Killing me Softly

Don't own anything. Only own characters I make up. The rest is from the show

Facts you should know : so Brooke and Lucas and the rest of the gang are all back in Tree hill. Haley and Nathan have stayed in Tree hill from Highschool Haley has Jamie in highschool at hes a bout seven now. Lucas and Peyton were here too. But came for a reason and Brooke came for a reason dealing with peyton. That's when her and lucas started having sex. So this is gonna be M for sex, language, violence, yeah but it will be cute too. Okay im doing this chapter and tell me what you think and if I should continue. Thanks for reading this long ass summary. Haha.

A/N: I would like to say a sorry from now and for the duration of this story… I cant spell. . I do read and re-read and read one more time when I upload this to my computer. So if things ever get confusing write it in a comment. :D

:D HI GUYS! So I don't know A LOT about pregnancy so just go with it and suggestion are always welcome : REVIEW SESSION:

dianehermans: I know Lucas is gunna find out, like it has to happen. She wasn't with anyone else right? ;)haha yes Peyton is a mega bitch. If you cant tell I cant stand Peyton :D

Princesakarlita411; She can't catch a break can she…?

GHLante4Ever : haha I know right! Of course they will ! :D will it take time and have lots of opsticles until they get happiness? Yupp. But that's how Mark wrote it for tree hill so im kinda taking it to the max!

JustLikeBrookeDavis: hehehe ikr. Is she too bitchy? Oh yes Haley is starting to get suspicious of nothing. Ah pregnant women ;) yes that would a tutor-girl type of thing. Always help others. That's why I love her and Brooke. Oh, I wanted this to make Lucas squirm. Ive made him such a douche to Brooke, its now time for someone to be a complete psycho on him! Brooke needed her best friend there for her…there will be plenty time for Peyton and Brooke…espiecally when she finds out she's Pregnant ;D ayeee!

NaeNae1495; oh yes I want to kill them both too. But don't hate Dan just yet…he's very…complex…Lucas gets those traits. Lucas is going to need someone…Lucas is going to be having hard times. Who wouldn't with Peyt-whore as a wife :D

ANYONE ELSE THANKS FOR REVEWING! HEHE ILL SHOUT YOU NEXT TIME! KEEP REVIEWING !


3 MONTHS LATER

Brooke Davis wakes up at the crack of dawn and runs to the bathroom. She throws up the Kung-pow-chicken she had the night before.

But this is nothing new to Brooke. She's been puking her brains out for 3 solid months. Once every morning and twice at dinner time. It was terrible. She flushes the toilet and gets up, she puts a hand on her forehead to stop the dizziness. And looks at herself in the mirror. She looked like shit and she was loving it. She didn't need to impress anyone, she was alone pregnant and completely loving it…well that's what she wanted people to think. Inside Brooke was dying.

She puts a hand on her stiff lower back and looks at herself in her full length mirror. Brooke was big, for 3 months she looked about the size of Haley who was now 6 months.

Brookes feet were swelled, boobs were swelled to the point it hurt to wear her c cup bras. But she refused to buy a larger size. Haley and she had a huge argument about it; huge meaning very minor for the two girlfriends and Haley solved it by buying Brooke D cup bras.

Her face still flawless and angelic, and her lips looked fuller but she wasn't complaining.

Brooke huffs and starts the shower. She enters and lathers up her long locks. The black she dyed it had worn and now she was back to her dark brown and was in need of a cut. It was to her lower back and in waves but was falling out. Pregnant woman were more prone to hair loss, that's why Brooke didn't want to cut it. She washes out the shampoo and conditions. She puts her hair in a bun and reaches for her sponge. She soaps up her body and stops at her belly.

She loved this baby so much. She sang it him or her every night, played it Mozart every morning, she ate right. Went to yoga/exercise classes every Tuesday and Thursday with Haley and other pregnant woman.

Brooke was responsible and caring. She was going to this on her own by the looks of it. She lets the bun out and washes the conditioner out of her hair and shuts the water off and steps out of the water. She dries off and leaves the shower and just on clockwork her doorbell rings. She gets her bathrobe and wraps it around her body. She sighs and walks over to it and is greeted with a dozen red roses. She smiles at the man.

"Hey Earl." She opens the door wider as the older gentlemen puts the flowers in the same spot they always go. She receives them every other week always at 6:05am

"Hello Miss. Davis. My, aren't you getting bigger and bigger as I see you" he smiles. Earl looked like everyone's grandpa. He has salt and pepper hair that's balding on his head and a Santa Claus beard. He was plumb too. It would always be the same conversation. Hellos' he examines her belly, says she a lucky girl for having this man send her flowers and then say he's see her in two weeks.

Brooke smiles and shuts her door. She walks over to the flowers and smells them. She looks at the card and already knows what it says "Always and Forever3".

She takes the card and throws it in the trash, with all the rest of the cards. The brunette takes of the robe and puts on lotion. Then she takes her stretch mark lotion and applies it to her ever-growing belly. She put on her yoga pants and a tight tank top and a track sweater. She brushes out her hair and puts it in a bun on the top of her head applies a smidge of makeup and then head to her car.

She arrives at the Scott household in 5 minutes and bangs her horn. Haley comes waddling out with Nathan.

Haley was so cute when pregnant. It suited her as much as it suited for Brooke. Her hair was still short and her belly was large. She was carrying the child higher to her breasts and Brooke thought she was having a girl. She read somewhere if the belly is rounder and lower it was a boy, that's how Brooke's belly was, she was carrying very low and had to sometimes hold onto the sides of her belly when waddling. But they both wanted it to be a surprise and not find out the sex.

Haley gets into the car with the assistance of Nathan. She kisses him on the lips and smiles. Brooke blows Nathan a kiss he laughs and then she back out of the driveway.

Peyton Scott was grumpy. She was tired. She was pregnant. And was a tad insane…

"Lucas! Where the fuck is my yellow dress" she screams.

"I don't fucking know, dear. Maybe you ate it" he screams back.

Peyton walks into the living room wearing nothing but her thong and bra.

She was now 7 months along. But nothing about her body really changed. She was still skinny…to the point where the doctors said she needed to gain weight. Her breasts were the same. But she was a cold heart bitch. She was still screwing Chase. Even while pregnant, but it was getting harder for her. Her belly was so large it would get in the way. Chase knew the child was his. He said how he didn't want to take care of it. And would gladly give it away to Lucas.

Today the happy couple was to find out the sex of the baby.

"Hardy-har-har- dear. Now where is it? You wash all the clothes you should know." She says while rubbing her belly.

"The kid" as Peyton calls it is very tame. Never kicks her, only when her voice is raised she'll get on in the spleen. Otherwise, very quiet. It gets it from both of them. Peyton doesn't read it stories or sing or anything like that. She takes the vitamins; has stopped drinking, and eats…now.

But sometimes when Lucas thinks she's asleep he hears him talking to it, saying stories, or reading it his favorite book "Of mice and men" or just humming. Peyton heart melts for only just a few minutes then she turns around and moves away from him. Every night it's the same thing.

Lucas gets up and goes to the hamper. He picks up the yellow dress that he knows will be too tight for her now and throws it to her. She catches it and slams the bedroom door.

Lucas leans back in the chair and continues watching the Lakers game. But he had other things on his mind. He hadn't seen Brooke in over 3 months. No call, no nothing. When he would go over to see Jamie she would always come at another time. She stopped returning his calls everything just stopped. He had to ask Nathan if she was okay. And of course he said 'yes but he shouldn't worry about Brooke, he would take care of her'.

After hearing that Lucas was livid with his brother. HE was suppose to take care of her. But he had to stay with Peyton. If he was ever around Brooke, and Peyton found out she would go and tell all the magazines about him and Brooke, it would be enough to ruin her. He didn't care about his own career he had enough money to keep himself happy for years. It was Brooke he worried about.

He was now porting a shaved head rather than his main. He had shaved his head, because he knew Brooke liked it like that the best. He had a little scruff but not too much. His days revolved around her…even though she had no clue. He wakes up at 6am every morning, and always having a rock hard erection just from thinking of her. He would go for a run, a mile a day. And always pass by her house. It took all his strength to not go up to the door.

Sometimes he would see Nathan leaving the house. Each time he would kiss her on the cheek but he could never see what she looked like without exposing himself. He's become extremely paranoid with the relationship between the two brunettes. It makes him think that there is something going on. But that's crazy! On the certain week he would the payphone near the river court and call in for flowers he wouldn't dare use his cell. Peyton would track it. He always told them the same order. Then he walks home thinking of her.

He would give Brooke everything he had, all he wanted was her love. He would do anything for her, he's jump in front for a train for her. He's going through all this, all this pain; for her. He was numb to everything. He was living with the devil and she had his soul.

He was finally protecting her…saving her. Even if she didn't know. Lucas was living in a complete fantasy. But it worked because of it made for a great book in which he was writing.

He had completed both his new books and they were best sellers and was traveling a lot for publicity.

His editor Tina loved the beginnings of this story "Behind the Red door" all about a boy in love with a girl behind a red door. How ironic !

Lucas walks back into the house showers and dresses by then Peyton is awake and has to fix her breakfast, or else she won't eat. He reminds her to take her vitamins and then the day is filled with fights. He can't stand her. He feels no love for her. Only hate. This faux life they are playing is killing him. And his only escape is thinking of his life with Brooke. She was his life line. Damn it was quite pathetic and his best friend Haley had become worried…more than worried. She was troubled when Lucas had come to her ranting and raving about Brooke and Nathan having a secret affair. Haley calmed him down but still Lucas didn't like Brooke near Nathan. Not when they had had sex before. He knew too much about his Pretty Girl.

Then Lucas would go talk with his editor or write. Then it would be night and Peyton comes back home from shopping for whatever she does. Lucas could care less sometimes. Other times he wouldn't want her to leave the house, because he didn't trust her enough.

He wanted Peyton to grow tired of their shitty life and leave there baby with him for Brooke to raise let him get the divorce and she and whoever she was fucking could take the money, he didn't care as long as he had Brooke.

Then he reads or talks to his child he wanted it to know how much it was loved. Because the baby's mother sure as hell didn't. Now here he is: waiting for Peyton to get the dress he already knows won't fit.

"FUCKKKKKKKK" he hears her scream. He stand and walks into their bedroom. The dress doesn't fit. Its tight and short, even when Peyton wasn't pregnant it was tight and short. She looked like a prostitute.

"Zip me up!" she huffs holding on to her belly trying to hold her breath and Lucas zips her up. He gets it and Peyton slowly breathes.

"Oh and Peyton you're going to have to take this off when we get there you know that honey." He laughs as he screams in frustration and in the process rips the dress.

-===========-========-===========-=====Baley=================-==============-=============-

Haley and Brooke are in the down-wards-dog position, both trying to be one with their baby's.

Brooke frowns and puts one hand on her lower abdomen. And rubs the baby was very hyper and excited. Kicking and twirling Brook had already excused herself twice to puke. And Haley had gone to pee 3 times. The instructor tells them to relax and they'll have 10 minutes of breathing then they could leave.

After the breathing Brooke helps Haley up. And they walk to the car. On the drive back Haley turns to Brooke.

"Brooke I know you don't like to talk about it, but when are you going to tell Lucas? You cant keep hiding this from him." She says with concern.

Brooke frowns and scratches her head. She knew she needed to tell Lucas, she was so big she couldn't say it was fat. She needed to talk to both Peyton and Lucas.

For the past 3 months she had become a hermit. Only going to her store and only seeing Haley, Jamie and Nathan. Nathan came to ever doctor's appointment and was there for her, for everything. He was her life line. But she missed Peyton, it's like she up and left.

But enough was enough, Peyton needed to know about her and Lucas and Lucas needed to know he had another child on the way.

"I don't know Hales. I'll have to tell him soon though" she sighs and turns the radio on. Bruno Mar's Grenade come on and she can't help but think of Lucas.

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is

She drops Haley off at her house and think of Lucas. She did this 24/7 a day. His face was the face she saw night and day. She cried everyday because of that man's face.

I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

She was willing to do anything for him. Still would, that's why she willing to keep the affair going. He needed her. And she would do everything all over again just to make him happy because she loves him.

She gets home and showers again this time it was shorter. She puts on a red long sleeve, but it was tight on her breasts and belly. Nothing fit anymore. She put on pregnant jeans and thankfully she stole some clothes from her maternity section at the store. She got a black skin tight turtle neck made of stretchy cotton it was quarter sleeve she put a silver vest over it and grey boots. She put on hoop earrings and a silver necklace. She was planning on going to the store today and giving Millicent the afternoon off.


Peyton and Lucas head to the doctors they arrive at the hospital and Lucas gets out of the car and heads straight in. Leaving Peyton to get out of the car. She was a big girl, she could handle it.

He check her in and waits for her to finally waddle in.

The nurse comes and says that Dr. Allon is ready for them.

Lucas walks behind Peyton. he was excited today he would find out if he was having a baby boy or girl. He wanted a girl. That may be surprising but Lucas Scott was a real softy and would love to spoil her rotten.

Peyton lays on the table and waits for the doctor. She needed this to go quick, she had a date with Chase and every never in her needed to be stimulated. She was beyond horny. She had sex with chase 3 or 4 times a day. Every day. And being her was cutting into that. Being pregnant didn't stop her, she was pumping 3x's as much blood in her system now.

The Doctor comes in and smiles. She was a young African-American woman. With short light curly hair and hazel eyes she was tall and slim was very caring.

She had become Peyton primary doctor about 3 months ago, and cared deeply for her patients.

"Hello Mr. Scott, Mrs. Scott. How are we feeling today?"

"fine fine. I wanna know what im having." Peyton says rushed. She felt the slightest touch she could orgasm right there. She had already done it once on the way there. Lucas didn't even notice.

Dr. Allon looks to Lucas and smiles she knows how much he cared for the child even if Peyton didn't.

She takes her wand and the jelly for her stomach. She lifts Peyton shirt up and puts the jelly on.

Peyton cringes at how cold it is. When the doctor puts the wand on her stomach she relaxes and both her and Lucas look at the monitor.

Lucas looks in awe at what he created, he starts to tear up and actually hold Peyton hand and kisses it.

"well from what I can see I am 99.9% sure you are having a girl." She smiles and wipes t jelly from Peyton's belly.

"ill makes a couple pictures for you guys." As quickly as she leaves she comes back. Here you go. Ill see you again a week before its time. If anything strange happens in the last two months please bring her in Luke." She says the last part to Lucas.

Peyton gets off the table and is about to leave when Lucas hugs her.

"Thank you." And they leave the room

Brooke is about to leave her house when he phone rings

"People lemme tell you bout my best friend he's— "

"hey nat—

She cut off with a frantic Nathan.

"Brooke! Hale-Haley is having contractions and we're on our way to the hospital. Please come!"

Brooke could hear the tear he was trying to choke back.

"ill be right there." She hangs up and rushes to the hospital.

Everything happened so fast. Haley was rushed into a room and Nathan was left outside not knowing what to do. Lucas and Peyton leave hand and hand both actually smiling at the same time Brooke rushes him.

Nathan sees her and rushes to her

"Brooke!" he says in relief she smiles and wipes his tears away. She pulls away from him when she hears a familiar voice

"Brooke?" he says with want.

"SHE'S PREGNANT!" Peyton shrikes.

"Lucas…?' Brooke says then everything in Brooke's world turns black.

-BRUCAS3-


A/N :omg guys im mega tired :P keep reveiwing please! probs wont have another updat till the end of the week.