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Muller

It feels like I've been walking through the damn wet grass for hours while it's only been thirty minutes. My boots make that annoying smacking sound that only reminds me of my loneliness.

I feel nervous, if I screw this up my best friend will die and everyone will be disappointed.

'I can do this' I keep telling myself and why would I fail? I'm a soldier, I've done things like this before.

A few minutes later I see one of the farms Josef told me about, but it's still far away.

I think about Josef; I love him so much, he's everything that I'm not. My thoughts drift off to Ludwig and to the first day I met him; we were training and the commander kept yelling at me that I would never make it because I didn't care. I laugh, no I definitely didn't care about anything. Ludwig on the on the other hand was very serious, always following orders like a true German soldier. I can still see him smiling at me for the first time, my attitude making him laugh.

When I reach the farmhouse I pray for the farmer not to be there. Holding my Luger close against my chest I walk around the house. I don't want to go inside because I'm pretty sure I will run into the owner of this farm and things will get nasty.

Wait there's a clothesline! Oh thank God.

After looking around for a few minutes, just to be sure no one's there, I go the clothesline and take two shirts and two pants from it. Then I realize I still need shoes, we can't keep our boots on it would be suspicious. This means I will have to go inside. What if I run into the farmer and he gets violent? I will have to shoot him and what would Josef think about that?

If it wasn't about Josef I would just march in there, shoot the guy and take the shoes but that's my darker side which Sacha warned me about.

After a few minutes I decide to go inside anyway. The door is left open, which means someone's inside. When I enter the kitchen, careful not to make any sounds there's nobody there. I sigh and look around but I can only find one pair of shoes while I need two pair.

Sweat's trickling down my face.

"Hello?" I jump and drop the shoes, when I turn around there's an old man standing in the doorway. What can I do? He doesn't seem unfriendly but he will never give me these shoes because he probably needs them himself and I don't have money.

I point my gun at him and the old man immediately raises his hands speaking to me in Polish. I don't understand what he says but he seems quite frightened, which is good.

"I need your shoes, right now" I'm doing my best to sound threatening, still pointing my gun at him.

The man looks confused when I suddenly realize he probably didn't even understand what I just said. I don't speak Polish and maybe he doesn't speak German. Great...

I point at the shoes I picked up from the ground again and then at the ones he's wearing right now.

"Take - them - off!"

The farmer finally seems to understand what I want and he takes his shoes off and hands them to me. He doesn't look angry, just afraid.

"Danke" I say awkwardly before leaving the house.

...

Feliciano

"Why does it take so long?" I'm getting impatient, Ludwig finally fell asleep but I don't leave his side.

"Just be patient, he will come back but he has to be careful ok? It's not easy" Josef looks just as worried as I am.

"What if he doesn't come back? What if he ran into the Russians?" I shouldn't have said that, how could I be so stupid?

"He will come back!" Josef snaps, holding Muller's jacket closer to his chest. "Oh Jochen, please be safe." He whispers.

I go over to Josef and wrap my arms around him. "I'm sorry Josef, I shouldn't have said that I'm just worried ok? I'm sure that he's fine, he's smart"

Josef raises his eyebrows, laughing and crying at the same time. "Smart?" We both smile.

"He's not stupid, he does stupid things sometimes that's all"

"Tell me about your relationship ; when did you fall in love with him?" I'm curious but I also want to cheer him up.

"Alright; I had been staring at him for a few weeks. Everyday when he came into my barrack I was mesmerized by his stunning looks; of course I hated him at first and I was also scared of him but I knew that he had been staring at me too. One day or wait it was during one of those nights when we all had to go outside for counting, I couldn't find my shoes and when I finally found them everyone was already outside and I knew this would get me into trouble. Then Jochen came in and he wanted to yell at me but he didn't, he didn't say anything and I didn't know what to do so I just smiled at him and he smiled back at me. Apparently Jochen is a very straight forward type of person, which I didn't know at that time, and ever since that night we had been talking and well.. you know the rest"

"That's a lovely story" I want to ask more but the look on Josef's face is enough for me to know who just entered the cave.

"Jochen!" Josef jumps into his arms and it makes me both happy and sad at the same time to see them like this while my own boyfriend's sick.

Muller doesn't let go of Josef yet, instead he kisses him deeply before letting him go and turning to me.

"I've got clothes for both me and Ludwig so now it's time for Josef to go to the partisans"

I take the clothes from Muller and turn to Ludwig who's awake now. He's staring at us but it's like he doesn't really see us.

I kneel next to him. "Ludwig? Can you hear me?"

"Feli, I don't want to die" He looks so afraid that it breaks my heart.

"Lud, you don't have to die. Just put those clothes on, I'm sure we will look ridiculous because they are from a seventy year old farmer, but it will safe your life" Muller takes his hand. Ludwig smiles despite the situation. "Muller, thank you for everything"

"That's ok" Muller helps him to get into a sitting position which causes him a lot of pain. "You was there for me when I needed your help, and now I'll be there for you"

The blond suddenly gets a hazy look in his eyes again. "Feli?"

"He's right here beside me. I'll leave you guys alone, just needed to help him to get you upright because it will be a little hard for such a slender guy" Muller winks at me before going over to Josef again to discuss the plan.

I know I have to force him to put those clothes on but I want to check his wound first. When I lift his shirt I'm shocked; the wound is infected which I already knew but even the slightest bit of movement seems to re-open the wound and now he's bleeding again. Why does it have to be on such a difficult place of his body? Why did this have to happen at all?

Ludwig looks down at his injury. "Feli, I need to throw up"

"No you don't, just look at me" I take his face between my hands and force him to look at me. "It's not that bad, as soon as we get to those partisans and I will get the right medication you will feel better soon, I promise"

"This will end badly, if it's not for me then it will for someone else, I've seen it" I take his shirt off and help him to put the new one on.

"What do you mean you've 'seen' it?"

"Yesterday I saw it.."

"Those were just hallucinations, you've got a high fever that's normal."

"Nein, I will either die or lose someone I love, I just know it" I decide not to say anything to that, the poor guy's confused.

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