When they walked in my worry turned into admiration. The first one was a Greek god. He was perfect from his blond hair, nice clothes, and fit body. The other one was just as beautiful as the blonde one. He had tousled bronze hair, looking fierce and also nice clothes. They both had pale skin, bruises under their eyes, and golden eyes. The other one who I assumed was Jacob. He looked exactly like the rest of the pack, but bigger. I think he was even bigger than Sam. I stared like a wide eyed idiot while everyone said hello.
"This is Lucy," Embry said giving me a look that I can't really understand.
"Lucy it's very nice to meet you," the blonde one said. I can smell them from here and they smell sweet and just pretty much amazing. "I'm Carlisle and this is my son Edward," he said. Edward gave me a small smile and I felt a blush creeping on my neck then scolded me mentally. I better not embarrass myself any more than what is about to happen.
"Nice to meet you," I said evenly. The big guy Jake came and sat by me. "So you got my boy Embry hooked do you?" he asked teasing.
"I wouldn't go that far," I said
"Nope, I'm pretty sure you can make me do anything," Embry said smiling.
"Enough about me, I'm so glad Embry has his friend back," I said truly happy.
"Yeah, I really need to visit more it's just Nessie," Jake said.
"Bring here down here, she loves me," Embry said.
"I'm sure she does," Jake laughed.
"Um sorry to interrupt but I would really like to Lucy because the situation has been put off for a little too long," Carlisle said.
"Of coarse," Sam said, "Let's get out of here and give them some space."
Everyone left except for the two vampires and I started to get real nervous.
"I promise to make this very fast," Carlisle promised.
He was very fast; I was gritting my teeth through the whole thing though. He said I'll be sore for a couple of weeks.
"Lucy I have a real serious question for you and I need you to be completely honest about it," Carlisle said.
"Yeah?" I asked getting a little nervous.
"Have you had sex before?" he asked.
"No, why do you ask?"
"Because it should have been a lot worse if that was your first time," he said.
NO, I mentally screamed in my head. I will not think about it but her face still popped into my head.
"Who was that?" Edward asked.
"What?"
"I can read thoughts. Who was that woman in you were thinking about?"
"I think you guys did your job already. You can leave now," I ordered and somehow Embry was right beside me.
"Lucy have you ever been raped before?" Carlisle pressured. My heart froze and my body got real frigid. No one knew this except my dad. The reason we moved. I worked so hard not to ever think about it.
"Please just go, I don't want to ruin this family with my pain," I said shakily.
"Lucy please you can trust it with us," Emily said.
I shook my head uncontrollably, but it all came flooding back at once. It felt like I was getting slammed into concrete with each memory. Silent tears started rolling down my face for being upset with me that I wasn't strong enough to keep it away. I remember Edward and I looked up at him and he looked horrified.
"My mom was a sick person," I said calmly. "She was very sick and did horrible stuff to me. That is the reason we moved up here. Carlisle that was the first time I've been raped but I've had some other things done to me," I sighed realizing I had to tell them my story. "I flirted with a boy before and she got mad and taught me what would happen to me if I hung around boys. So, she thought the lesson would be to shove a bottle up me. I was only thirteen too, boys were new to me. Anyways the bottle busted inside of me and she made me pull out the pieces myself because how would she explain that to the doctor. I'm fine now though, she's long gone and taken care of," I strongly said.
"You shot her," Edward gasped.
"What else was I supposed to do? Let her keep hitting me? Doing all those horrible things?" I whispered then shook my head to clear it. "What's done is done. Maybe I'm screwed up because I feel happy that she's dead, I don't know why she did it, but what I do know is the past is done. Some people get scarred but I'd like to think I'm a fighter you know? All I know is that hopefully my family is done being screwed with and I can have this big happy family."
"Wow Lucy your thoughts are very true," Edward said.
"I am not a liar," I said slightly appalled that someone would call me out like that.
"Wow Embry you're the sensitive one and she's the rock," Nathan joked.
"Do you want to see me not sensitive?" Embry asked towering over Nathan.
"No man I was just kidding," he said backing off.
"Well on that note," Carlisle said. "Lucy just takes it easy for a few days, your going to be very sore."
"Yes doctor sir," I said with a grin.
"You guys should come up and visit sometime," Carlisle said.
"We'll try, I know Nessie would like that," Sam said.
"We'll see you hopefully soon," Edwards said.
"Take it easy," Carlisle said sternly to me as he went out the door.
"Why aren't you leaving?' Embry asked Jake.
"Thought I'd hang out with my boys for a day," he said punching Embry on the arm. "And I kind of miss my dad," he confessed.
"Yeah, he misses you too," he said.
After that they tried to dig a little deeper into the story but I brushed them off saying that it would be so much easier on me if I just pushed it out of my mind forever. Sam and Emily were talking. I was talking to Nathan about random stuff and Jake and Embry were talking about cars. Nathan was really a cool down to earth guy, but he seriously didn't have the affect on me that Embry did. It just seemed like my eyes would wander over to him and he would always feel it and smile at me making my heart stop and start again going really fast.
It was about midnight when Sam booted Embry and Jake out. Emily gave me a sponge bath but she was nice and talked the whole time making it a whole lot less awkward. She was very gentle where she didn't hurt me at all. When I got into bed Nathan was snoring away and I banged my crutches against everything and he still didn't stir. I think I like this roommate I thought I was almost asleep before I hit the pillows so when I did get in bed I fell asleep right away.
This time my dream was about my mom and she was doing horrible things to me again. Nathan shook me awake saying I was screaming. Having his hot hands touch me reminded me so much of Embry's. He got back in bed as I lied wide eyed and terrified. He was snoring in seconds. I hopped over to his bed not bothering to use my crutches because it was only like seven feet. I put my hand on his shoulder and shook him awake.
"What is it," he asked drowsy.
"Can I sleep with you please," I asked sounding like a little kid again.
He mumbled something I didn't understand and scooted over so I took that as a yes. I climbed in beside him and just the heat coming off of him made so much comfort come to me I finally fell into a peaceful sleep.
"Huh, what," I woke up to.
I looked up at him and he was giving me a confused look. "You said I could," I quickly defended myself.
"Oh yeah," he said rubbing his eyes. "I guess I forgot."
"Sorry if I took advantage of you kid," I said winking at him which he laughed at because my winking sucks.
"Yeah you take advantage of the hot one here," he said trying to be serious.
"Please let's take a toll and see who would win on that scale," I said jokingly back. On the inside I was scared that I would lose because I don't think I'm pretty at all.
"Your right you would win," he said seriously.
"Whatever," I said swinging my legs to the side of the bed. I stood up supporting myself with one leg and let out a huge yawn and stretching with it. Nathan poked me in the side and I yelped and twitched away from his finger. In that process I tripped over my huge cast and crashed onto the floor letting out a howl of pain.
"Oh my God Lucy I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to," Nathan said frantically.
"Its fine," I panted, trying to control myself for his sake.
"What's going on," Emily asked entering the room.
"It's all my fault I tickled her not thinking and she tripped and fell to the ground," he said guiltily. "I was so in shock on how ticklish she was I didn't react fast enough to catch her."
"But, I'm fine now so let's just forget it happened," I said. "So, what time is it," I asked changing the subject.
"Noon," Emily said with a smile.
"Wow, I can't believe I slept that long without a nightmare," I said honestly. "Thanks," I said looking at Nathan.
"No problem now all I have to do is try to avoid Embry," he said looking slightly afraid.
"He should be happy that you're the one that's making me sleep peacefully."
"He'll be upset because he won't be able to do it."
"That's silly because he needs to be home where he's actually accepted," I said. "Were the homeless people we got to stick together right," I badly joked.
"Yeah," he said looking sad.
"Hey do you think you could help me up," I asked.
"Oh yeah, sorry again," he said gently helping me up.
"It's okay again," I said. "Hey I don't think I'm going back to school until next year because I'm already a year ahead, so I think I just need to take some time off and adjust," I said to Emily who was still standing in the doorway.
"If you think that's best, but if you want to go back I will encourage you and help you with whatever you need," she said looking kind of excited.
"You're going to make a great mom," I said smiling at her.
For some reason tears filled in up her eyes and she said, "I hope so," and walked quickly out of the room.
Yeah I know it's really really really really late but I'm trying to update more and I promise I shall try very very hard and um well tough times are going on in my life and some days it's a relief to write others its just the last thing from my mind. I promise that I will finish this story though, I just don't know how long it will take but I hope it will take very little time just try to stick with me here pretty please. Oh, yeah review please.
