He sighs, "Have you learned nothing from hat drunken creep, the other night?" He asks and I immediately tense up. "Shit, I hadn't thought of that." I say and quickly go into his arms. He sighs softly as I snuggle up into him. I look up into his eyes as he gazes down into mine. "I'm sorry. I'm being stupid." I apologize to him and he holds me tighter. "It's ok baby. I just want you safe. I'm not ready to lose you," He admits. I smile up at him and we walk back to the hotel.

He tells me that he already told everyone that we were heading out, and that he knew I'd be outside. I'm quiet for the most part, til we get to my room. We walk inside and I take off my hoodie. I see Phil look at the time on his phone and sigh, "I wish I could stay longer and we could hang out, but it's already almost midnight. I still have to pack up, we have an early flight." He says with a disappointed look. I smile to myself, I'm glad he seems to like me just as much as I like him. I step closer to him and hold his hands in mine. "It's ok Phil. I gotta pack and look over my place ticket and stuff. I'm sorry about tonight, I was just upset. When I get upset or mad, I need some space. I tend to panic in situations like with that strange guy. Sometimes I over think stuff then, like that I don't want you hurt, or to be in any fights, then I start to doubt stuff, and think we shouldn't be together." His eyes widen.

I smile and hold his hands tighter, "But I've realized, that's a stupid thing to do. Especially when I've never been happier" I finish with a blush on my cheeks. He smiles softly at me, "It's ok babe, really. I just want you safe and I'm glad I can make you happy. I gotta run now babe. I still need to call Vince about a storyline. I'll pick you up tomorrow at like 7am, we can go to the airport together, ok?" He asks and I nod. He smirks and brings our bodies flush against each other as he kisses me to oblivion. A moan escapes me and I feel him already hard against me. I start to writhe against him and he stops. I practically whimper as we both stand there panting. He clears his throat, "See you tomorrow baby" He says and pecks my lips softly. "Yea, tomorrow" is all I say as I'm still struggling to regain my composure. He chuckles as he makes his way out the door. I hear the door click and I undress and get ready for bed. I lay out the clothes I'm wearing tomorrow. I pack everything else quickly. Making sure my wallet, laptop, and phone are out. I lay down and look out the big sliding glass doors that lead to the balcony. I watch the first snow fall of the season, the snow flakes fall peacefully from the dark sky. I fall asleep, dreaming of a tattooed prince.

I wake up with a start and turn my alarm off. I sit up and just let my feet dangle to the sides for a bit. I know I have a lot to do, but I just can't shake this feeling I have. I had a nightmare last night as per usual. But when it involves my dead grand father whom I miss very much, I get a little shaken up. I get up and make my way to the bathroom for a shower and my daily routine.

I get finish up and throw on a pain of skinny jeans, my black chucks, and a black shirt with red blood dripping from a pair of white fangs with the words "Bite me" written in glitter. I zip up my suitcase and put my cubs hoodie on. I've just zipped my hoodie up when I hear a knock. I open it up to find my sexy boyfriend. He leans in and kisses me softly and smirks as I blush. I grab my suitcase and backpack and we leave in his rental car to the airport which won't take long. We head in a while later and I print out my ticket there. We get through security and make our way to our gate. We're flying to Japan, and a few other places, but I'm most excited about Japan.

We get on the plane and some random guy is sitting by the window seat which is next to my seat. I put my stuff in the over head compartment and use the bathroom while everyone else gets situated. When I get out and walk to my seat, Phil is now sitting where that guy had just been. I sit down next to him, "How did you convince him to switch?" I ask while buckling my seat belt. "I told him you were afraid of flying and he bought it." He says. "Well, you weren't lying" I say shakily as the plane heads for take-off. Phil just takes my hand and holds it as I lean my head back onto the seat and close my eyes. I take my hoodie off a couple of hours into the flight. Me and Phil are talking quietly. He finally leans over and reads my shirt, he laughs "Is that a request?" He asks and licks his lips playfully as I blush a deep red. I just giggle, "You're such a naughty boy" I say and bite my lip. "Wouldn't you like to know?" He teases as we continue to talk.

A little while later, it's dinner time, and although I'm starving because I didn't have breakfast before the flight, nor did I eat the nasty lunch, the flight attendant provided. I still just push my chicken alfredo around on the child like plate with some peas in another part of the tray. There's also some garlic break type of thing in the other part, that I brave enough to choke down a bite of and it almost comes back up.

Finally after about 20 minutes, I put my fork down with a deep sigh. I think Phil hears me, because he turns his head as he had been eating as well, he says my name. I try to focus on him, but I end up squinting. "Headache?" He asks quietly and I just nod. I already know why I have this headache that's quickly turning into a migraine, my body is warning me that I need food. I groan and run my temples, in attempt to get the pain that's starting to bloom behind my eyes to subside. Phil's done eating and puts his hand on my thigh. I turn my head to look at him and he's looking at me worriedly. "Do you know why you have a headache? I mean, it's not noisy in here." He asks and I sigh, "It's already a migraine and when it's not noisy or too bright, it's because I'm hungry. I get them when I get too hungry, it's a warning sign before I eventually faint." I say and his eyes widen, "Well, then eat babe. What's taking so long?" He asks and I sigh again, "I'm kind of a picky eater. And this is nasty." I say with a gesture to my tray. Phil takes my hand into his, "Babe please. Just eat enough to get you til we land. We can get some breakfast or something after we drop off our stuff." Phil tries to encourage me to eat. I smile at him, no one has cared about me this much before. Then I think about my schedule tomorrow once we get there, and sigh. "Maybe for lunch we can meet up, but we land at like 6am and I've got a signing and an interview pretty early." I say and force myself to take a few bites of the cold pasta with a grimace and try to choke down the garlic bread, at least that tastes better, I also eat all the peas. It's better than easting the chicken in the alfredo. It didn't taste done at all. Phil smiles at me after I throw the rest away, the lady had been coming back to check on me, as she was waiting on me, I was the last one to finish. I close my eyes and eventually doze off.

A while later, there's only a few hours left, thank god! I hate long flights. I giggle as I read the last text Dean had sent me, it read,

"Woof! Woof! 'humps leg'"

The message I had sent before was part of an ongoing conversation we've been having the last couple of hours which read,

"You're such a horn dog LOL"

His previous text had read, "Nice t-shirt you little tease. You need a spanking =P"

I read back some of the texts, he's funny. I giggle as I text, "Hmm, maybe Phil should spank me, but you're not invited. He'd kill you LOL" My phone is on vibrate, so Phil doesn't hear any of this. Not that I have anything to hide, we're just joking around.

Dean already texted back saying, "Aww, I'm pouting over here. And yea you don't have to tell me. He'd kill me for sure." I laugh and look back at Dean who is pouting cutely at me, I just laugh harder. I stick my tongue out at him and immediately get a text from Dean that says, "Is that an offer?" I blush and quickly text back saying no, just as Phil wakes up from beside me, he had been napping on and off for a while now. I hear that we will be landing shortly. I put my phone away and put up my chair tray and get ready for the plane to land. Just a few minutes later, I feel the plane starting to descend and try to resist the urge to throw up. Phil kisses my hand and I smile at him weakly.

We get off the plane with our carry on bags and go to baggage claim for our checked bags. It's early in the morning, we get our bags, get in the rental car that's waiting for us and he drives us to the hotel we are all basically staying at together. We get to our room (Yes we decided to share a room, at least for our international tour), we have 2 big beds though. He kisses me softly and leaves, probably for breakfast.

I hurry to change my clothes and doll up a bit. I rush through everything. The signing was fun, the interview was normal, but this time I talked in Japanese a bit. Wait til everyone hears it. I laugh to myself just imagining everyone's face. The limo drops me off at my hotel. I walk in and Phil's not back. I take 2 Advil and drink some water, my head is pounding. I quickly change into my pink chucks, skinny jeans and some random band tee on, I don't even look at it, I throw on my cubs hoodie just as Phil walks in all sweat from a work out. I lick my lips as I watch him strip to just boxers. I bite my lip hard to stifle a moan as he turns and smirks at me, I see a bulge in his nether regions. I blush as he smirks at me once more before making his way to the bathroom to probably shower and change.

As he's getting ready, I decide to work on a song. I've got the lyrics down and the melody for the most part. I get side tracked as usual and start singing, "Someone like you" By Adele. I strum my guitar that go along with it as well. I close my eyes and get into it, I love this song and a lot of heart felt songs. Phil had walked out of the bathroom, in a pair of boxers, drying his hair with a towel. I don't notice him just standing there, watching and listening. I sigh happily and say aloud as I keep strumming, "If only I had a piano for this song, it'd sound even better"

"You play piano?" I snap my head up and see Phil, I blush, "Yea" is all I say and he smiles. I put my guitar away, and watch him get dressed while we talk casually. "You know, you have a great voice. Why haven't you pursued it further?" He asks and I shrug, "I's just a hobby. I'm a little on the shy side, if you haven't noticed." I tease him and he laughs as he puts his hoodie on and a leather jacket. "So do you play just acoustic? Do you like electric? Any other instruments?" He asks me as we head out the door, "I play both. I also play the drums a little, piano, violin and the bass guitar as well but I've dabbled with a few others like the saxophone." I respond and he tightens his hold on my hand as we get down to the lobby, "I've played the sax" is all he says as we head to our group and head out.

We have our little group as we head to some restaurant that looks all lit up as we are in Tokyo. We are seated with a few tables put together as usual when we have this many people. We each order, I get a small sushi platter and Udon soup, which is just noodles with small veggies and some shrimp. As we wait, we all chat casually. I take out the Japanese money I had to have transferred earlier. I just stare at it, that's when I notice Phil looking at me, "What?" I ask and tilt my head a bit. He chuckles at my cuteness. "So, we're just gonna over look the fact that you just placed your order in Japanese?" Phil questions me and I just shrug, "I took Japanese in college, I guess it slipped my mind." I explain with a laugh. Phil just smiles, shakes his head, and keeps talking to Dean about some random thing. I'm not really paying attention as me and Seth are talking about video games. I really like being able to talk to people other than just Aj about games.

I put away the money and start slurping up the soup that was just set down in front of me. I take a slurp of a noodle, "Mmm" I lick my lips as this is scrumptious! As we are eating our food, and I eat some of my sushi platter, we all talk casually. I see Dean glance at me a few times, I blush at the attention he keeps paying me. I think Phil noticed my most recent blush, because he looks at me confused. Dean leaves to the bathroom and Phil looks at me. "So why have you been blushing on and off for the past 20 minutes?" Phil questions me. Shit, I hadn't thought he knew about the whole time, just the last time. I look down and try to think of something to say. My phone vibrates and I open the text and blush again. Phil looks over before I can stop him and reads the text Dean just sent me,

"And you're even cuter when you blush"

Phil's face remains serious as he asks, "Can I see the rest of them?"

I hand him my phone and I can tell he's reading all the texts between Dean and I. His face, when he hands back my phone is across between furious and just plain upset. "Phil I," I start, then trail off, not knowing what to say. He just shakes his head, me and him eat mostly in silence for the next few minutes. Well, he's eating, I've once again, lost my appetite. He sighs upon seeing me push away my half eaten plate of sushi. He then glares over at Dean as he's just eating and talking to others. Phil throws some yen down and I'm about to do the same when he just shakes his head and gestures to his money on the table. I look closer at the bills and he has both me and him covered. I bit my lip, I feel awful. I mumble thanks, he just nods. I ask for a to-go container and pack my food up. I close my eyes as my stomach starts to growl again because I hadn't eaten enough. I rub it a bit, in hopes of getting it to shut the fuck up.

I see Phil stand up, yank his leather jacket on, then look at me and just jerk his head towards the door. I get my hoodie on, put my cubs hat on backwards, and follow him silently out the door. It's snowing when we head back and the snow is seeping through my chucks. My teeth are chattering, my hands are numb, my whole body is shivering. I hear Phil sigh and I look up to see his softened expression. He opens his jacket and I waste no time in taking the offer as I hug my shaking body up to is oh so warm body. We get to the hotel and up to our room.

We walk in and things are silent as he takes some pj's to the bathroom to change into til he falls asleep. I put the food in the mini fridge and quickly change while he's still gone. I change into a pink Mighty Morphin Power Rangers tank top with matching short shorts. Phil walks out in just pj pants and I immediately bite my lip as he has his tats and muscles on display for my viewing pleasure. I see him sit up in his bed. He looks over at me and pats the spot next to him. I walk over and scoot up next to him with my phone in my hands. I snuggle up to him and sigh, "Tell me what to text him and I'll do it" I'm trying to end the drama quickly, and he knows it. He shakes his head, "It's not that easy babe. He knows what I went through with Amy. He even told me the other day, that I could trust him around you."

He looks over at me and notices one unmistakeably clear emotion written all over my face.

...Guilt.

OH NO!, WHAT COULD IT BE NOW!?

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