Ouzo! I don't know what that means but it looks cool. Anyways, here. Oh! I don't own anything but the plot.

Chapter 12

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(CPOV)

I woke up to the sun blinding me and I looked down to see Sonny lying with her head on my chest. I put my head back down. What happened last night?

I shut my eyes hoping that it would help me think. I don't think we went all the way. Sonny was still wearing her clothes, Thank God! I was pretty much wearing all of my clothes except my shirt. Okay, where did it go?

I looked down at the floor and didn't see it. I propped myself up on my elbows and Sonny groaned. "Five more minutes."

"Sonny?" she looked up at me and laid her head back down. "Come on." I whispered.

When I checked the phone, the time was 10:48. "Sonny." She hit me lightly.

"Please?"

"No." she said quickly.

"What's got you so tired?" she looked up at me.

"I've been tired for the past six months."

I leaned down and kissed her and she sat up. When we pulled away I whispered a 'sorry.'

"Don't be." She smiled but I couldn't return it. I felt bad, this was my fault. I hate this caring feeling.

She kissed me again and I laid back on the couch. I could feel her smile.

"Sonny, I was… oh," Sonny looked up at her mom who had the mail in her hand. "Well, um, this is awkward." Lots of awkward moments in this house.

"A little." Sonny smiled.

"Well, I was going to say that Jake's coming over soon and that you should probably get dressed, but you are dressed. Why are you dressed?" she pointed at Sonny.

"I fell asleep watching a movie." Sonny lied.

"Oh, what movie?" her mom smiled.

"The Earth one." Her mom nodded. "Well, uh, good morning Chad." She smiled.

"Morning, Ms. Monroe."

"Do you guys want breakfast?" I nodded and Sonny shook her head.

"Why not?" her mom inquired.

"No offense, but when you cook something, I get nauseas."

"Oh, symptom?" Sonny nodded. Great, more guilt. I looked back at Sonny as her mom left the room.

"Don't feel bad, please. I don't need sympathy." I gave her a weak smile. She kissed me and got up.

I saw her put her hand over her mouth. She ran to her bathroom and I followed her. She leaned over the toilet and puked. I pulled her hair out of her face and grabbed a towel.

(SPOV)

Stupid morning sickness! Stupid pregnancy! Stupid Chad! No, no not stupid Chad. Stupid Sonny!

I can't believe Chad is here while I puke. Talk about embarrassing.

"Sonny?" I heard Jake call.

"In here." Chad answered. Jake came rushing in and I think he glared at Chad. Chad sighed and looked down.

When I stopped puking, I brushed my teeth at the sink. I rinsed my mouth with mouth wash and spit it out.

I turned to face the two boys. Jake didn't look happy and Chad looked ashamed.

"God, what is with you two?!" I didn't mean to freak out, but I did. They looked up at me. "It's been six months, get over it! I should be the depressed one, okay?! But I'm not. The past is the past, time for you to face fact." They looked at each other and then back at me.

Jake was about to say something but I pushed passed them. Men. Psh!

I slammed the door to my bedroom and locked it. I didn't want to deal with them, they can't understand. The only person I would talk to would be my mom… maybe.

I laid down on my bed slowly and pulled the covers over me. Tears sprang up to my eyes without warning or welcome. I tried to push them down but they disobeyed me. I was startled by a knock at my door. "What?!" I snapped.

"Sonny, can I come in?" Chad asked quietly. I sighed, You need to calm down. Talk to him. I wiped my tears.

I got up and opened the door with my hand on my back. I had to be careful not to hit my stomach. "Hey." I looked him straight in the eye and he almost smiled.

"I'm sorry for everything and I'm not just talking about the whole 'getting you pregnant' thing." I looked down, that's pretty much what I wanted to hear but minus the whole 'getting you pregnant' part.

I looked back up and smiled at him. "I just want you and Jake to get along and stop hating each other."

"Sonny, I'm pretty sure Jake doesn't hate me." I moved over to let him in. He went and sat on my bed as I closed the door.

"What makes you think that?"

"Jake has been disappointed in me before, and this is pretty close to how he acted. He just… I guess he still isn't used to being let down."

"Chad, how can he not be used to it if he knows you? I'm kidding."

"I know." He smiled.

I sat down next to him and turned my head toward him. He looked sad, disappointed, ashamed. Almost all the emotions that a teenager can feel in this situation.

I leaned forward and kissed him and I could feel him kissing me back. I put my hand on his cheek and I started to push him back. He pulled away quickly.

"I'm not doing this again."

I smiled "I don't want that, I just missed you." He nodded and I kissed him. Eventually, I found myself on top of him, and it would've been awkward but I still wasn't huge. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he trailed kisses down my neck. I looked at him. "Chad." He looked at me and smiled.

I gave him a quick peck. "We can't."

"We won't." I bit my lip and nodded.

He kissed me again and looked me in the eye. "You know, I hate the idea."

"What idea?" I propped myself up with my elbows on either side of him.

"The idea of just handing away a child. I mean, when you hold it and look at it for the first time, well, most of the time, it's the last time." I frowned and sat up on the bed. He propped himself up on his elbows.

"Chad, I don't have much of a choice."

"Yes, you do. You should raise them, not some total stranger." I glared at him.

"It wouldn't be a total stranger. I would meet with them first."

"Yeah that's much better." He rolled his eyes.

I crossed my arms. "Fine. You raise them." I looked at him and raised my eyebrows.

His eyes widened. "What?"

"Yeah, you take them and I'll continue my career on So Random!"

"Sonny." He sat up and looked me in the eye. "Why can't we raise them?"

"Chad, I don't want to ruin your career!" I snapped.

"Why are you being so ignorant?! I don't care about my stupid career!"

"Well I do, they're going to be adopted and that's final!" I was already taking on the mother role. Great.

He stood up and opened my door. "Fine!"

"Fine!"

"Good!"

"Good!"

He slammed my door and I heard him stomp down stairs. I threw myself back onto my bed and cried myself to sleep.

~:*dream*:~

Two small children ran through the house. I noticed Chad chasing after them.

"Dada!" they yelled and hid behind the table. Chad smirked and acted like he couldn't see them.

"Where is Sonny and Alex?" he put his hand up like he was blocking the sun. I walked in the room and he smiled at me. "I can't find the kids." He shrugged and I laughed.

He kept looking until he spotted them. "There they are!"

The two small children squealed and ran around him. He turned around and laughed. He looked older and when I caught my reflection in a mirror, so did I.

The kids looked around two or three. Is this a vision? I doubt it.

"Momma! Help us!" they squealed and laughed as Chad tickled them. "Momma! Momma! Momma…" their cries got quieter as they slowly disappeared along with Chad. The room changed to the set of So Random!

"Monroe." I turned around and Chad smirked. He looked the same as before but the sparkle in his eye was gone.

"Chad." I whispered.

"Why'd you do it?" he looked down.

"Because, it was the right thing to do." The words came out without me actually saying them. They were part of the story.

"Did you ever think of what it would be like if you kept them?"

"No." I could tell I was lying. I mean I was having this dream right now. "It hurts too much." Chad looked up at me with sympathy. A voice over the intercom interrupted us.

"Well, I'm sorry, but I have to go to set. Later." He turned around and left the room. I wanted to run after him and hold on for dear life, but my legs wouldn't go and my heart told me 'no'.

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I woke up to my mom calling my name. "Sonny, come down. It's time for dinner!"

"I'm not hungry." I mumbled into my pillow. I looked up and Chad was in my door way.

"Come on," he whispered. I ignored him as I got up and walked past him.

"Sonny." He called after me. I kept walking until he grabbed my arm and stopped in front of me.

"What?" I whispered.

"I'm sorry; I was way out of line."

I sighed. "No you weren't."

"I know," he whispered and I smiled. "But I was serious, I can't do it. Just give them away." I pushed my back against the wall for rest and he stood in front of me.

"Chad I…" he cut me off with his lips. Doesn't he know any other way to shut a girl up?

He pulled away and put both his hands on the wall on either side of my head. He rested his head on mine. "Sonny, please, just consider not giving them away."

I nodded and was about to kiss him again when my mom called my name. "Sonny! Come on!"

"Coming." I looked at him and had the urge to kiss him. He made the first move and kissed me. I put my hands on his chest and smiled when I felt one of the twins kick.

He looked at me and smiled, "what?" I took one of his hands and placed it on my stomach. I felt the kick again and Chad smiled. "Probably stubborn like me." He whispered. I laughed and made my way under his arm and down the stairs. How do Chad and I make up so fast? It irks me.

I saw my mom making spaghetti and I was so sure that I would get sick, but I didn't. She smiled at me and made a plate that I gladly toke. I sat down at the table and twirled the noodles on my spoon. Chad came and sat down next to me and began twirling his noodles. It became a competition to see who could get more noodles on their fork. I won. :)

I tried to fit the ball of noodles into my mouth, but failed miserably. "Sonny, smaller bites." Chad joked.

"Yeah, okay." I smirked. I went to put the food in my mouth and again, I failed miserably. Chad started laughing and I took this as an opportunity to stick my forkful in his mouth.

He pulled the fork out and frowned. "Ow." I laughed at him and took my fork back.

My mom stood with her plate and stared at us. "Uh huh." I laughed and Chad looked at me amused. "When do you plan on growing up Sonny?"

I smiled and then frowned. "In about two and a half months." I whispered.

Chad looked at me and then looked at his plate. My mom smiled. "Well, that would be the best time." Maybe she didn't hear me.

"Uh, mom did you…"

"I heard you baby girl." She sat down next to me and took a small bite.

"Okay." We continued eating in an awkward silence and I had decided to go to sleep afterwards.

I walked up the stairs and into my room. I slipped under my covers and felt my lids get heavy when I heard my door close. I looked up and saw Chad leaning against the door. "Hey." I whispered as I sat up.

He came over and sat next to me, "Hey."

"Are you okay?"

"Hm, oh, yeah." He looked at me and smiled.

"You seem a little distracted. What's wrong?"

"I was just trying to picture what the future would be like. You know, if we kept them."

"I've got a pretty good idea." I mumbled.

"Huh?"

"Nothing." I looked at him and gave him a sweet kiss. I pulled away and looked at my clock and it read 11:00. "It's late."

"Yeah, so?"

"I'm just tired." I looked at him and he smiled.

"Well, then I guess I should be leaving, huh?"

"Yes, you should." I laughed and kissed him.

"Okay, fine."

"Fine."

"Good."

"Good." I laughed.

"Night Sonny." He left my room and I pulled my covers over my head. I shut my eyes in concentration.

Adoption's good, right? Yeah, of course not. Right?

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Okay, chapter 12! I am running low on ideas so I might skip ahead, like, two months. Lol alright R&R!