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When the memories started Winter could tell that Jerry was already a vampire. He was in the process of stalking a young woman through the woods. She was alone and wearing a long dress, telling Winter the scene had happen hundreds of years ago. She was holding the dress up and running. She knew something was coming for her and she was terrified.

Winter could feel Jerry's excitement as he jumped straight into the air. He land down hard on the girl who screamed and started fighting him. Jerry tore into her throat while the girl cried and begged for mercy. The scene started to flash forward. Hundreds of faces, cries and screams filtered through Winter. Women and men alike begged him for mercy, begged him to leave them alone. Jerry's laughter was cruel. He drained them dry, not caring about their lives or the families they left behind. Through his memories, his eyes, Winter saw the children that watched as he killed mothers and fathers. She heard the taunts he issued to his victims. She saw a side of him she hadn't realized was there.

Then came the sex.

Every female vampire Jerry came in contact with, he fucked. Sometimes taking two or three of them to his bed at a time. His face buried deep in between their legs or breasts. Their mouths bring him to orgasm again and again. He fucked them fast and hard, taking them from behind and the front. Giselle's face filtered through the memories.

He fucked her so many times, Winter couldn't keep track. Other vampires watched or joined in sometimes. He would have a female in his mouth and at his dick at the same time. He would hold a female on his cock while he watched Giselle preforming oral sex on girls or having it done to her. He would fuck Giselle while his mouth on another female.

Shifting...shifting...shifting...shifting...

There came the night children. Jerry's night children started to flow through them. Jerry was getting mad at each night child and leaving them. Without his guidance, Winter was seeing and feeling their deaths. A few of them Jerry even commanded and forced to go into the sun. The physical pain of their deaths flowed through Jerry, although at the time he hadn't care.

Suddenly Winter yanked away from Jerry. She pulled her hands away from him and threw herself backwards. Jerry's eyes snapped opened as she closed the bond between them. She scrambled up so she was standing. She quickly realized that tears were streaming down her face. Jerry stood up and started to walk slowly towards her.

" Winter..." He started.

" Stay away from me!" Winter yelled. She threw up her hands so they were out in front of her.

" Please, Love, let me explain some things to you." Jerry said.

" How can you explain any of it! You murdered people and laughed!" Winter said in a panic.

" I told you I was ruthless." He said, still walking towards her slowly.

" Ruthless? That doesn't even cover it! Children watched as you murdered their parents. You made vampires then killed them! You made them go into the sun! You left them alone to die! You felt them die and didn't do anything about it! What is wrong with you!" Winter yelled.

" Winter, please." Jerry pleaded. His phone started to ring in his pocket and Jerry knew it was Raphel calling. His marker had to be feeling Jerry's panic.

" And the sex! Is there a female vampire in the world you haven't fuck!" She yelled. Jerry reached out and tried to take a hold of her arms but Winter yanked away from him. " Don't touch me!"

" Please, Love. Look to our bond, I beg you. See how sorry I am." Jerry begged.

" Why would I look to the bond when I now know you can hide things from me! You are not the man I thought you were!" Winter yelled. " Get away from me!" Jerry stopped walking and dropped his arms to his sides.

" I knew this was a mistake. I fucking hate Giselle." He snapped.

" This is not Giselle's fault. This is your fault! You are an asshole, a heartless dickhead!" She yelled. Jerry's phone started to ring again. " I need to get away from you." She hurried past him and left the room to go to their bedroom. Jerry dug his phone out of his pocket.

" Son?" His marker's voice usually calmed Jerry but it was doing nothing for him that night.

" We did a memory transfer." Jerry said. " I think my mate might be leaving me."

" Tell me what happen." Raphel said. Jerry thrust his hand into his hair and sighed. He walked back to the couch and leaned his back against the back of it. He dropped his head down and started to rub his eyes.

" Giselle and Nickolas came by to surprise us today. Giselle told Winter that since I was her marker I could hide things from her. She told my Mate about the human girl I kept chained up." Jerry said. Raphel sighed deeply.

" I told you things would slap you in the face sometime and it appears that time has arrived." He said. "Can you get any feeling from her?"

" Only despair and anger and I think I am only getting that because she can't control them. Please help me, I don't know what to do. I can not lose her. I'd rather go into the sun than be without her." Jerry said.

" Your mate is calling me. Give me a moment." Raphel said. There was a click then silence. Jerry's stomach was rolling, twisting and turning. His mouth was dry and it felt like he couldn't swallow. Winter's despair was rolling over him, mixing with his own. He should have known this was going to happen. There was another click and a sigh. " Your mate is seeking refuge with me once again. I can refuse her if you wish."

" No, don't refuse her. She has nowhere else to go if she doesn't want to be here. I know she will be safe with you." Jerry said.

" I will come for her myself. She is very upset. I don't think she should drive in the state she is in." Raphel said.

" What should I do?" Jerry asked.

" Give me some time with her. She trusts me and listens to me. You know I adore her as if she was my daughter. Let me talk with her." Raphel said.

" And if she wants out of our matehood, what should I do?" Jerry asked.

" Nothing. She hasn't asked for that yet. She may just be upset right now." Raphel said.

" Giselle says she and Nickolas are to be mated. She said that they are moving here. Did you give them permission?" Jerry asked.

" I did. I did not think they would cause this problem. Had I known I would have told them no. You know I can not go back on my word now. I can only withdraw the permission if they kill one of us." Raphel said.

" I know." Jerry sighed.

" I need to go. I need to come and pick her up. I will call you once I have her settled in." His marker promised.

" Thank you." Jerry said before the two hung up.

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Winter was crying and angry as she packed her bags. She tossed her bathroom soaps into a bag then grabbed her toothbrush. In the back of her mind she could feel Jerry pushing. He was reaching out to her. Winter slammed her shields up tighter. She shoved against him, pushing him out of her mind as she walked out of the bathroom.

" Raphel will be shortly." Jerry said softly from the doorway to their room. He had his arms crossed over his chest as he leaned against the door frame. Winter swallowed hard and moved to the dresser. She opened a drawer and started pulling out her clothes.

" Go away." She said. " I don't want to see you."

" You know I love you." Winter closed her eyes as her hands froze. Jerry took a deep breath and walked over to her. He didn't stop walking until he was standing at her side. He slowly put his arms around her, hating how she tensed up. " Please, Winter." He pressed his lips to her temple. " I love you. I never meant to hurt you." He felt Winter shudder against him a second before she pushed away from him.

" I need to finish packing." She said, turning away from him quickly.

Jerry took a few steps back and watched as she packed. When she was done, he came forward again and took the bags from her. She refused to meet his eyes. Winter wiped her eyes as she started out of their room. Jerry followed her silently, letting her stay a few steps a head of him. He couldn't take his eyes off her as they moved up the stairs together.

Once they reached the outside, she moved to Raphel's passenger door and slipped into the car. Raphel and Jerry exchanged a worried look before Jerry walked to the trunk of the car. He placed her bags inside the trunk then shut it up. He walked past the car and returned to the porch. He crossed his arms and watched as his marker and his mate pulled away.