Disclaimer: All rights go to JK Rowling as she created this amazing book series that I relate to everyday, despite the annoyance from my friends. The phrases also come from L'amoureuse so I won't take any credit from them as well.

Again I'm going to change the phrase to 'She's crying while looking at the pictures.' Obviously because this is being written in present tense.

Chapter 12- 'We need to find an easier way of getting out of our heads.' (Number 47) Hermione's POV


"No." Ginny whispers back and one simple word cracks with the amount of tears being shed. Before I say anything else she carries on. "I miss him, Mione. I miss my Freddie." She looked up at Hermione, not noticing Blaise and me in the background. "Everyone has lost during the war and I feel so bad making it all about me because I know you have had it so much worse but Fuck Hermione Fred is gone. One of the two members, of my family, that was happy all of the time. I have lost him. George has lost him. Everyone has lost him. George isn't coping well and mum is saying that she hasn't heard him laugh since Fred died. That shouldn't be allowed. The twins were forever laughing and Fred would have wanted it. I miss having Fred around because he would be able to sort the situation out. No one would have to top toe around me in fear that I'm going to hex them for saying something bad. The whole war lost someone and I should be happy that I only lost Fred but I wouldn't even consider being selfish and letting someone else lose someone if it meant having Fred back. I would take him back, and I wouldn't care. How horrible is that? I'm meant to be a Gryffindor with a whole bunch of confidence and good, I'm even dating the guy who is the poster boy for saving the wizarding world and I'm a selfish idiot. I want to replace myself for dead." Ginny then bursts into tears and I pull her into my arms.

When she starts calming down I finally try to talk her out. "You can't replace him Gin. Everyone is acting like you just no one is showing it. However, sitting here crying isn't going to make Fred proud, he is going to want someone to make his family happy again and who is going to make his death not a pointless thing. I have been saying and feeling the same things but to myself, I know my death isn't going to help anyone. I'll tell you what we need to do; we need to find a way of getting out of our heads long enough not to be wounded by these things and we can focus on the right now." I take a deep breath before going into what we came here for.

"I came here for a reason; I wanted to speak to you about an event that happened last night and what it has led to." I begin and she shows me a toothy grin.

"You mean that you and Draco did fuck." She says and I let out a gasp.

"Ginny Weasley don't be so crude! Of course not; Draco and I did meet at the party but we never left to go and do the deed. We started talking and then it got deeper and we are both just trying to get the wizarding community to become one instead of staying separate. We could also really do with some influential peoples help, like maybe you." I suggest and try to calculate her reaction.

"That's awesome Hermione! I'm on board with it." She tells me with her sparkling eyes.

"Okay Draco and Blaise are over on the next table so should I bring them over." I ask her and before I know what is happening she has turned to them and I see the mischievous look and groan.

"Draco and Blaise, what a pleasure to meet you both without you commenting on how much of a blood traitorous family I was born into, or how much my boyfriend is a pansy, or how one of my best friends was a mudblood. Come sit with us." She pulls two chairs out with her wand and my eyes frantically go between Ginny and the two Slytherin boys. Blaise makes the first move and sits down in the seat closest to me before Draco walks over as well.

"Ginny this is Blaise and Draco. Draco and Blaise this is Ginny. Please for the sack of the world Gin play nice." I plead and she gives me a fleeting glance. It stays silent for a few moments before Draco awkwardly coughs.

"I thought I would take the time to apologise to you Weas- I mean Ginny. We have been wrong for the last 7 years and we are trying desperately to change our ways and become part of a community that people will respect us." Draco apologises and he looks at me to see how well he has done.

"I don't care." Ginny starts and it sounds like she is about to throw his apology in his face. "What I mean is that I gave up caring about names that you have called me way before the war ended. I thought your names were a sign of ignorance and you unwillingness to understand change. However I can understand with the side that you were brought to why you would have to do that and so I forgive you. Right now you need to be focused on changing our community because as much as I hate to admit it you are a powerful wizard and this fight is going to need people with a lot of back bone." She finishes in a sombre tone but passion pouring through her eyes.

"Thank you." Both boys say quietly and we all just look at each other and realise the progress that we have made with only a few sorrys.

"So who has been told about our snakes being on our team?" Ginny teases and I perk up.

"Neville and Luna; Harry and Ron have been told however Ron had a mental attack because Draco is helping and Harry is doing whatever he does when Ron goes into one of these moods.

"My brother is an idiot; that is one thing I think we can agree on Draco." Ginny mutters and Draco lets out another laugh at that.

"We also have some other Slytherins' on our team, Theodore Nott and Daphne Greengrass." I say so we don't sound like such pathetic numbers.

"That's good. Harry is on board just won't say it and Ron will follow shortly he will just complain. Unfortunately that boy has got it in his head that the world should be owed to you three and that he doesn't need to change anything about himself." She grumbles angrily before grabbing a piece of parchment and writing down quickly.

"What are you doing?" Blaise asks watching her with caution.

"I am sending Harry a letter telling him that if he doesn't get Ron to agree by dinner then he is not getting any type of affection from me." She answers, stabbing the quill into every dot.

"The girl is evil." Draco laughs and lets out a whistle.

"Yeah you need someone to do that to you mate!" Blaise exclaims before letting out a chuckle.

"No one can resist the charm." Draco smirks and we all let out a snort of disagreement. Ginny stands up, pushing her chair back and sends the note flying out to Harry.

"Well before I barf at how gross looking Draco is I am going up to the owlry to send mother a letter about her ridiculous son and about my week." She walks away and we all wave at her.

"And then there were three." I say and rest my arms against the table.

"Actually I need to leave. I have to take care of some stuff but I shall see you before dinner." Blaise says with a small smile.

"Oh crap, can you run to Ginny and tell her we are meeting at dinner?" I ask with a matching smile.

"Sure, bye guys." Blaise jogs out, careful not to get caught by anyone.

"And then there were two" Draco mocks me with a smile that shows he is teasing.

"That's true, unless you leave me." I say, mocking him right back.

"I won't leave you Hermione. If you need someone just come and talk to me. I'm here for you now, until the end." He says and grabs my hand across the table. I squeeze his hand and let out a nice content smile.

"And me with you,"


A/N: Finished another chapter. Happy new year people and 2 chapter in 2/3 days, impressive.

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