over to Jude, who was no done getting sick and had flushed the toilet and closed the lid and was laying there with her head on it. With her eyes closed.

"Yes, but I really hate you right now." She said as she opened her eyes and looked as he wiped her face with the cool wash cloth.

"If you hate me for what happen down stairs you better remember that you started it." Tommy said in defiance. Jude put her hand over his mouth before he could say any more.

"No, stop Quincy. That was not what I meant. I was talking about hating you because I was sick and you made me that way. IT was a was a joke by the way but it is still partly you fault that I am sick." She said getting up off the floor and walking over to the bathroom sink and brushed her teeth.

"What do you mean it partly my fault that you are sick." He asked in confusion.

Jude laughed he was such a man she thought as she rinsed out her mouth and looked at him.

"Quincy I am sick because I am pregnant. It is called morning sickness." she told him as she grabbed him hand and pulled him out of the bathroom with her and down the stairs to the living room.

"But it not morning." Tommy said as he followed her.

"Tell that to Bom and my body because they are no understanding that." Jude said as she sat down on the couch and looked over at him.

"Oh okay, ohm about earlier.' He started to say as he looked down at him feet, but Jude cut him off.

"Sit down Tommy we really need to talk and let me start with what happen earlier. At the time I wanted that kiss more then any thing and it happen even though it should not of happened, but we can't let it happen again. I don't regret it not for a moment so quite betting yourself up already." Jude said to him with a smile when he looked up at her in surprise.

"How did you know that was what I was thinking?" He asked as he walked over and sat down on the couch next to her.

"Because I have known you for four years and that was the same look you had the night you kissed me on my sixteenth birthday." She said as she laid her head back on the couch and continued to watch him.

"Damn that long." He said as he s looked over at her.

"Yes but that is not why I wanted to talk to you and I think you know that I want to talk about Bom and what happen at G Major." She said as she sat up and turned and leaned back again the arm of the couch so that she could face him for this talk.

"So which do you want to talk about first Bom or what happen at G Major today and what happen at G Major today?" Tommy asked trying to play dumb but Jude was not having any of it. She smacked him on the arm.

"Cut the crap Quincy, you talk to D and then all of a sudden I have a new producer and you get a new artist what the hell is up with that and don't tell me that D made the decision I was not born yesterday, you where gone for a week after you find out that I am pregnant and then you come back and talk to D and them all this. So talk to me, tell me why don't want to work with me anymore?" She asked as tears filled her eyes.

"It not that I don't want to work with you it that I can't not right now any way.' He said as he wiped a tear from her face.

"Why not?" She cried.

"Because every time I look at you I will be reminded that you are going to have my baby. A baby that you won't let me have anything to do with and it hurt to much." Tommy said as his own eyes filled with tears.

"I am so sorry that I hurt you, and I never should never had said that to you I am just really scared and if truth be told I don't want to keep Bom from you." She said as she took his had and placed it on her belly.

"Why now girl a week ago you were dead set against it." He said as he looked at his hand on her belly.

"Because of something Sadie said to me today, when I told her that you were Bom's father." She said and then explained her conversation to Tommy.

"And she is right I could not deal with it if you took Bom way from me and made me watch Bom from a far. It was wrong for me to say that to you and you will never know how sorry I am for saying it." Jude said as they got up and walked into the kitchen to find something to eat.

"Wow your sister right about something that is amazing." He laughed as she smacked him on his arm.

"Ouch, so what do how do you want to do this I mean with Bom and all?" He asked as he rubbed his arm.

"I don't know Tommy let just take it one day at a time, but I do know that until Bom is born I would like to keep it just between us and the people that already know." Jude said as she got a pizza out for the freezer and put in the oven .

"Doesn't that still mean that I can't be a part of Bom's life." He said getting upset again.

"No what I mean is or am trying to say is that I just want to wait till after Bom is born. I want you to be there a matter a fact I have my first check up tomorrow do you want to come with me?" Jude asked and then went some strawberry apple sauce out of the refrigerator and dill pickles.

"I would love to go want time and you hate pickles so why are you eating them and that is really gross." Tommy said as he gave her a dirty look as she opened the jar of strawberry apple sauce and dipped a pickle in it and them eat it.

"I do hate pickles but Bom doesn't and the strawberry apple sauce just tastes really good with them." A/N I have never been pregnant but one of my friends that was talked us into trying it one day and it was really good. So try it and you just might like it.) Jude said with a laugh as the look on Tommy's face.

"Here want to try?" She asked as she dipped a pickle in the apple sauce and offered it to him.

"Hell no keep that way from me girl." Tommy said as he backed way from her.

"Okay you are safe, so Quincy are you going to tell your wife that you are going to be a father?" Jude asked then slapped her hand over her mouth as Tommy paled.

"Are you going to tell D that I am the father?" Tommy asked in return and was praying that she says no.

"I don't plan on telling any one else but the doctor that you are the father until after Bom is born and then only if you want them to know and then we can do it together." She said as she took a bite of pizza.

"That good to know cause if D finds out now I am so dead." Tommy said as he took a bite of his own pizza.

"Look if you are afraid that I am going to go running to D and Portia you don't have to I know that you are trying to save your marriage, and I love you and I want you to be happy and if that is with Portia then that is find. That is also why what happen earlier can't happen again." Jude said as she tried not to cry. She loved him and it hurt but these were the card that they were dealt and now they have to play them out.

"Thank you girl and I am sorry about the new producer and stuff." He said as he finished his pizza and took another pieces.

"Yeah about the new producer do I have to work with his, can we go back to you being my producer?" Jude asked him.

"Girl as much as I would like that it can't happen D was not happy when I told him that I wanted to work with a different artist and he know that something is up and if I go back and tell him that I want work with you again he will became even more suspicious. So for right now we have to do with this" Tommy said, what had he gotten them into he thought as she watched her.

"Fine, so what do you know about Edge?" Jude asked him.

"Nothing really why?" Tommy asked as he walked over to the refrigerator and got a Pepsi out.

"I don't know just asking." Jude lied she was not about to tell him what happen today with Edge Tommy would flip if he knew so she would just deal with it.

"So when do you think it happened?" Tommy asked changing the subject.

"When what happened?" Jude asked him.

"When do you think we made Bom?" Tommy asked with a smile.

"Oh no I am not going there again." Jude said as she walked out of the kitchen leaving Tommy wondering what she meant by that.

"What do you mean not going there again?" Tommy asked as he followed her into the living room.

"Mas asked me the same question when he found out I was pregnant." Jude told Tommy.

"Mason know and what did you tell him." Tommy demanded he so could not believe that she told Mason.

"Relax Quincy, he is not going to tell any one that you are Bom's dad and the also asked me the same thing you did." Jude said to him as she sat back down on the couch.

"That not what I upset about, you told him when we made Bom but you won't tell me, that's just not right girl." Tommy said with a smile as he sat down next to her.

"Fine I will get you but then you have to leave so I can go get some sleep." Jude said as she laughed at him.

"Deal, now tell me." He said as they got up again and headed for the front door.

"The kitchen Quincy.' Jude said as she followed him.

"What do you mean the kitchen, what bout it?" He asked her.

"The afternoon in the kitchen just before we came back, that is when we made Bom." Jude said and laughed when it finally sunk in.

"I so loved that afternoon." Tommy said as he opened the front door to leave.

"You are such a perv Quincy now get out of here and I will see you tomorrow at ten am." Jude said as she reach up and kissed him on the check.

"Night girl, see you tomorrow." He said as he hugged her.

"Night Quincy." She said as she watched him leave and then shut the door , locked it and shut off all the light and went to bed.

A/N: Okay that it for this chapter and YourEyesPickUpThePieces I am so sorry this has take so long to post to night my stupid computer keeps shutting off on me. Please read and let me know what you think, Just click on the little box below end let me know.
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