Take a breath All in all
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win
Had enough
Let's begin
Nevermind
I don't care
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
Let it go
If you could
When love dies in the end
Josh put the gauze back and fixed her pants then got up and walked into the kitchen he started looking at stuff on the shelf to see if it held any clues as to what was happening in hera's head and he found her sketch book and what looked to be a stack of dated entries.
Hera decided she needed a shower and to hide her knife so josh couldn't take it from her, so she got in the shower and cleaned out her wounds which were looking much better as long as she wore her own underwear she would be okay if micheal decided he needed her.
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Josh couldn't believe his eyes, here before him was hera's typed diary, it had entries from when her cat died and what she did afterwards, it was full of questions about him and his intentions and the things they do together, she kept a record of it all, and now that he knew this something clicked in him.
What he found in her sketch book was to be expected with the entries she had written but now he had an actual image to go with them, the latest entry was of a women with her chest open and her heart missing, it was held in the hands of a man standing above her, the blood was shaded perfectly giving it the haunting tone it needed.
Here we go All in all
Does it hurt
Say goodbye
to this world
I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should
I'll be gone
when you fall
Your sad life
Says it all
"so I see you've found us" hera said walking in to get some tea, she sat on the counter a searing hot cup of jasmine blossom green tea in her hands "what do you mean us?" josh asked hera nodded to the notebook and entries "the last picture is of you and me, and the entries explain the true hera, not this worthless shell, but being a shell does have its perks" hera mused with a smile starring at something he couldn't see "why am I in this one?" he asked showing her.
Hera smirked slightly "you're the best person for the job" she said her eyes going dim.
In her mind she was going over the scene in that picture, it was beautiful she lay peacefully in the grass looking into the cavity that held her head, it was soothing actually.
She came back to reality when josh stood up and walked out of the kitchen to gather his stuff "leaving are you?" she asked following him out "what do you think" he said she giggled at him
So I'll find what lies beneath Don't carry me under
Your sick twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
You're the devil in disguise
God sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind
"your not gonna play anymore?" she asked her voice gaining a childish tone "no I've got some stuff I need to do" he said picking up his bag he had brought over "don't worry little one, no one ever plays with me, not even the animals, they don't like being dead anymore" hera said setting her cup on the counter then turning on "Spirit clock" and watched it as he left the house.
Hera wasn't worried when he didn't return, no one would believe him if he told them what he had seen. She turned on her music louder as she lay in an empty bed, she was always alone why would this be any different?
So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold jaded eyes
Now you turn the tide on me
'Cause you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life
Josh got on the ferry and the next gray hound bus he could, he was going to visit his girlfriend and forget about Hera, but he knew later he would have nightmare's of sick bloody smiles and broken blue eyes.
