First off I would like to apologize about not having any chpts up this weekend but I've probably had the most things going on that has made it hard to do anything.
1st I'm sick so that kills my attitude to write...2nd my computer crashed and that wont be up for awhile so I wont be able to post anything until I get to work. Yeah this weekend totally sucked but yeah I thought I would share my good news with all of you.
Other then that thx so much for the reviews...I kno this story doesnt have like a whole plot as to where its going to end but right now I'm kind of just writing and seeing where it ends up...im keeping it open to see how it ends u know...soo thx again to everyone for sticking by me.
Much love.
Live. Laugh. Love.
Dad was sitting in the chair when I walked down there and as soon as he heard my voice he shot out of his chair. I was engulfed in two big arms.
"It's so good to see you honey. Are you ok?" He had me at arms length now looking at me and he focused on my face. That's exactly what you want your dad to see when he comes to see you. A swollen lip and a bruised cheek. Every girls dream.
"I have a meeting with Dean Marshall about all of this tomorrow morning." Dad was pointing to my face I knew exactly what he meant.
"How are you?" I looked at him and I just shook my head telling him that I was ok. Of course I felt worse but I wasn't going to let him know that. Instead I played it off.
Dad hugged me tight again and it seemed like he didn't want to let me go. I felt bad that he had to come all the way over here about a situation like this.
"I'm sorry dad." I finally let something come from my mouth. He looked at me confused like he didn't understand why I was apologizing for all of this.
"Spencer this was not your fault. You do not need to be apologizing for any of this. I'm just sorry that you had to go through this." Dad grip got tighter and I thought I was going to lose air.
"Dad I can't breathe." He finally let go and we both drew smiles on our face.
"Why don't we go and get something to eat in town." I shook my head ok and we walked outside to dads rental car. Apparently he flew here so it wouldn't take as long as it did when we drove here with all of my stuff. I was hoping to see my brothers but they had school so I wouldn't expect them to miss any of that.
I was about to get into the car when I spotted Ashley and Rachel walking towards Trenton Hall. I looked at her for the longest moment but instead of saying anything I got into the car and dad drove away. I don't know why all of a sudden I was feeling jealous of Rachel but I was.
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I've been waiting in this chair for the last hour waiting for my dad and Dean Mashall to end their meeting. What the hell are they talking about other then event that happened yesterday? I sat there tapping my foot looking at everything on the wall in the office trying to focus on something but nothing was working.
Finally after a million years.
Ok I know I'm exaggerating just a little there. Oh well.
I stood to be greeted with a big sime on dads face and Dean Marshall in a smile as well. Gees they acted like they were bestfriends ok something.
Talk about odd.
"You want to go for a walk honey?" Dad asked me and I looked at Dean Marshall and then back to him.
"Umm yeah. That sounds good." Dad and I left the office and made our way outside. I took a seat on one of the benches under the trees and he sat down next to me.
"How are you doing today?" Dad asked me.
"I'm doing better today." He shook his head telling me he knew what I meant.
"Dean Marshall said that you could come home for a week if you would want to. So you can think about whether or not you want to keep coming here."
Wow he was talking about maybe taking me out. I didn't know that he might be doing that.
So many thoughts were running through my head and I couldn't just leave here. I wanted to finish Banton and then go on to Princeton. I wouldn't be happy if I didn't continue to go here. That's when she popped into my head.
Ashley.
Lately things have been ok for us. Like we've been able to talk about things but I still get this weird feeling when I'm around her and I don't know exactly what to make of it. Minus Kyla and Chelsey Ashley has been there for me. I know that she cares but sometimes I'm clueless on everything. It's bad enough that Rachel hates me but if Ashley broke up with her she would automatically point the finger towards me and all hell would break loose.
"I think I'm just going to stay here dad. I'm going to be fine. You know me I'm as tough as nails." I threw him a small smile so he would understand.
"I know you are but I still want to know that your going to be ok with everything Spencer."
"I know dad. I know." We both sat there in silence not really saying anything to eachother but I knew that it was both ok with us.
I looked up because I felt someones eyes on me and when I raised my head I saw Ashleys eyes staring back at me. I waved for her to come over and so she made herself over to us.
She had the cutest smile that it kind of threw me off guard for a second.
"Dad this is my friend Ashley. Ashley this is my dad." We all stood up and my dad shook Ashleys hand.
"It's really nice to meet you Ashley."
"You too sir."
"Oh please call me Arthur. I hate feeling older then what I am." I watched Ashley the whole time they were talking to eachother and I could tell from my dad that he liked her.
Like father like daughter.
Did I just say that in my head?
Uh oh.
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Dad left the school not that much later and I was still sitting outside with Ashley.
"How have you been?" Ashley was making her attempt as to talk to me.
"I guess ok. You?"
"Not that great." I looked over at her wondering what was going on with her.
"Why?"
"I hate myself that I didn't do anything for you. I wanted to run up to Jake and kick the shit out of him but I knew that there was tons of people around."
"It's fine Ashley Frank was there to handle him."
"I know but I still should of done something."
"There's no point of hating yourself. It happened it happened. Just forget about it." I think I had attitude there. I stood to my feet to walk back to my room when Ashley stayed by myside.
"Are you mad at me?"
"Why would I be mad for Ashley? There's no point of me being mad."
"The fact that I said that I care for you and didn't do anything for you."
"Just drop the issue Ashley. I really don't want to talk about it anymore."
I made my way into Trenton hall and up to my floor not saying anything else to her but I could feel her on my heels. As soon as I walked in Madison was there.
Ugh! If the day couldn't get any better for me.
"I heard about everything that happened with you." Madison blurts out.
"So."
Right at that moment Ashley walked in after me. Madison stopped talking and then looked at Ashley.
Uhh could there be anymore tension in this room?
"Please do not tell me you are friends with her?" Madison looked over to me finally after giving Ashley a dirty look. Which totally made me mad to hear her say something like that towards me about Ashley.
"Madison it's none of your business who I lik-" I paused and corrected myself hella fast there.
"I mean who I'm friends with." Oh my god. I can't believe that I just said that. I had both Madison and Ashleys eyes on me. My chest was starting to tighten and I couldn't breathe in that room.
"Wow you really need to cut off on the coffee Spencer because your starting to scare me." Madison grabbed some of her things and then left the room after nudging Ashley away from the door.
I wonder what's going on with that.
I looked away from Ashley hoping that she didn't catch what I just said. I continued to work on cleaning up my stuff and I felt Ashleys hand stop me from working.
"Did you just say what I think you just said?"
"No." We were inches away from eachother and I definitely could not breathe.
Nothings going to happen.
Nothings going to happen.
Something happened.
I kissed her.
(A/N: Hey you guys I'm really sorry for the delays and everything I hope you liked the chpt! It's short and everything but I wanted to get something up for you guys. I won't have any time to write until tomorrow so...hopefully I'll have one up tomorrow as well. But yeah tell me what you thought and feel free to be blunt I don't care...right now my head isn't all there so I could see if you didn't like the chpt! Thx again for everything.)
