Well, enjoy the pain...


Previously, on Polaris...

The rest of the lords and ladies seemed to agree and soon the group began to formulate a plan on how to get Allen and disable the council long enough to stop them from interfering.


Mal'fan walked quietly towards the Amaryllis temple, stalking the shadows so no one would see him. He and a few other lords of Polaris opened the doors to the portal and snuck through, and once through, they smirked to one another.

"Now we must find our Pillar." Mal'fan said softly as he and the others walked the dark streets of Japan.


Allen watched as his friends stepped off of the boat, smiling widely at their overt happiness. The colony had been a success! He would have to do something special on Agni's birthday to thank her for helping him. Lenalee's brother met them at the docks and took her home while Allen and Kanda say Lavi walk home by himself. Cross looked at him and Kanda and have the samurai a calculating look.

"I'm heading back, you two can come back whenever. Make sure he gets back before morning or we'll have words." Cross said to Kanda, watching the dark haired man as he walked down the dark street towards their home. Once he was gone, Allen turned to Kanda.

"Thank you. I hope you had fun." Allen said, looking down at his feet. Kanda looked over at his Moyashi and gave a small smirk, the kid was just too adorable for words, he wasn't sure what to do.

"The wedding was fun. But I do have one question, that little girl; she mentioned something called Polaris. Is that the capital of Cyanpi?" Kanda asked, watching a strange emotion pass over the albinos face. Allen wasn't too sure how to answer the question, he didn't know if he should reveal the truth now or wait a little longer. Just as he was about to come up with some false answer he remembered his conversation with his kirlaj earlier. His love would sing the song at their own wedding, he would still love him despite his unhuman being.

"Kanda, do you love me? Truly love me? Not just now, but for the rest of our lives?" Allen asked, hoping his love would answer favorably. If Kanda said yes, he would tell him about where he truly came from. Kanda looked shocked for a moment before grabbing onto Allen's silver sash.

"After that little girl talked to me, I thought 'I loved you, and would spend the rest of my life with you, despite our differences', does that answer your question, Allen?" Kanda said using Allen's name, hoping to convey the depth of meaning those words were for him. Allen mentally sighed in relief. His kirlaj loved him. Just as he was about to speak, tears welled up in his eyes and he couldn't hold them in.

"My Kirlaj, I must answer your question. Cyanpi is not an island country, it does not even exist. I created the country to hide where I am truly from, my people are not overly fond of...outsiders. In order to protect myself and my people, I lied about where I was from." Allen started.

"What? If Cyanpi doesn't exist, then what about the colony? That was real." Kanda countered, trying to make sense of what his love was saying.

"The colony was created a few weeks ago. As soon as I told my Uncle that we would be going to the colony, he had it built. It was just an uninhabited island a month ago. However, those people were my people, they hail from wence I do."

"If that's true, then where are you from? Why did you hide it?" Kanda asked, starting to feel slightly betrayed, he couldn't believe his Moyashi had been lying to him this whole time.

"I hail from Polaris. Not a country, but a planet. Kanda, I am not of earth. I coul-" Allen started but stopped when Kanda placed his hand over his mouth, silencing any words that may have been said. Allen looked at his Kirlaj and saw tears running down the mans face, but also a dark scowl.

"Planet? You're some kind of alien? I should've known when that baka usagi couldn't kind anything on 'Cyanpi'." the samurai sneered the word Cyanpi, glaring at Allen. The tears that had threatened to flow earlier began to flow freely from Allen, whose heart started to ache at each word his kirlaj said. He watched, unable to move, as Kanda withdrew his hand and tightened them into fists.

"Kanda-"

"Don't. You lied to me. You lied to all of us. I can't stand to look at you, you disgust me!" Kanda yelled pushing Allen back, causing the boy to fall to the ground, the rough rocks cutting into his hands. Allen felt the sting of his palms but ignored them for a greater pain, his heart.

"Kanda, please..." Allen sobbed, reaching out with trembling hands to grab his kirlaj. Kanda reared back, growling at the albino.

"Shut up, stop being so pathetic. I don't want to see you ever again! Just disappear!" Kanda yelled as he walked away, leaving Allen on the ground. Allen stopped trembling at the word 'disappear', he suddenly couldn't hear anything, all he could see and feel was Mana. He was being abandoned, just like before. Kanda was leaving just like Mana had, he should disappear. His parents hadn't wanted him, Mana left him, and now his heart was leaving him. Allen couldn't tell what was wrong with him, why could no one love him enough to stay?


It was to Allen sitting on the ground sobbing that Mal'fan and two other lords came upon the pillar. The lords looked at one another and nodded before hurrying over to the fallen pillar.

"My Pillar! We've found you at last!" Mal'fan exclaimed, running up to the boy with exaggerated breathing. Allen looked up slowly, tears freely running down his porcelain face.

"Lord Mal'fan?" the albino rasped, voice sore from sobbing.

"Yes, my Pillar. I'm here." kneeling down, Mal'fan pretended to show concern for the pillar.

"Why?"

"We're here to take you home, back where you belong."

"No."

"No? Why ever not?"

"I can't leave Kanda, he's my kirlaj. He's..." Allen trailed off, a new wave of fresh tears welling up. Mal'fan sighed and looked over his shoulder at Tiram and Gou, nodding for them to come closer.

"My Pillar, you don't need some human lover. There are plenty wonderful men on Polaris. Come home with us." the lord tried again, hoping to persuade the stubborn pillar. Gou pulled out some rope from his bag and nodded, he was ready if need be.

"I said no, Lord Mal'fan." Allen said sternly, not liking how the lord was treating him. Tiram sighed and gave Mal'fan a 'get on with it' look. The kneeling lord sighed and grabbed the pillar by his shoulders, dragging the boy up off the ground. Allen cried out in shock at the touch and immediately began to squirm.

"Unhand me! You disrupt the purity of my elements!" Allen yelled, struggling to get out of the mans' grasp. Gou came forward and tied rope around Allen's shoulders, careful of touching the angry pillar. Allen began to kick and scream but no one was awake at this hour and Kanda was gone. With the ropes tied, Mal'fan picked Allen up by his waist and threw him over his shoulder like a sack of kahmi. The albino kicked some more but could not get free; seeing no other choice, the boy began to scream.

"Let me go!" the pillar screamed as he was carried back towards the portal.

"Kanda! Cross! Lavi! Please!" Allen screamed as the door to Polaris opened. Just as he made to scream again, Tiram hit his face, causing Allen to reel forward and see stars in his eyes. Just as he lost conscious, the doors to earth closed.


Um...yeah, please don't kill me! I promise a happy ending, I can't handle unhappy ending!