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Jacob's POV

He had watched them the whole week. Edward and Jasper were constantly surrounded by people. It made his job more complicated. He had known that it wouldn't take Chief Swan to long to figure out who's heart he had sent. He didn't anticipate the security that would surround the boys though. He wanted time to get Jasper out of the way. At the very least he wanted time to talk to Edward. My Edward , he sighed at the thought.

It was Friday and the whole group was headed out to the school dance. It seemed like the perfect opportunity. He could blend in and escape quickly if he needed to. He was watching Edward and Jasper sitting at the table. Deep in conversation with their friends. The whole scene pissed him off. That was supposed to be him sitting next to Edward. Talking casually with their friends. Getting to make love to his sweet Edward at the end of the night. It was the thought that it would be Jasper who got to be Edward's first that threw him over the edge.

He went out to Edward's car , making sure that no one was around. He crawled under it to get to the break line. One simple cut and his plan was in motion. True , Edward had a good chance at getting hurt , but not as bad as Jasper. Jacob knew which way Edward would drive home. It would take them to the sharp curve where they were bound to run off the road. They would be driving the right direction , so it would hit on the passengers side. That would at least fuck Jasper up enough that tonight's activities would be canceled. He crawled back out and decided that he would need to let Edward see him. If he was right they would leave immediately.

He made his way back into the gym and scanned the crowd for Edward. My Edward , he thought again. When the DJ called last song he found his target. He watched as Jasper clung to him as they moved together. Mine! He screamed in his head. Then Edward saw him. The look on his face told him he had been right. They would leave right away. Jasper turned him around and Jacob took off. He needed to be at the scene of where they would crash. That way he would know that Edward was fine and how bad Jasper was.

He had made it to the curve only five minutes before he saw their headlights. He had hidden the car and camped out on the opposite side of the road. No need to find himself in the path of the out of control car. He watched as the came to the curve. He could tell when Edward had pulled the e-brake. The car spun slightly and hit the line of trees. Perfect. The passengers side was taking a beating. He felt positively giddy as he watched the damage being inflicted on Jasper's side. He wanted to get a closer look , but he could see the lights from the cops and emergency workers coming down the road.

Damn! They must have called before the accident. Either way he was trapped until they left. At least he would still get to see their conditions. He watched as they removed Edward and checked him over. He was allowed to stay so he was alright. They took longer to get Jasper out. When they did he was carried out. He seemed to be in pretty bad shape. That was exactly what he had wanted. The ambulance took off , but the cops remained. It felt like an eternity until they left. He made his way back to his house and waited. He needed to know how bad Jasper was before he could go any further. Hopefully the bastard had internal injuries and died on the way. One can dream , one can dream , he though to himself.

Edward"s POV

It had been three hours since they had taken Jasper away from him. It was pure hell. His father had come out once to tell them that they needed to do surgery. That was an hour ago. No one spoke a word. They were all lost in their own minds. It seemed surreal to Edward. Only hours ago they were laughing and dancing without a care in the world. Then reality came crashing down. The whole world seemed to be darker. Edward knew that the only thing that would make it brighter was Jasper.

Chief Swan had arrived shortly after them and was pacing back and forth again. He had done this six times so far. He had told them that the scene was being processed , but it may take a while before the know anything , if at all. He hadn't said a word since. Rose was sitting wrapped in Emmett's arms. This was harder on her. They had lost their parents recently in a car crash and it was dredging up those emotions on top of the ones for Jasper. Both her and Charlie were dead quiet. He had held her in a tight hug and whispered encouragements in her ear for a few minutes before they both fell silent.

Emmett , Alice and Jacob had offered their encouragement that he would be alright and outright refused to leave until they knew. When they were introducing themselves to Chief Swan there had been a tense moment when it was Jacob's turn. Charlie had been so stressed that he jumped to the conclusion that this was the very same Jacob. He had almost decked him before they informed him that he was Jacob Dweyer. He had apologized numerous times. Jacob forgave him quickly , even said he would have done the same. Edward had thought briefly that when it was all done and over with Jacob just might change his name.

By the fourth hour , Alice and Rose were asleep against each other. Emmett was watching over them. Charlie had began to make a dent in the hideous carpet. Esme had joined their vigil with some food and good coffee. Edward was sure that in the end he would be bald from running his hands through his hair in frustration and anxiety. When they were almost to the fifth hour , Carlisle came walking through the doors. The whole atmosphere must have changed dramatically because everyone was suddenly awake and alert.

Carlisle walked straight up to Charlie and sighed before he began.

"We've managed to stabilize him. He had quite a few injuries that required a lot of work. He broke two ribs and his right arm. They've been bandaged as much as possible , the cast will be on for a while so he may need help with some things. There was a piece of rib that punctured his right lung and his liver. His spleen was bruised , but we managed to clean everything up. We stopped the bleeding and thankfully there were no head injuries. So far he should make a full recovery. " Carlisle finished.

"Oh , thank you so much!" Charlie said shaking Carlisle's hand enthusiastically.

"Of course. He will be out of recovery in half an hour and you can go see him." Carlisle said and kissed Esme before heading back to work.

"Hey , son. It's alright he's gonna be fine." Charlie said as he gripped Edward's shoulder.

Edward was stunned and confused until he realized that he had tears streaming down his face. Alice and Rose came to comfort him in an Edward sandwich.

"I know. I just love him so much. I almost lost him tonight." Edward cried out , burying his head into Alice's shoulder.

"It's alright , Ed. He'll be good as new soon and you can have your wicked way with him." Emmett said trying to lighten the mood.

Edward looked at Charlie who was eying Emmett with a shocked expression. Rose reached over to smack him upside his head as Jacob chuckled slightly.

"Oww. What was that for , baby?" he asked Rose.

"For being an idiot." she replied simply.

"I think I'm going to pretend that I was deaf for a minute there." Charlie stated.

They made their way back to Jasper's room after thirty minutes and the sight almost brought Edward to his knees. Jasper was hooked up to machines and there was a constant beeping that kept the time of his heartbeats. He had bruises forming on the parts of skin they could see. He was breathing on his own and seemed peaceful. Edward was hurting. Jacob was going to be lucky if the cops got to him before he did. He wouldn't go looking for the bastard , but if he showed up he was going to rip him apart.

They stayed for a few hours before Charlie and Carlisle convinced them to go home. Everyone left willingly except Edward. He refused to go. They finally agreed to let him stay. He pulled a chair up next to the bed and held Jasper's hand as he fell into an uneasy sleep. He awoke in the early hours before dawn to find Jasper looking at him.

"Oh , baby , you're awake." Edward said.

"Yeah. I feel like I've been hit by a truck though." Jasper whispered.

"You should rest some more. You're gonna need it so you can get out of here." Edward told him.

"I will I just wanted to tell you something first. Come here." he said. Edward leaned down to Jasper as he kissed him softly.

"I love you , Edward." Jasper told him as they broke away.

"I love you , too , Jasper." Edward said as he drifted back to sleep.

Jasper's POV

He had woke up again for tests. He thought about the night before as the nurses poked and prodded him. The crash was horrific. The pain was unbearable. He had known that he wasn't fine and he didn't want to lose conciousness without telling Edward the truth about how he felt. In case he never woke up. He vaguely remembered Edward saying he loved him to before the darkness swallowed him. Then he had woke up in the hospital. His uncle was asleep in the chair on the left side of him while Edward was asleep with his head on the bed on the right.

Edward had woke up a few minutes after he did. He seemed so relieved that he was okay. It made Jasper wonder how bad he was. He knew that he felt like shit run over. That was how his entire body felt. He was still a little tired , but he needed to tell Edward again. This time without the threat of death. That way Edward would know that in no uncertain terms was he joking. He told him and Edward had told him he loved him to. It was perfect. Well , almost perfect. It would have been if he didn't feel so shitty.

The gang had come in as soon as visiting hours started. They talked and Emmett cracked jokes , trying to keep the mood light. Charlie left for work. Now that he knew Jasper was fine , he was gonna get the son of a bitch that put him there. Carlisle had informed him that he would be a resident for the next week. Then he just needed to be careful with his ribs and arm. It was going to be one long week.

The week had passed quicker than Jasper had anticipated. They all came as often as they could. Edward stayed until Jasper kicked him out to go shower , eat and change. Carlisle knew that he was safer at the hospital so he let him miss school. Alice always brought their work to them. Jasper tried to do his own , but Edward insisted that he do it. Charlie still hadn't been able to find Jacob and that was making them all nervous.

When the week was up Charlie had told him and Rose that they were to stay at Edward's since he would be gone , trying to find Jacob. It was much safer. Plus it worked out with Jasper's need for regular check ups. Jacob remained silent for the most part after the accident. He only sent another letter. He informed Edward that he would get rid of Jasper so they could be together. He seemed to believe that Edward was still with him because he didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Jasper got lucky. Carlisle was able to remove the cast after three weeks and he was declared healthy once again. Since Jacob was still on the loose they had to restrict their activities to each others houses. Jasper had been thinking a lot about taking the next step during his recovery time. They would have the house to themselves tonight. It was only possible because the Cullens had a state-of-the-art security system. Everyone had left half an hour ago and Jasper was laying with Edward on his bed , both tangled in a make-out session.

"Edward. I want to talk about something." Jasper said pulling back.

"Of course , babe." Edward told him.

"I want to...I think we...oh hell , I want you to make love to me." Jasper said in a rush. Edward stared at him for a few minutes.

"Do you think we're ready for that?" Edward asked.

"Yes. I do. The accident showed me that you never know when your time's up and I don't want to waste another minute without showing you how much I love you." Jasper said , taking his face in his hands.

"Neither do I , but I don't want you to wake up regretting it." Edward said quietly.

"I could never regret what I do with you." Jasper said as he leaned in to kiss him.

The kiss started off slow , but it built in intensity. Jasper ran his hands down Edward's bare chest , raking his nails over his nipples. Edward moaned into the kiss. Realizing the truth in Jasper's words , Edward pulled Jasper's shirt over his head. Jasper reached the top of Edward's pajama pants and tugged gently on them. Edward helped him pull them off , tossing them to the floor. Edward let his eyes follow the lines of Jasper's chest down his abdomen to where he tugged on his pants. After pulling them off he looked up at Jasper. Jasper reached slowly for Edward's boxers , silently asking permission before pulling them off. He saw his answer in Edward's eyes. The love poured out of them , combined with his lust , it was breathtaking.

Edward returned the favor by removing Jasper's. Once they were both naked it got slightly akward. Neither had done this before and it wasn't your usual problem. They had never discussed who would be top and who would be bottom. Jasper took the leap and pulled Edward on top of him. Edward kissed him passionately before reaching into the nightstand and pulling out the bottle of lube. He applied it to his fingers and cock , then set it to the side. He placed his fingers at Jasper's entrance and looked to him for permission. Jasper only nodded. Edward slowly pushed one finger in , letting him get used to it. Once he was relaxed he began to pump it in and out. It was uncomfortable at first , but it slowly turned into pleasure.

When he was moaning , Edward inserted the other finger. He slowly moved them , scissoring them as he pulled out to stretch him. Once he was fully prepared he removed his fingers and positioned himself. Jasper was slightly scared , but he gave Edward permission again. Edward entered him slowly. Stopping to let him stretch. Once he was fully buried inside him he waited. Jasper let the feeling grow comfortable before he began moving , signaling to Edward that it was okay to move. Edward took his time and moved gently. Soon the uncomfortable feeling was replaced with intense pleasure and he began to move in time with Edward.

"Oh , god , Edward. That feels good." Jasper panted out.

"Your so fucking tight. Oh , Jazz!" Edward moaned as he increased the pace.

Jasper knew he was getting close and Edward hit a magic spot that sent tremors of pleasure down his spine. It wasn't long before Edward was stroking his cock in time with his thrusts.

"Ed , I'm so close." Jasper said.

"Me too , baby. Can you cum with me?" Edward grunted with each thrust.

Edward took his other hand and pinched Jasper's nipple. It was all he needed. "Fuck , EDWARD!!" He exploded in Edward's hand , screaming his name. Edward gave a few more thrusts before he reached his climax.

"Oh fuck , I'm cumming , JASPER!" Edward groaned out. Jasper felt his warm cum shoot deep inside him. He collapsed on Jasper's chest. Both trying to catch their breath. Finally Edward lifted up and kissed Jasper tenderly. He gently pulled out and lay beside him , cuddling him in his arms.

"I love you , Jasper." Edward said.

" I love you too , Edward." Jasper told him placing a kiss on his forehead. They lay there for a few more minutes before Edward got up to get a washcloth from the bathroom. He lovingly cleaned Jasper before getting what was on him. He crawled back in the bed and wrapped his arm around Jasper.

"That was the most amazing thing. I'm glad it was you." Edward whispered in his ear.

"Me too." Jasper said. They laid there holding each other until they both fell asleep. The last thought that passed through Jasper's mind before he succumbed to sleep was , I'm going to do that for the rest of your life.

Neither of them had noticed Jacob's form in the tree outside the window...

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