Chapter Twelve

Bella's POV

After I regained a normal breathing pattern, I opened my eyes to find Jake hovering over me with a smirk.

Immediately I wanted to hide. I put my hand over my face, trying to hide from penetrating gaze.

"Bells.. Don't."

"I.. I'm.. Sorr.." I was cut off

"Don't even finish that sentence. You have nothing to be sorry for and you certainly don't have to hide from me." Jake said his voice full of concern.

" I know. I just." I actually didn't know how to say, what sounded so perfect in my head.

"We don't have to do anything else until you're ready. I shouldn't have let us get this far."

"NO! Jake, no that is not what I was trying to say."

He gave me a look of uncertainty that broke my heart.

"Jake, please.. I asked for this, I know what I want. I don't want to mess it up with words." I was rambling now.

I took in a deep shaky breath.

"I know how to ruin a good moment, don't I?" I laugh nervously

"You didn't ruin anything, Bells." Jake said reassuring me with a kiss.

"I wanted.. I want this. I want us, I want you. No one has ever looked at me the way you do. My only experience with intimacy or lack of.. was bad. This is what I should have felt all along. When I opened my eyes and saw you smiling at me, my insecurities took over. I feel like I shouldn't have this chance with you, I don't deserve you."

"Bells, you deserve to be happy. That's really all I ever wanted for you. Whether its with me or someone else. You deserve the world and I will always do everything in my power to show you that."

I wrapped my arms around Jake's neck and pulled him to my lips. My need for him apparent as I pushed him back and straddled his hips. Our kisses now desperate, tongues intertwined. His hands left the small of my back and traveled upwards to my breasts. He was teasing each nipple between his thumb and index fingers.

My body was feverishly reacting to his touch, I felt like I was on fire. He pulled away from my lips and started placing kisses along my jaw line and down my neck. I threw my head back to give him better access and thrusters my chest forward, his kisses traveled to my breasts.

He stopped with his lips hovering over my pert nipple. He took in a deep breath and released a low growl and flipped me over onto my back. That growl released something inside me, I felt my juices pool between my legs.

His warm hand ran down my side to my thigh, pulling it forward and my legs immediately wrapped around his hips.

"Oh god, Jake!" I moaned as he ground his hips into me and sucked my nipple into his mouth.

I needed him, I wanted to feel him inside me.

I took his hand in mine and guided it between my legs. I needed his touch like my life depended on it.

He ran his finger the full length of my soaked center.

"You are so wet." he said as he pushed one finger inside me.

I couldn't control my body's reaction to him, it felt so good, I didn't want to control anything other than making sure the motion didn't stop. I grind against his finger and it wasn't nearly enough.

"More, please! I need more, Jake."

He added a second finger and began working them in and out of me. I could feel the pressure building deep inside.

"Jake, I need to feel you, please. I want you inside me" I said breathlessly.

His lips were on mine as soon as the words left me. I had one hand entwined in his hair and the other gripping his bicep.

I whimpered as I felt the loss of his fingers.

"Bella, I want you so badly, I just need to make sure this is what you want." he asked panting, his desire pressed against my wet folds.

I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face.

I replied "I've never been more sure of anything, Jake." and brought my lips back to his into a searing kiss that left no more room for question.

He reached between us and lined himself up. The head of his throbbing member pressed against my opening. Slowly he pushed himself inside me, filling me to the very core of my need. My walls clinched around him, he stilled waiting for me to adjust.

"I love you!" he said and placed soft kisses all over my face.

"I love you too!" I replied, bucking my hips against him, willing him to move.

His thrusts started slow and began to build in pace.

"You feel so good, baby." he growled as I raked my nails down his back.

I needed more, I needed him to give himself to me completely, I could feel him holding back.

"Oh god, Jake. harder please."

I was meeting every thrust, we moved in sync with each other.

"Oh.. Jake!.."

I could feel the pressure in my lower belly building, my breathing was erratic. I was moaning his name over and over.

"Look at me, baby." he said in a low husky tone.

As soon as my eyes connected with his, I saw his wolf just behind his beautiful eyes. I knew right then he was going to mark me and I welcomed it.

I dug my nails deep into his back, luring the wolf forward.

His thrusts were becoming harder and more erratic. He reached between us and started circling my clit with his finger.

"Oh, God! Jake! OH, GOD!" I was chanting over and over.

Just as my orgasm was about to take me. He pulled out and flipped me over on all fours and slammed back into me.

"Fuck!" I screamed

This new position sent shockwaves through my whole body. I was trembling with desire and pleasure.

I could feel him gathering my hair in his hand. He yanked it back so my body came up and was flash against him.

"Mine." He growled

"Yours." I replied

I felt the same pressure building again. I was pushing my hips back onto him, fast and hard.

"Ja..JAKE! " I half moaned half screamed as he sunk his teeth into the crook of my neck.

My walls started pulsing around him, I was seeing stars. I felt his hot cum shoot deep inside me and we rode our orgasms out together.

As we came down from our high, he pulled his teeth from my flesh and began licking the wound. He collapsed to the side of me and pulled me with him holding me close.

"Are you okay?" he asked sounding unsure

"I'm better than okay." I looked back and smiled at him


Outside in the darkness, there was a thunderous crash.

It set the entire pack on alert. Those who weren't phased, did so, one by one.

It was total chaos as each wolf's mind linked to the others.

SILENCE!- Sam

The all went silent.

Who was on patrol?- Sam

Embry and I.- Paul

It came from that direction. -Embry

Embry showed him the path to Jacob's house.

Paul, Embry and Seth circle around the left.-Sam

Got it boss- Paul

Jared, Leah and Quil circle around the right.- Sam

On it!- Jared

I'm going straight in. Hopefully Jacob is on alert. Keep your mind as clear as possible. Remember, if it's the leech he can read minds. - Sam

They all set out in opposite directions.


Irina's POV

"That filthy dog has his hands on MY Bella." Edward said so full of rage, he ripped up the tree he just jumped down from. The earth that held it upright was now a gaping hole. He threw it, sending it flying into the dark forest surrounding Jake's house.

"Are you insane, Edward?" Irina said through clenched teeth.

"You just alerted the entire reservation to our presences." she continued, glaring at him.

"It doesn't matter." he replied calm as could be.

"It doesn't matter? You know what they are capable of, you know we are alone. We have to leave, NOW!" Irina was now shouting at him.

Irina's throat was met with the ice cold hand of Edwards. Trees were flying past her and suddenly everything stopped. Edwards black eyes were boring into her. She could hear the sound of shattering glass. The sound was coming from her.

" .waard.." She tried to speak, but was cut off.

"I warned you once." he was still speaking so calmly.

We can hear wolves howling in the distance.

"Ed..ward.." I looked at him with pleading eyes.

"Do you honestly think I need you? I brought you along for a distraction." he said coldly

I am now wide eyed and staring at him. He isn't budging and the wolves will be here soon.

"Ed..waard.." I choke out again.

This time I was met with the sound of cracking glass. Before I realized what was happening, my head was detached from my body.

A flicker of flame and everything went dark.

Edward's POV

That worthless bitch just ruined my plans. I'll have to figure out something to tell the others when they arrive. I will just have to use one of them as bait, Edward thought to himself, as he ascended the large tree that gave perfect view into Jacobs bedroom window.

That filthy mutt is going to pay dearly.

I'm going to make her watch as a kill that dog. I'm going to make him watch as I reclaim her as my own.

I can smell those dogs getting closer. I can smell them coming from every direction.

How cute they're trying to scare me out of hiding.

Perhaps I'll teach them a lesson.

I wonder which of these mutts I should kill. Eenie, meenie, miney, mo.. The sandy brown one looks good to me.

a/n

Hey all.. I'm so sorry it has taken me so long to update. Last chapter I fixed all the typos and the things that didn't make sense. I was writing under extreme stress. My puppy had just had surgery and she was having a reaction to the medications they gave her and I was trying to occupy myself with writing. After rereading that chapter I will NEVER do that again. The typos were horrid and I was quite embarrassed. In the last 2 weeks I've nursed my puppy back to health and added a 6th niece into the family. My sister had the most precious baby girl on March 1st. I may take longer to update the next chapter because in 3 days, my best friend who I haven't seen in 3 very long years, is coming to visit for 3 weeks. To say I am excited is an understatement.

Please leave me some reviews! They give me the motivation to write.

Oh, one more thing. I have a Bella/Paul one shot half way written.. Is anyone interested in reading that pairing?