Looking for someone like you
AU. Finn has a life in New York as a teacher. He's really happy but somehow something is missing. When one of Blaine's old childhood friends decides to move to back into town, he doesn't come alone. And maybe this girl, Rachel Berry might be his something missing.
A/N: hello everyone! I'm back with a new chapter! I'm still insecure about where to take this or I in fact make Rachel pregnant, this isn't really more about her career like the usual Rachel, she's more down to earth and less take guns in this story but that doesn't mean she's not ambitious, only this is more about Finn and how he will deal with the possibility of his life changing forever, all going back to losing Sam and direction on his life after the accident.
Sorry for the rambling! On to the story! I do hope you enjoy it!
I own nothing!
Chapter 12: Looking for the bright light.
Those had to have been the longest 3 minutes of his life. He stared at Rachel a few times and she offered him a reassuring smile.
"So... What happens if, are we really doing this, or I mean what about the play?" He'd began to ramble which he tended to when he was anxious.
"Why don't we cross that bridge when we get to it?" Finn nodded. His phone buzzed. Time was up.
"Rachel.."
"Can you look?" She asked shyly glaring over at the stick on the sink. "I can't look.."
"Rachel, wait I just want you to know that whatever happens, I love you.."
"I love you too Finn." She leaned to kiss his lips. "Now look, It's killing me.."
"You knocked her up!" Amber snarled as soon as Finn opened the door to the apartment. "You did? Oh my god!"
"What do you want Amber?"
"Santana and Kurt can't keep a secret, you know that , I was going to find out sooner or later." Finn let his sister in. "Where's Rachel?"
"Sleeping.." Finn said calmly. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm still your sister Finn, I thought we were passed this.. I'm happy for you, this is a good thing.." Finn ran his fingers trough his short hair. "Or not.."
"We have a doctors appointment to be sure." Finn said collapsing on the couch. Amber sighed and joined him.
"How are you feeling?" She asked sincerely. Finn gave her a weak smile.
"I am... I don't know, I feel like I'm going to be sick, is that wrong?"
"It's okay, it wasn't planned but you and Rachel are old enough, it's not the same as when you're 17 Finn. You're ready."
Finn didn't move. "What if maybe I don't want to be ready for it to happen yet?" Amber's face fell. "I love Rachel, I really do but... This is... She's got her first callback today, It's her time to shine and what do I do? I knock her up. Yeah that's awesome.." The bitterness in his voice told Amber this was more to him than just being mentally ready for a child. She knew her brother and the last thing he wanted was to fail somehow, to mess up someone's else's life.
"Finn.."
They heard Rachel's weak voice coming from the bathroom as she called for him.
"I can't do this right now, okay? I know you want to help but.."
"You need to keep her hydrated, try ginger ale, it worked for me."
"Yeah I know.." Finn said with a smile.
"I'm just a phone call away if you need me baby brother, don't forget it."
And with that she left. Finn sprung to Rachel's side to find her sitting on the tub fighting the urge to throw up.
"Who was that.." She asksx weakly.
"My sister, she wanted to make sure we were okay." Finn sat beside her, taking off his glasses tiredly. "Are we?"
"What do you mean?" She frowned.
"I mean, do you really want this Rach? Because it just happened at the worst timing possible.." She was utterly surprised by the sadness in his voice, he was a teacher, one who worked with little kids and he'd raised Joey and Shane, why was he so out of it?
"Baby, listen to me.." She took his hand in hers and landed it on her belly. "We don't know anything for sure just yet okay?" Finn nodded. "And I don't know about it either, It's unexpected and yes it came in a moment where we are in a bit of a predicament.."
"You think?"
"But I love you and nothing would make me happier than having your child. You are already amazing with the boys and Beth..."
"I just.." She silenced him with a kiss.
"I'm going to kill him!" Blaine's subtly had not worked, he was sure Rachel would have wanted to tell him about the pregnancy herself but, well it had slipped.
"Pato, calm down... I'm sure there's an explanation.."
"I'm not going to let him give me one!" He bellowed.
"Pat.." Blaine said calmly. "It's not like you have been completely honest with Rachel either..."
"I didn't get myself knocked up by some mental.."
"Hey! That's my brother!" Kurt chipped in. "Yes, he's got baggage and yes he's trying to work trough it, lets not go pointing fingers here."
"So..." The doctor gave them a slight smile. She could see both of them were extremely nervous. "First baby?"
"Yes." Rachel giggled. "Is it that noticeable?"
"It is, but don't worry, it's not my first time with kids like you.."
"You can't be too much older than us?" Rachel said.
"You'd be surprised." She said winking. "Alright, shall we get started?" Rachel's hand was linked with Finn's as he sat next to her.
It took the doctor a while to actually look at them after that. Finn remembered haring the baby's heartbeat as soon as the doctor had the monitor out. "Doc, is everything okay?" Rachel glanced over at Finn worriedly.
"I... I can't find a heartbeat.." Finn was sure that wasn't really directly to them as more to the doctor. to herself.
"Does that mean I am not pregnant?" Rachel's small voice sent shivers down his spine. And for one he wished he'd been happy about the baby instead of being so insecure. "What does it mean?"
Don't hate me guys! I'm building up the story because I didn't want her to just be pregnant and that's that. So please hang in the! We're almost there!
Next up: did they find a heartbeat? And what about Patrick and Richie? Stay tuned! Thank you for reading and Please review if you can :)
