I missed Grimm, but I didnt want to crawl back to him. He is te one in the wrong not me I am still apart of the Espada and I was going to fight in the War. I wish Grimm could be like Gin, who saw it from our view and agreed with letting us fight. Dammit Grimm admit you are wrong already!

I felt the tears running down my cheeks like they have been the last few days. I really wanted him to come back to me. I missed him so much. I curled up into ball on my bed. I was a sobbing mess. I tried to will my tears away but they just kept flowing. Why couldn't he just apologize to me? I was right! I knew it, Shiro knew it, and even Gin knew it. Why couldn't he know it too?

Gin told me that Grimm was sorry and want to come apologize to me, but was just too prideful to admit he was wrong. He wanted to come back to me but couldn't let go of his pride to do it. I hated it! I hated how prideful Grimmjow was. It was so stupid! Why can't he pick our love over his dumb ass pride? I wasn't about to crawl back to Grimm if he couldn't get over his pride. It's not fair to me to apologize for something I am not sorry about.

I heard a knock on my door but I ignored it, hoping that the person would go away. I wasn't in the mood for company of any sort. My brother tried to get into my room constantly, but I would kick him out. The knocking got louder and more perisient. I put my pillow over my head, trying to block out the sound. Finally the knocking stopped only to be replaced by an odd sound. It was like metal hitting together. I removed the pillow from my head, to see my door bust open. I sucked in a deep breath in. The person looked slightly upset but more sad. I wanted to hide away from him.

"Were you trying to ignore me, Ichigo?" He said, with a slight annoyed tone.

"Of course not, Grimmjow. I just don't feel like talking to prideful assholes. Which lasted I checked you fell under that category now." I knew I was just whinning about missing him, but until he aplologized I was going to be a bitch.

"Well how funny, 'cuz I hve an apology for someone but its not for whiny bitches, like the one I am seeing right now. Should I just come back later when you lose your attitude, bitch?" He snapped at me. When I didn't responed immediately he turned around to face the door.

"Wait!" I yelled before I realized what I was doing. "Please don't go. I want to hear you apology." I said in a soft whisper but I knew he heard me. I knew I wouldn't be able to stand another day without him.

"So you are done with the bitchy attitude?" I groweled at hom in warning. I still wasn't about to let him push my limits. "Okay kitty, calm down. Ichigo, I really am sorry that I was being a hard headed bastard, and I am also sorry that I have been too prideful to come apologzie to you sooner, like you deserved." He said looking me straight in the eye. His eyes were shinning with sincerity, so I knew I could believe every word he said.

"Thank you for the apology Grimmjow, and I am sorry for being a bitch to you just a few moments ago. Was that all you were here for?" I asked, hoping that he would have something else to say to me, after everything that has happened between us in this short time period.

"No, i was also wondering if you would take me back. Stubborness and pirdefulness in all?" I looked at him ,with sicerity and hope still shinning in his eyes. This would be hard to do.

"I am sorry but I cant." It almost broke my heart all over again to say those words, when I saw the sadness wash over his face. Yes, I love him and miss him but I couldn't do that. Not now at least, I needed him to prove himself to me again.