Rose Weasley's Point of View

Teddy decided he was going to stay with Charlie for awhile, until I get better. Uncle Harry is taking his teaching post at Hogwarts alone 'till he gets back. So when Charlie is at work, Teddy is taking me to the hospital. I asked Teddy and Scorpius to wait outside. I am kind of afraid of what the doctor will say.

I am laying in bed under the covers in my room at Charlie's, looking up at the ceiling, completely dumbfounded. Me? Of all people. I'm just a normal teenage witch. I mean honestly I don't even remember anything from that night. Who is the father? Oh my god….who is the father? How am I suppose to tell Mum or Dad about the pregnancy or that I don't even know who the father is?

I have been laying here for hours just crying my eyes out. Even when I don't think I'm crying I feel the tears fall down the side of my face. I should have know. How could I be so stupid? I mean I am quite frequently drunk. It could be anyone. I am shaking in terror. How could this have happened?

I have the drapes shut, the door closed with a silencing charm on the room. It is completely dark as if the light would tell the world my dark secret. This thing inside me is giving me so much pain and I can't even be more than 3 or 4 months in. What is going to happen when I am at the 9 month mark? I am truly terrified. I have been crying for hours and I feel as though I am in a deep, dark tunnel of depression, swirling in a downward spiral. I feel cold inside. I don't think I can ever be the same again.

I know who the father is and it sickens me. It is Teddy, I just know it. I've read some where that 'monsters' like werewolves, vampires and such when they are born as one can do exceeding amounts of damage to the mothers. According to Uncle Harry, Teddy nearly killed Nymphradora when he was born. She wasn't the same the same person at all. Why? How? I mean? Ugh!

I have been left with so many questions. How am I going to explain this? How could I have let this happen? I should have known better. Me of all people.

I am alone now. Charlie is at work, Teddy went back to Hogwarts without a clue and Scorpius… he's taking it in strides…I told him what the doctor said. He would never let me know or see it, but I heard him cry. Putting on a brave face for the others. I feel that same exact same thing, putting on a brave face for the others, I have never been one to show weakness. But alone, I have cried my eyes out.

Sad and cold, I lay on the roof of Charlie's home, surrounded by nothing but woods and wildlife. Trees for miles, green, lovely and wet. Its been raining for hours. I haven't really noticed much or cared. There is a lake in the distance. Its drawing me in, calling me. Rose…Rose

Its even more beautiful up close. The water is so clear, it shimmers in the sun. I stand at the edge, heart racing adrenaline pumping, daring me to jump. So I dip my barefoot in. Daring the rest of my body. Its cold, it could kill. Quite honestly,

I want it to.

I turn around bit by bit, take a deep breath and act on my impulse and jump into the water. I open my eyes underwater, it isn't as clear down here than it appeared up there. Water fills my lungs, I start to quiver and I realize the severity of what I have started. I look up and see the sun from under the water. And then a blonde blur appears in front of the sun. No, he shouldn't save me. I want to die! I am laying at the bottom of the lake, painful stabbing is coming from below me. The water around me turns red, blood red. The rocks are sharp, like daggers, intense and piercing, leaving marks with every touch. Unbearable pain.

Gut-wrenching torture. The blonde blur draws closer to me, there is a splash in the water, he comes closer through the red. I feel arms wrap around my waist, tight and strong. We come to the top of the water gasping for air.

"Rose….Rose what were you thinking?" Scorpius asks gasping as well. He pulls me to the land. I lay on wet snow, but it doesn't look like snow, snow is supposed to be fluffy, white and pure. This is red, melting quickly, flat and as impure as it gets

Rose Weasley's Point of View

Where am I?

Where is Scorpius?

10 or more faces above me, wheeling me somewhere. There is a tight feeling on my arms and legs, tourniquets, holding in my blood, my cold selfish blood. Never did I once before jumping, did I think about how this would effect mum or dad or Hugo or Teddy or….Scorpius. Where is he? I need him here, with me. I try to utter the words "Scorpius….Scorpius"

"Sweetie, just relax, we are going to take nice care of you." One of the people above me says.

Scorpius Malfoy's Point of View

I wait in the common area, still confused on what's going on. How could she have don this? Did she honestly think this was her only way out? I mean, I can think of 20 different ways out. Honestly, for some one so brilliant, that was so stupid. Why am I always the one to find her in her worst stated of mind. " Mr. Malfoy, she is awake. Would you like to go see her?"

"yes!" I jump up quickly and follow the nurse to Roses room.

"Rosalie, you have a visitor." the woman says to Rose in a calm voice. Rose slowly lifts her head off the pillow and looks up at me gently smiling. She whispers a soft 'Hi' to me as I walk into the room. Calmly, I sit in the chair next to her. She looks nervous for some odd reason. "Rosie, you don't need to be nervous. I know what your going though is scary, Rose but that, what you did at Charlie's is not the answer."

Rose Weasley's Point of View

How can he possibly say that? It is bad, I get that. But really, I have to much going on.

- These pains in my side

- My pregnancy

Its to much to handle. I cant do this "Scorpius, why are you being so nice to me? None of this involves you. I mean you're a Malfoy. Your suppose to not care. You should be happy that I almost died. You shouldn't even care about this child, its not even yours." I say arguing " Rose I don't care if I'm a Malfoy, and yes, I do care if your alive. Saving you wasn't about the child. I want you. I need you. Rose it has always been about you." he says holding my hands softly making sure not to hurt me. Then he leans in carefully and gently kisses me soft and sweet. And this time I don't care who we are or where we come from. Its just Rose and Scorpius, not Weasley and Malfoy. Its funny to think only a year ago, I would have hexed him if he did this. We certainly have come a long way. How am I going to explain this to my family? I don't think I could even tell Al that I'm in love with a Malfoy. Did I just say that? Am I really 'in love' with him.

" I love you Rose."

"I… I love you too."

"Rose! What did you do?" Uncle Charlie runs in panic. Kind of like what Mum would do "What the hell were you thinking? Suicide? Really Rose?" he screams as he paces back and forth, mind going 1000 miles per hour. Then the nurse walks in, thankfully, and said "Ms. Weasley needs her rest. I am going to have to ask both of you to leave. I avoid the lecture. I am sure its not over though. "Just one more thing." Charlie says. "Malfoy. If you ever tough her again… I will hunt you down and skin you like the slimy snake you are." he says and then Uncle Charlie walks over to me, hugs me gently, and whispers in my ear "That did make sense didn't it?" "Not quite, but he's scared anyway." I say whispering, he kisses me on the forehead and walks out. Scorpius gets up from his chair and kisses me again quickly and says "Feel better my love." and begins to walk out.

"Scorpius?" I say, he turns around and makes a 'hmmm' noise.

"Come back tomorrow?" I ask softly

"Always." he says and smiles. I return his smile. He walks out of the room and I close my eyes, still smiling.

I don't really remember much from the other day, but what I do remember is Scorpius saving me, and I am glad he did. I acted on my impulse and in time of loneliness your desire to die is high. "Ms. Weasley, your uncle dropped off these letters for you before going to work. He stopped in too but he didn't want to wake you." she says "Thank you." I half smile.

Dear Rose,

This is very hard for you and Hugo, to understand this, but I know you have seen your father and I are having issues with our marriage. We went to the ministry of magic and filed for a divorce. Rosie, sweetie don't worry, your father and I will always love you. When you get back from Romania, there will be a custody hearing. Charlie called us last night and told us there was an 'incident'. He said you were going to be fine and not to worry, but Rose really are you going to be alright? You know Charlie has a way of under playing things. He also says that you and Scorpius Malfoy are getting a little to friendly. I will be honest, I an very hesitant about you two being together. Your father on the other hand thinks that you have picked up some rare Romanian disease that messes with your judgment min guys. And also "No daughter of mine shall date or be involved with in any such way with a family of blonde bitches such as the death eater family of Malfoys." and you will be having a serious talk when you get back. But Rosie, Love, he is all talk and you and I both know that. Call me Sweetie, right when you feel better.

Love always,

Hermione J. Ganger

(Mum)

Dear Rose,

I know I promised you I would come back today. But, I cant. By the time you get this, I will be back at Hogwarts. Rose, it is absolutely nothing you did. You were right, I am a Malfoy and yes, you are a Weasley, and we will be slaughtered when our parents find out. I am not leaving because of you. I love you and I know you know too.

Love,

Scorpius H. Malfoy