A/N: Let's take another trip inside Bo's head. Things are getting ugly between Bo and her darker Fae side
Bo was too emotionally excited to sleep. How could she not be? Lauren was not only in bed with her, but still alive. She could feel Lauren's breath on her neck. Lauren was partially wrapped around Bo, Her arms and legs trapping her. Bo never felt freer in her life as she did cuddled up close with Lauren. Not once had Lauren made any attempts at sex.
Bo turned to face Lauren. She simply stared at Lauren's face. Right away she could feel warm air coming from Lauren's mouth. It was in that instant the voice started. "You have to let me out. Now!" Said the voice. She closed her eyes tightly to try and control herself. There she stood facing herself.
"I'm not letting you out. I know what you want to do. You want to hurt her. You want me to help you hurt Lauren. I'm not going to do it. I'm not hurting the only woman who wants to help me." She told herself.
Fae Bo stepped closer. "Don't say it. Don't you fucking say it!" She yelled.
Bo ignored her. "I love her. I'm in love with her and I will not let you hurt her. Do you see her? Look at me!" Bo grabbed herself. "I can't let you harm her. I won't let you free. You want to hurt the one person who sees me and I can't let you do that."
Fae Bo snatched away. "You can't? You won't? She sees the real you? I am the real you!" Fae Bo yelled. Grabbing Bo by her throat and slamming her into a wall "If it wasn't for me, you would have given up. I gave you reason to go on. I am the reason you are here. Like it or not I am your anchor."
Bo tried to pull away but Fae Bo wouldn't let her. She tightened her grip. Bo closed her eyes and tried to control herself but she could not. "My anchor? No you aren't! You are drowning me. You are using me. You are just like them. You use me. You want control but I won't give it to you. I can't! I won't!" She yelled. Fae Bo was growing angrier.
"Using you? I am the one who has been kept in this prison. I am the real you. I deserve my freedom. I deserve to be alive, to be dominant. I want to breathe some fresh air. I keep you alive. If not for me you would have caved in long ago to the torment from the treatment you received from the other kids, from society. If it wasn't for me you would be alone." Fae Bo cried out in frustration.
Bo grabbed Fae Bo hands and shoved her back. "I am alone. It's all because of you I am alone. You have to kill. Even when it isn't needed you kill. There have been times we could have fed and just walked away but you had to be greedy. You had to take and take and keep on taking. How many people have we killed? How many? We have such a high body count. And why? It's not because we were ever in any danger. It's not because of the threat of exposure. It's because you wanted to. You like it. You like the feel of it. Well it sickens me and I'm done. I am done with it all. I'm done with all the one night stands. I have had enough, more than enough. I want Lauren and all she has to offer. I am in love with her and it feels good. You are just going to have to except that. I am not letting you out. I am not letting you free. I love her and she loves me. I'm going to be with her if she lets me. You're just going to have to except that."
Just then a warm hand began to touch and caress Bo's face. She opened her eyes to a pair of warm brown eyes. Bo could not help but smile. Lauren kissed her on her nose. "Hey you..." she whispered as Bo snuggled even closer to her.
