A/N: Hello, I do hope you like this chapter and will continue reading.

Disclaimer: I do not own Princess Princess or its character or the articles of clothing in the Italics. I do however own the Honorary Families Tooru has and the son and daughter of Ryusaki that was mentioned in 'Brother is the Director' Chapter


Chapter Twelve: The Heart Wants What it Wants

Tooru's POV

Mikoto asked what we should do but honestly I wasn't sure, I can't risk her jumping off. My Uncle would blame either Yuujirou or I saying we pushed her off. "Why do you keep doing this Sayaka? I'm your brother, or your cousin, whichever one" I said worried for Yuujirou.

She told me that it's my fault because we're supposed to get married, and because of that I have to leave Yuujirou who I'm not even with. "Unless you come home with me and leave Shihoudani I'm not moving from here!" she yelled.

Yuujirou had enough of this apparently. He told her that she was always bothering people like a little kid. Forcing her feelings onto others.

He asked if she ever thought about my feelings and she nodded as she moved back slightly. He asked if she ever thought about how I feel when my 'precious sister' is always hurting others because of me.

"I've told you this so many times Sayaka that I'm thinking this still isn't enough but I'll only treat you as my baby sister and nothing else" I said before she took a step back. Mikoto yelled that that was dangerous when she said she would rather die if I don't marry her. "I'm getting tired of this" I said running to her and slapping her on the cheek snapping her out of it.

"Whenever I say that it's okay because I at least had no one to care if I died, you have Mr. Kouno and Mrs. Kouno to care if you say that" I told her. "What about them? What would they have if you left them?" I asked her.

"I don't know…" she said before she fell. I jumped off the Cliff making sure my back was to the ground with her on my chest. I never closed my eyes the whole time.

I saw something blue before we landed on it making me breathe a sigh of relief when I saw she was okay. "Thank you President Arisada, Akira, and the rest" I said before Arisada spoke.

He said Akira was the one to inform them and I nodded. I sat up on the blow-up before hearing Mikoto and Yuujirou ask if I was alright. "I am thank you" I said before I asked Sayaka if she was.

She asked me why I saved her but I shook my head. "Honestly I don't know, if you had died the Document would be nullified and I would be free.

But… I don't want more people to die because of me either" I said making her look at me. She hugged my chest burying her face in it before she apologized to me. I petted her head saying that it's fine.

"I killed Yasuhiro (1) and I almost killed Shihoudani and yet you still forgive me" she said making me kiss her forehead. "You hated me for so long but I have never hated you until you were under Psychosis" I told her making her nod.

"I'll nullify the Document" she told me and I nodded thanking her. She stood up looking at Yuujirou. "I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you Shihoudani. I know you're a very important person to my brother since he's still alive so thank you" she said.

"I won't forgive you if you hurt him and neither will the others however, that's just how it is" she said making me frown at her (2). I gave Sayaka money for the Train Ride home confusing them but I never said anything since they never asked.

Time Skip: Night Time

I had gotten a call from Mr. Kouno so I went to answer it. I hadn't wanted to hear or read what was said however. "I wanted to talk to you about Sayaka's condition" he told me in a serious tone.

He said it has ended but what came after was something I didn't want to hear. He gave me two choices, but they weren't even choices at all.

I went into the room climbing into my bed facing the wall. "You can use the phone Mikoto" I said not bothering to answer them. Mikoto left saying he was going to call Megumi.

When he left Yuujirou asked me what was wrong but I told him it was nothing. He didn't believe me and that wasn't a surprise.

Time Skip: Morning

I was walking down the hall with Yuujirou before I heard Akira call our names. We greeted him as well but we were tired. He asked what was wrong with a horrified look, most likely due to the bags under our eyes.

I didn't tell them about the choices he gave me but I did tell them about what he said about going home to be a family again. The conditions were harsh and ones I can't deal with.

"Personally I'm glad they want me back" I said leaning against the fence on the Roof before Akira asked me what I want to do. If I wanted to go to my previous School. "I said I don't like it there but if I want to be with them again I have no choice" I said.

"I smiled on the outside saying I was fine when anyone asked, keeping to myself a majority of my time there, never made friends. Here I was able to do the opposite.

I was able to smile for real, not lie when I say I'm fine, I made friends, I wasn't alone" I said. Yuujirou asked me not to go and I wanted to say that I won't before Akira told me to think it over. Akira said that he'd want me to stay, Yuujirou and Mikoto to.

Yuujirou said that Mikoto would be angry and chase after me if I left making me nod and Akira laugh lightly. "If you want me to I'll think about it a bit more Akira, by myself though" I said and he nodded.

He told Yuujirou to go with him but he didn't for a bit asking me if I actually want to think about it. I shook my head no but told him to go with an uneasy smile. He did with a worried look when Akira called his name again. "Don't tell Mikoto about this you two" I said knowing he'd come up here if he found out.

Yuujirou said he understood but his eyes gleamed so I'm guessing that was a lie. When the door closed I fell to the floor burying my head in my arms.

'Why? Why did he tell me to think about it?' I thought felling tears fall. 'I can't go back there again, I hated it there' I choked back a sob at this remembering what they did when they found out. 'That School was religious and for those who needed to be 'straight'ened out, a School that made me quit School.'

My other families are hours, Countries, away and I'm not allowed to live on my own because of the lack of family background. I can't even live in a different City for those reasons.

I would have to leave here in less than a year and I won't even survive that long in the other School. I have literally no choice. I didn't hear my name being called or the hurried steps from the Stairs.

The thought of leaving my friends no matter what I choose was painful enough to cause another sob. My shoulders were being shaken making me jerk my head up.

I saw it was Yuujirou, Mikoto, and Akira but they were blurry from my tears. When Yuujirou asked me what was wrong, the worry and concern, wrung in my ears like an echo. I leaned my head back on the fence holding back a sob again before I spoke.

"I was given two choices but I honestly have no choice at all, I can't go back there I won't survive going back there. I can't stay here long either because that's how anyone with no family background is.

I don't know what to do, I'll have to transfer Schools eventually, in less than six months regardless" I said closing my eyes feeling more tears fall. "I'm not able to live on my own, I can't live in a different City than the family that adopts me. Uncle gave me no choice" I said.

"If you need help we'll help you somehow Tooru" Yuujirou said making me smile slightly. "Mom and dad and the others want to be your real family and they live in the same City.

You can live with us" Akira said making me smile slightly wider at the idea but I know that isn't a good one. I stood up regardless when I heard Mikoto say that his family can help to. "I'll think about it but that's no guarantee you guys" I said dabbing my tears away.

I heard many voice call my Title before I turned around to see many Students below. I was speechless at what they said.

They said they didn't want me to go, they can't win without me cheering for them, the one I helped said that he can't hit a Homerun without me. Arisada said that they heard I was transferring Schools so I turned around. "I know it's law that you have to have evidence of family background or adoptive family for anyone to live in a certain City.

But do you honestly want to transfer Schools?" he asked me and I shook my head. "Kouno-San sees a job through to the end and he's supposed to be a Princess here for three years" Koshino said.

"He's very admirable for not trying to change that in the Contract and persevering this much" Tadasu said. "Director Ryuusaki said he was going to talk to the Board and get them to talk to The Diet to check on this Law" Harue said. I heard Natashou ask if they were lying about this surprising me.

"You're one of my best and prized Students, you helped my designs so much since you arrived" he told me grabbing my hands in both of his. "You can't leave you just can't!" he cried making me sweat drop at him.

He was being overzealous again. "Even if I do I can still help Natashou-Sensei" I told him before he hugged me tightly. When he was taken off of me I looked at everyone below.

I can't say no to them and I don't want to leave. I'll deal with the consequences when they arrive.

"Is it okay to say something selfish Yuujirou?" I asked him and he nodded, he gave me his permission. "I want to stay here with everyone, if only for a little while" I said smiling at them. "I'm staying here everyone!" I told the ones below making them cheer.

Time Skip: A Few Days Later

I was in the Home Economics Room still unsure how long I'll stay here but I honestly don't care right now. We were in the new dresses Natashou made which he was gushing over making me smile.

He was dragged away by the Assistants again before we left to the Hallways. I was carrying Letters from my Honorary Families and one from my Doctor. We met Akira in the Hallway and he thanked us for our hard work.

"You have work to don't you?" I asked him and he nodded. "Do your best to Akira" I said and he nodded saying he will.

"Same as always isn't he?" I asked them hearing them agree. I heard Yuujirou say we should work hard today as well making me nod. I suggested the Baseball Team first.

I didn't pay attention to Mikoto who was complaining again when I felt a familiar tightness in my chest that went to my jaw and arm. "What were you thinking on the Roof a few days ago Yuujirou?" I asked him.

I asked him what exactly he was feeling making him blush before he said that he didn't want me to leave either. I was happy to hear this before I remembered the Letters. I most likely have four to six more years before my heart gives out.

I have to decide who to live with by then and who I want around when that happens. I have to decide what I will tell Yuujirou, Makoto, Mikoto, Megumi, Akira, the Sakamoto Family, and the other Families as well before then.

Too much to do and so little time as well. I heard Mikoto ask what was wrong since we have work to do but I shook my head. "I'm fine" I told him running over to them.


A/N: Hello, I finished writing this at 9:36 P.M. on December 12, 2016.

1) Means Peace and Honesty all around.

2) He stuttered too much at this point in my opinion.

For those that actually read this I do hope you like it. This is now the End of the first Story in the Cross Tetralogy.