A/N: So this is my biggest story, and I wanted to say thank you to everyone for reading! Without any further ado, here it is.

Chapter 12

Logan was sitting in the passenger seat of the GTO. Things with Kendall had taken a turn for the worst. Logan remember how all day he had told him that he could find someone else who would put out. But he couldn't help but be frustrated that Kendall was trying to pressure him into having sex. He wanted to be with someone who respected him and his wishes.

"Kendall, I'm really sorry that I lied to you." Logan said when Kendall parked outside of his house. He had apologized numerous times, but still didn't think Kendall had really forgiven him.

"It's okay Logie. Call me after Zevon leaves, okay?" Kendall said in a loving voice. Logan nodded and went inside.

Right at seven, he heard a knock on the door and he knew that it was going to be Dak. When he opened the door he motioned for Dak to come in and after he did he led him up to his room. When Logan closed the door he looked back at Dak who seemed a little nervous and out of place.

"So, I don't really need help with my project. I'm actually ahead on it. I just want to know how you did it. You got Kendall to come out for you, how?" Dak seemed almost frantic as he spoke. Anyone who looked at him could see the pain in his eyes.

Logan was quite for a few moments. He hadn't been expecting Dak to just jump right into the topic of him and Kendall. But the fact that he did let Logan know that he was jealous. "Well, I had him prove that he really wanted to be with me. I knew that he was the school's biggest heartbreaker. I had to make sure that he really wanted to be with me. That this wasn't just some game."

Logan looked down while he spoke. He knew that hearing this couldn't have been easy. He didn't want Dak to get upset at him for something that really wasn't his fault. Dak was quite for the next several minutes and when Logan finally looked at him, Dak looked like he was deep in thought. Logan knew that it was the perfect opportunity to ask what exactly had happened, he wouldn't get another chance like this. He took a deep breath before he spoke.

"What exactly happened between you and Kendall?" Logan asked quietly, hoping that Dak would really tell him.

Dak glanced at him and then looked back down. It took him several moments before he finally started speaking. "Well, Kendall and I were really good friends for a while. We use to play hockey together, so we were close. But then when we got into high school, I dropped hockey for football and after that we just drifted apart slowly. I had my friends and he had his.

"After all that he started to make snide comments to me and give me shit for selling out to football and giving up on hockey. We became mortal enemies in a matter of a year, we couldn't stand each other." Dak paused and grinned slightly. "One day, I thought that since he was making a fool of me constantly that maybe I should turn the tables. We argued and zinged each other back and forth.

"I think I actually beat him, because he walked away saying fuck you, Zevon. I told him that it would never happen and to keep dreaming. It was after that, that he started to talk to me again. He would call me and see if I wanted to hang out, I was skeptical at first but I gave in. One day when we were at my house, he kissed me. It was a game to him, I resisted but he still got me." Logan could see the light in Dak's eyes grow as he paused and thought for a few seconds.

"We dated for a week, after we had sex for the first time he asked me out and I said yes. I remember thinking that I was special. He never kept anyone around for a week after he had sex with them. I thought that maybe I really was different and he did care. He didn't. I wanted to come out with him. He broke up with me after I said that, and told me if I ever told anyone he would destroy me."

Logan looked at Dak like he was insane. He knew that Kendall could be heartless but he didn't know that he could be that heartless. Logan couldn't help but wonder if he was just going to be the next Dak. If he would be like everyone else Kendall had been involved with. He couldn't help but wonder if Kendall would leave him, if he didn't have sex with him. Or hell, even if he did.

"Do you think I'm different?" Logan asked weakly. Logan couldn't be so sure he was anymore. He knew now that Kendall would do anything to get what he wanted, even lie.

"I don't know. Don't ever feel secure with him, because he isn't a stable boyfriend. He's proved that constantly. He'll get what he wants and then he will leave." Dak said.

Logan couldn't help but be sad about that. "I think I'm falling for him." He said, not wanting to meet Dak's eyes.

"Then it's already too late." Dak said simply. "All I can say is good luck."

Logan knew that he would need all the luck he could get. He wanted to have Kendall be his, not just leave him after he got what he wanted. Then something else crossed his mind.

"What happened to Camille? I haven't seen her around at school lately." Logan asked curiously.

Dak frowned at the mention of her. "She transferred schools, but she didn't have a threesome. She's never lied to me about anything. Kendall made it up, because she was trying to protect you. She didn't want him to get to you. He had to get rid of her, to get to you."

Logan could feel his eyes widen, and his jaw drop. He couldn't believe that Kendall would really do that. He didn't want to believe that Kendall could really be that conniving and evil, he wouldn't believe it. "There is no way that he is that evil." He said simply.

Dak shrugged. "Maybe, maybe not. I'll show myself out." Logan watched as Dak left his room and a few moments later he heard the door slam.

Logan couldn't help but let his mind stay on their conversation. There is no way my Kendall could be that mean and cruel. He wouldn't have made it up, there is no way he would do that! He is a good guy at heart. I just have to trust Kendall. I just have to believe in him. Logan sighed and closed his door and threw himself on his bed.

Kendall sat in his living room with Jett and Wayne across from him. He had to do something to keep his mind off of Logan being with Dak. He didn't know what kind of lies Dak would try and spread about him. And he was scared that Dak was trying to steal Logan to get back at him.

"So you and Mitchell, huh?" Wayne asked in a taunting voice.

Kendall couldn't help but get a little angry. Wayne was one of his friends, he didn't think that he would try and make fun of him for this. Kendall couldn't believe that his friend could be so stupid as to fuck around with him.

"There's nothing wrong with it." Kendall said defensively. "But Coach was asking about it earlier, his only concern was he didn't want it to distract and fuck up his power line. He said that Logan and I are the two best players and he just doesn't want it to fuck up any wins for the team."

Kendall could see Wayne tense up at the mention of that. "Are you serious? Mitchell isn't that good. He's pretty average. He came in and stole my starter position. Or perhaps, it was a little nepotism. Besides, no one even really likes him. He's a fucking geek." Wayne said bitterly.

Kendall jerked his head to look at Wayne after he had finished talking. He would be damned if he was going to let someone talk about his Logie that way. "Dude, if you want to stay in my good graces...don't ever talk shit on my boyfriend again...got it? And for the record, Logan out skated you, out scored you and his puck handling is better then you could ever dream of. He earned it."

He watched as Wayne looked down, realizing that this wasn't a battle he wanted to fight. Kendall couldn't help but smile at that. He liked the fact that he had power over everyone. He liked being in control. And when he wasn't, he stopped at nothing to gain it back.

"So, did you really mean what you said earlier?" Jett asked. Kendall couldn't remember what he had said, so he just gave Jett a blank look signaling that he needed to be more specific. "I mean about this whole thing with Logan not being a game anymore."

Kendall pinched the bridge of his nose and thought about it for a few seconds. He had always been real with his friends and he saw no reason to stop now. "It's not a game anymore. I think I may have genuine feelings for him, but I swear to the both of you, he will be sorry that he lied to me. And he will never do it again."

Jett and Wayne nodded and told him that he had to nip it in the bud. Make sure that Logan didn't think it was okay to lie to him.

It had been two days since Logan had lied to him. He was for the most part still being lovey with him, but was still reminding him that he could easily have anyone he wanted. He could see Logan slowly breaking, he was almost at rock bottom and then once he hit that point, Kendall was going to lift him up and let him know how much he really cared about him. He just had to prove his point.

Kendall had made it a point to be late picking Logan up the last two mornings, and today was no different. He showed up almost fifteen minutes late and when asked why he was late, he just simply told Logan that something else had come up.

Kendall drove to school and listened to Logan as he rambled on about the new book he was reading. How it was an amazing book and he couldn't put it down the night before. Kendall tried to drown him out. Kendall was going crazy, he refused to hang out with Logan after practice to try and make it harder on him. But at the same time, he was miserable too. He was considering just stopping all of it, but he knew that he had to make one more good point.

When they arrived at school, Kendall led Logan to his locker, knowing that Jo's was right next to it. This was going to be Logan's last punishment and then he would apologize and say that he was sorry. And he would be forgiven, he wouldn't have to do anything but say I'm sorry, to be forgiven.

They were finally at Logan's locker and sure enough Jo was there trying not to stare at Kendall. Kendall smiled. When he finally reached her, he ignored Logan and looked at Jo. "Hey, I was thinking, I'm behind in english and you have the same teacher...would you mind helping me sometime, you know catch up and all that."

Kendall watched as a blush creeped onto Jo's face. He could see that she was completely flustered. She dropped her book when she asked. "Are you serious?" She asked with a hopeful voice.

Kendall nodded. "Of course, and maybe I could take you to Pelican Bay afterwards. That's your favorite, isn't it?"

Kendall snuck a glance at Logan, and he was miserable. Kendall was sure that Logan was close to crying, but he was too proud to let anyone see that.

"Yeah, that would be awesome! But what about Logan?" She asked, her eyes looking at Logan.

"What about Logan?" Kendall asked. He heard a locker slam and when he looked behind him, he saw Logan walking off. "I just wanted to hang out. You know, talk." Kendall said, while rubbing Jo's cheek softly.

Kendall noticed that Jo's attention had been taken off of him. She was looking behind him. Before he could turn around though he heard a deep voice ask. "Kendall Knight?"

He turned around and saw two police officers standing in front of him "Yeah." Kendall said simply. Cops, didn't scare him. He had been talked to so many times about stupid shit that it didn't bother him anymore.

"Follow us, Mr. Knight." One said. Kendall looked at his name tag. Officer Barnes.

"Please, Officer Barnes. Call me Kendall." He said with a grin and followed the cops. Kendall had learned that the only way to get through this stuff was to be polite and give the police the respect they thought they deserved.

Kendall followed the two police officers into the principal's office and when he sat there, Principal Rocque was sitting in front of him with his palms pressed together in front of his body. Kendall couldn't help but think that it looked like he was trying to pray. "Hi, Gustavo." Kendall said with a sly grin.

"It's Principal Rocque! And sit down, now!" He said getting aggitated.

Kendall noticed that there was a man in a suit standing behind Mr. Rocque. Before he could make a comment on it, the man spoke. "My name is Michael Stein, and I'm Camille Robert's attorney. I am here to let you know that you and your friend Mr. Stetson are being sued for defamation, more specifically for slander."

Kendall couldn't help but jump to his feet, slap the desk and yell. "WHAT?"

"She had to transfer schools because her reputation was ruined here and she is in counseling. She is only asking for a fair amount of money, and just be glad that this didn't take a turn for the worse. Otherwise you could have been in jail." Mr. Stein handed him a stack of papers. "It's all explained in here. Now, I will need your parents to get into contact with me about this."

Kendall frantically looked through the sheets of paper. This can not be happening, this can not be happening!

"Now, go to class!" Mr. Rocque yelled at him.

Kendall stood up and made his way to his first period. When he got there he could feel everyone's eyes on him. When he sat down he sank down in his chair. He couldn't help but be pissed. I can't believe that little bitch is going to really do this. I could destroy her even at her new school, but I'm sure that wouldn't really help me much. It's not like they have any prove that she didn't do it! This is going to get thrown out the window. Well, I hope so.

When the bell rang he stood up and made his way to the door. When he walked out he saw Logan rushing up to him. "Kendall, I heard the cops came for you! What happened?" Logan asked in a worried tone.

Kendall sighed. He knew that this could potentially ruin him and Logan. "We'll talk about it after practice if you aren't hanging out with Dak."

"I'm not. I'll see you then, bye babe." Logan leaned over and kissed his cheek and walked off. Kendall knew at that moment that he was going to have to come clean about everything that had gone on. There was no way around it.

Practice had dragged on for Logan. No one knew why Kendall had been pulled aside, but everyone was talking about it. Logan wanted to know, so he hurried and dressed so he could meet Kendall.

"So, did you ever find out what the deal was with all those cops?" Carlos asked in an excited tone.

Logan shook his head. "Not yet, we're gonna talk about it after we're done here."

Carlos was done dressing now. "I heard that Kendall was flirting with Jo right in front of you. I heard it from Mercedes. Are you sure he isn't playing a game with you?" Carlos asked in a worried tone.

Logan didn't know how to respond. He knew what Kendall was doing was wrong, but he wasn't ready to part with him. He wanted to be with him. "It's not like he can change overnight, and I don't expect him to. He's still going to be a douche bag but for the most part when we're together he's amazing to me and this is all new to him, but he is slowly changing." Logan said trying to defend Kendall.

Logan could see the look of disapproval on Carlos' face. He knew that Carlos didn't like the fact that he was putting himself through this. "Well, maybe you guys could come out with James and me, we're gonna go to Denny's." Carlos said with a huge smile.

Logan didn't know if Kendall would want to, and since he had lied to Kendall, he didn't want to hang out with him and so he wanted to see him and spend time with him. "Let me ask my love." Logan said with a grin. He couldn't help but notice the frown on Carlos' face.

Logan walked over to Kendall's locker. He was in a deep and serious conversation with Jett. Kendall looked at him when he came over. "Hey, Carlos and James want to know if we wanna go to Denny's with them." Logan said with a warm smile to Kendall.

Kendall frowned at Logan. "Maybe next time. I really need to talk to you." Kendall said with a sad face.

"Okay, well I'm gonna go talk to James until you're done getting ready. So I'll meet you out there?" Logan asked in an unsure voice. But he smiled when Kendall nodded.

Carlos and Logan walked out to the parking lot where James was waiting patiently. He smiled when Logan was up to him. "So is your boyfriend still being a douche bag?" James asked in a smug voice.

Logan regretted telling them everything that was going on with Kendall. He wished now that he hadn't. "Not really, he seems to be really worried about whatever happened with the cops." Logan said in a calm voice.

"Oh, so you don't know what happened yet?" James said with a sad voice. Logan knew that everyone in the school was on the edge of their seat, ready to hear what had happened with the cops. Logan was one of them.

Logan felt a pair of arms wrap around him. "Ready to go Logie?" He heard Kendall say in his ear. Logan looked back at him and nodded.

"Wait." James said holding up his hands motioning for them to stop. "Listen, I've told you from the start what was up. Logan deserves to be treated with respect, and he better be shown that respect...got it?" James said with an intense glare at Kendall.

Logan watched as Kendall glared back at his best friend. But while he didn't think it was James' place to say something, he was glad he did. "Got it." Kendall said through gritted teeth.

They arrived at Kendall's house shortly after that. When they got in there Logan couldn't take the silence so he finally decided to speak. "So I talk to Dak a few nights ago." Logan said blankly.

Kendall didn't look at him. He looked down. "And..."

Logan didn't know whether or not he wanted to continue with what he was going to say. "It made me worry. I really like you, and I think...I think I'm falling for you. I mean, I'm not sayin' I'm in love but it will get there, and I just...ya know...bleep blap bloop..."

Logan looked down when he got a weird look from Kendall. He couldn't help but be nervous while he was talking. He was pouring his heart out to Kendall, and he was terrified that he was just going to break up with him, like he did with Dak.

"I think I'm in the same boat as you. I can see and feel myself slowly falling for you. And it's just so new to me. I haven't felt like this for a really long time." Kendall admitted.

Shit. Fuck. God dammit! Kendall couldn't believe he had actually admitted that to Logan. But seeing his boyfriend's eyes light up when he said that made it worth it. Kendall didn't like feeling vulnerable and putting himself out there, but at that moment everything was out in the open, well almost.

"Really?" Logan said in an excited voice.

Kendall couldn't help but smile at him and nod. "Yes, really. And I'm sorry I was such an asshole to you. James is right I should treat you with respect, and I will if you will let me." Kendall said. Kendall was terrified after he told him everything with Camille that Logan would just leave. That he would run and never look back.

"Of course I'll let you Kenny." Logan said with a smile on his face.

Logan walked up to Kendall and pressed their lips together as if there would be no tomorrow. Kendall was surprised by the kiss and he found that he was having a little bit of a hard time breathing. Logan shoved his tongue in Kendall's mouth, and Kendall couldn't help but be turned on by Logan's dominant personality. He gave Logan control.

He kissed Logan passionately, realizing that this could be their last kiss, and that made him sad. He didn't want to lose Logan. He couldn't lose Logan. Kendall was brought out of his thoughts when he felt Logan messing with his belt. Fuck, why now do you have to be so willing. Fuck, what have I become. My old self would fuck him and then tell him. But I can't hurt him like that.

"Stop, Logie Bear." Kendall said in a strained tone. Kendall could see the pain and confusion in Logan's eyes. And at that moment, Kendall wanted to throw himself off the roof for being the reason that look was on his face.

"But, I thought that you wanted me? I want to make you happy and if this is what it takes then fine." Logan said in a tone that took Kendall by complete surprise. He couldn't believe that Logan was so willing and he couldn't bring himself to do it.

"No, I was just being a spiteful dick. We'll have sex when you're read and I won't pressure you anymore about it. I want it to be special for you. Memorable, because my first time wasn't memorable. And besides, I don't want you to regret it like everyone else who's been with me. I care about you too much." Kendall said, surprised that the words were coming out of his mouth. He never said that to someone and genuinely meant it. He always said it because girls ate it up.

Kendall watched as a wide smile spread on Logan's face. Kendall couldn't believe that for the first time he was making someone so happy. He was so use to causing pain that it was actually nice to see happiness in his lover's eyes.

Logan seemed to snap out of it though. "What happened with the cops today, baby?"

Kendall couldn't help but get nervous because the subject had come up. He knew that Logan would hate him completely and he didn't think he could take that. "Logie, I'm so sorry. You're going to hate me, and you have every right to. But just know that everything I just said to you was true..." Kendall was scared that when he told him what happened, he would think that everything else was a lie.

What is the saying...oh yeah, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. Kendall looked at Logan for a few seconds before Logan spoke. "What happened?" Logan asked in a shaky voice.

Kendall wiped the palms of his hand's on his jeans and stood up and started pacing back and forth. "Okay, you were right this did start as a game. The whole me trying to get you. But I realized loast week that I was lying to myself now. This wasn't a game anymore, somewhere in all this I started to really care about you, I started falling for you. When I say my feelings for you are new, I mean it!"

Kendall finally glanced at Logan and saw that Logan had a blank and confused look on his face. "...okay, but what does this have to do with Camille?" Logan asked curiously, but Kendall could hear the anger in his voice.

Kendall knew that Logan was going to be upset, and he didn't blame him. He only hoped that Logan could forgive him eventually. "Well, Camille was a threat. She stood in my way, and no one stands in my way. I wanted you and I thought that I couldn't have you so long as she was in the picture." Kendall said he looked at Logan and he was looking down, fist clenched and leg jiggling. "I had to get her out of the picture."

Logan's head jerked up and Kendall could clearly see anger and hatred in his eyes. "You lied?" Logan said, rising to his feet to face Kendall.

Kendall knew that he was in deep shit. He had expected Logan to react like this, but it was still killing him that Logan was mad at him. Kendall knew that he and Logan were potentially over. "Yeah, I did."

Kendall watched as Logan looked down. He knew that Logan was going to explode. "Are you fucking kidding me?" Kendall was surprised that Logan had cussed. He couldn't believe such a dirty word could come out of his mouth. "I defended you every time. I told them that there was no way you would ever do that!"

"I'm so sorry, Logie." Kendall said weakly. He knew that this wasn't good.

Kendall watched as Logan stood up and made his way towards the door to leave. "I don't know if I can be with you." Logan said softly and then he left.

Kendall sat down in the nearest seat to him. He put his face into his hands and let out a sigh. He had fucked this up. He had destroyed him and Logan. I have to fix this. I'll do whatever it takes to get him back!

A/N: SO my logic is if I make SUPER long updates, maybe I won't get killed. So I hope you enjoyed it! Leave me some reviews, beeeelow!