okay i'm back, i'm sorry but i ad to put my baby girl down this week, so i spent literally 3 days crying my eyes out and eating chocolate :'( so ya some revies might cheer me up a little also Rest In Peace bugle 2000-2010, sorry i want to put her memory in as many places as possible

CHAPTER 12

"so, are you sure your gonna be okay" asks Jackson peering into my soul, I don't believe I just told him everything, and I mean everything all my anger, hate, and sorrow. I think I may have overwhelmed him, I mean after all the only other person I've shared this with was…Ben. Ben who I haven't seen since last night, while I've been sitting here venting to Jackson, all night

"ya, I'm fine Jackson, but thanx for listening" I say genuinely , "it's nice to have someone to talk to" I say smiling sugary sweet

"well, you can always talk to me" he says beating even my sweetest smile, sigh he really is perfect.

"thanx, I just might take you up on that" I say giggling happily.

"well, until then, are you hungry" he asks getting a mysterious glint in his eyes

"ya, starved!" I say, maybe a little to exited, but I really am hungry!

"okay, then lets go!" he says excitedly, pulling out a blindfold and getting that mysterious and excited look back in his eyes.

"um…. Jackson, should I be afraid" I ask giggling, though still curious.

"no, but you should close our eyes, and trust me, k" he says sweetly, smiling, and I mean how could I not trust him, but till it just wouldn't be me if I obeyed easily.

"oh, I don't know you look a little shifty to me, I'm just not sure you can protect me" I say poking him teasingly, slightly making fun of his job

"hey, I'm older than you" he says laughing.

"oh, by like 9 months" I say as he wraps the blind fold gently around my eyes and starts leading me out the door.

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"oh c'mon just a little hint" I beg as he leads me up yet another staircase.

"alright, we're no longer in your father's house" he says mischievously

"uh, ya I kinda gathered that with the whole going outside, getting into a car thing we did earlier" I say voice dripping sarcasm

"Okay, no need to be so snarky, we're almost there" he says laughing sweetly. We walk up a few more steps and then he spins me to face the other way and gently unties the bandana covering my eyes and I gasp lightly.

" oh Jackson, this is so beautiful!" I gush "when did you, how did you, aww Jackson, this is the sweetest thing ever!" I say looking over the beautiful ledge of the highest building in the capitol, and going over to sit on the pink silky blanket with flowers spread aroung and food, everything from bacon to biscuits.

"oh, Jackson white roses, my favorite!" I say smiling ear to ear "but when did you find the time to do this?" I ask confused, I mean he was with me all night….. I think?

"well, remember when you started getting really tired and fell asleep for a wile, well I quickly hopped in my car and ordered breakfast, then I set it up here" he says like it was the easiest thing in the world

"right because ordering it to my room would have been far to easy" I say smiling

"well, since your so special, I figured I should do something special" he says smiling, aw he's so sweeeet!

"oh, this is the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me" I say wrapping my arms around his neck, and he wraps his around my waist tightly.

"Not that I don't love this moment, but the food's getting cold" he says in my ear, and so we walk over to the blanket and start digging in

" mm, Jackson I gotta say even for the capitol this is good, or maybe it's just the company" I say

"well, thanks your not so boring yourself" he says teasingly, and before I can retort the door flies open and armed guards run in, I mean it was like 30 guards with guns and I recognized some of them from my dad's secret service, the ones he sends to the districts, to watch the tributes in the justice building.

"there they are get them" says the head of security, as they ambush us, grabbing me roughly and dragging me to my feet.

"hey, let go, stop don't you know who I am!" I screech kicking and thrashing in the guards iron grip

"of course we do, who do you think sent us" rumbles the giant guard in my ear

"Let go, let go, stop get away from me, and hey leave him alone!" I yell seeing them dragging Jackson away, and I feel my thrashing legs finally make contact with someone,

then one of the guards with guns leans forward whispering "do that again ,and I swear, I don't care who's daughter you are, I will knock you into next century!"

I keep thrashing and kicking, but then I feel more iron arms encase my torso and legs, carrying me down the stairs.

okay i know some Ben fans may be upset, but don't worry Ben comes back in a BIG way in chapter 13 :) pleeeeeease review!