CHAPTER 12

ALIA : He was drunk, he was sad, maybe a bit aroused by the situation he does not even likes me he has already cleared that. I am just gonna forget everything and act like it never happened, i don't want to embarrass him, 'offend him' as he would say it. But it was so... beautiful, his lips.

FORGET IT ALIA!!!!!!

Unable to fall asleep, just can't keep it out of my head, what is he doing, thinking?

He must have fallen asleep I'm sure, maybe I should see, I will just check and rush back here.

MYCROFT: I never knew when I developed such feelings for her, I liked her but was not sure what it was, I like to see her happy, and it breaks my heart when she cries, was I even capable of having such feelings? I always tried my best to stay away from this bullshit but...

She is beautiful and she is stupid, cause she keeps running away but what she has been through it has made her this way. She is childish and I like taking care of her, it is always a pleasure being around her, I watched her sleep, so wonderful it was...

I was so terrified that night when I saw her whimpering I could't help but grab her in my arms, I was always so intrigued in reading her diary, I wanted to know how she felt about me, and the fact that she likes me, I couldn't believe it at first I am not attractive, maybe its just a kind of hormonal defect, I am young but I am not what she might like, Justin is her kind of man, yes that is what I thought, now, I like her and she likes me back, that is all what matters.

I want her, I need her, I think I should let her know I just hope her feelings are real not mere attraction, she would not even know what her age does. I won't be able to see her take advantage of me, it would be heartbreaking, she has become my weakness and this is what I was horrified of, dangerous and harmful, if not her what if somebody else tries to take advantage of 'us', 'oh god this is so complex'.

Alia goes to mycrofts room, she reaches the door and hears him talking over the phone "Yes I understand , we need to change that part of the contract". AHMM busy with work, its 2 am do people even sleep? She turns around to leave but shitt her hand hits the door, she runs towards her room and quickly shuts the door.

way too clumsy she is.

Mycroft hears both the noises one at his door and the other of her, "yes sorry about that, lady smallwood is the director of the project you may speak to her for further details" he hangs up after this and steps out going into alia's room, "Alia for gods sake if you want anything just say it but stop spying on people".

'Thats what you do' She acts like shes innocently asleep under her blanket when he opens her door, after a minute she tries to see what he is upto by sneaking and catches his gaze, 'caught'.

She slowly uncovers herself "I was not spying, I was just..." she trails her eyes over the floor.

Mycroft sighs and sits at the end of the bed "Look at me, and tell me what is it?" he asks politely.

"I don't know, I was just seeing what you were doing" she says timidly.

"And you don't call that spying?" he chuckles and moves towards her.

She pulls out her tongue and smiles "work, in the middle of night? do people even sleep?"

"yes they do, you know different time zones, sometimes we have no choice."

She nods then looks up at him, "I didn't wanted to disturb, its just I am too clumsy, you know?" she jokes.

Mycroft laughs "yes I know that very well".

"so you forgive me?" she quickly says.

Mycroft gives a look 'what for?'

She pulls down her head, "I didn't mean to, I know you don't like me it is clear to me and I don't even know it just happened, I never wanted to offend you... I thought I was over you..."

Mycroft cuts her "what? why?" he shakes his head, "Alia, if you haven't already understood...I-amm" he gets conscious "Its okay! I should go, you better sleep its already too late"

He quickly goes out and shuts the door behind him, Over me? shit I already missed my chance, did I? she 'thought' maybe she is not yet over me, when was she under me? Oh god this is more than I thought it to be, I don't think she likes me anymore and after all this, she thinks I don't like her. She does not likes me anymore!!! She can't be over me in a couple of days, did she even like me? Well I know I am worth no one. *sighs* and walks back to his room.

She leaves a deep breath she didn't even know she was holding and falls back and soon falls asleep.

Another day good as new, Alia has already confessed so she is lightweight but mycroft, mycroft has gained some more, he's in dilemma about her. He likes her but has no idea how to covey it to her or if convening her was a good Idea. What if she says no? At this point mycroft lacks confidence. But this is his chance and he knows he won't let it go.

Alia reaches dining at 9, greeted by Mrs smith and a healthy plate of breakfast she looks for mycroft.

Mycroft walks in and tries to give alia a flirtatious smile which turns out to be very weird and alia cringes her nose, not sure what that was. "did you sleep well?" he asks.

"yes, I did" she smiles at him, her eyes lit.

"any plans for today?" he questions intrigued.

She shakes her head, he never normally asks such things, again trying to make a conversation, something is coming! "any suggestions?"

"I thought of taking a day off but its Sunday already and I am staying in, maybe you'd like to go to the pool or maybe a Movie maybe".

Oh my god, A movie? Mycroft Holmes, alia chuckles "do you even watch movies?

"Yes, Of course. So what you want?"

'to spend some time together' she thinks for a while and speaks "First pool then movies" and winks.

"sounds like a plan!" he smiles, "I'll see you at the pool then".

"In an hour" replies alia, then both leave to their respective room.

Alia has to decide what to wear, its not just pool its pool with mycroft holmes, though no intention to seduce him at least she can make an impression, what kind of girl might he like?

A bikni or shorts with a tee? She thinks for a while and decides on bikni, I won't spare a thing, if he doesn't likes it he already does not like me that way.

She puts on her delicate bikni and wraps her short bathrobe, pulls her hair into a messy bun letting the delicate strands fall on the side of her face and puts a hair stick to hold it and finishes by putting her sun glasses.

Walking there she finds mycroft, he blinks when he sees her. he looks away not wanting to make her uncomfortabe "Miss alia are you joining me?" he forwards his hand towards him.

she furiously joins him and sits on the chair placed beside the pool, for the first time seeing this man in anything other than his tailored suits, he is wearing a white t-shirt and red boxer. and damn he looks sexy.

He takes his shirt off throwing it away and smiles at her expression, her lips apart, unconsciously licking her bottom lip and her eyes locked at his torso. He jumps into water and dives from one side to another then back to her side "come on gorgeous" he gestures her to join him.

Gorgeous???? He never calls me that, he did, yesterday! With butterflies in her stomach and tomato red cheeks she gets up unties her bathrobe and drops it on the floor, exposing her bikni. This time she enjoys his face, at first she felt a bit self conscious but his eyes made it clear that the attention she wanted was grabbed, she definitely did not want to show any less of what she is.

She sits down on the side of the pool pouring her legs inside water and watching the wet body that floats towards her, water droplets slowly running down his chest, his wet auburn hair coming on his face, can he look better?

Mycroft smirks for a second he can't take his eyes off her. He gets closer and takes her hand to pull her in with him "Alia let me tell you, you look exquisite". He a bit relieved she still wants to atleast impress him, and her perfect body is remarkable, he actually couldn't take his eyes.

'He liked it!' She smiles proudly "thank you Mr holmes" she says blushing, he gives her a look for the wrong she said, she immediately corrects "mycroft" at this he pulls her inside. She dips in then come back on the surface, the water is close to her head level, Mycroft being a tall man can soberly stand but she is not as tall as him so she takes support by holding mycrofts arms and he immediately wraps his hand around her waist to pull her closer.

Alia gets a bit conscious and pulls away by putting her hands in his chest and forcing her self in the opposite direction, mycroft lets out a husky purr when her nail dig into his bare chest and slightly closes his eyes.

Alia watches his expression closely and a her lips twitch when she hears his purr, god I want him. She leans back on the wall and smiles at his appearance, In past month how much has he changed for the good.

Mycrofts eyes locked at hers he leans forward towards her putting his hand on either side of wall locking her, her breath twitch "can I..." he looks at her lips and gently takes a lock of her hair "kiss you?" he completes.

She closes her eyes ready for this extraordinary moment she is been privileged with and moves forward to kiss him her hands run up to his shoulder getting a better grip to deepen the kiss, he lifts her by her waist touching her skin, she pulls away to look into his eyes. His intense eyes just make her want more of him she leans again to kiss him and straddles her leg around his waist and her hands behind his neck, he holds her like a baby and kisses her passionately.

Mycroft pulls away gently smiling, "Dear I am afraid my body betrays me, I'm a man after all" whispers touching her lip, silently screaming to be kissed again. "So if you want to take things slowly we should stop" he moves a bit away from her "You are a goddess and I can't resist your charms".

The charisma of his words work so well that all her insecurities wash away for a while, she already wanted him and now he has taken his initiative she moves further towards him and begs to be kissed again "kiss me Mycroft please kiss me" climbs him and reaches his face to touch his nose with her "I am all yours".

After hearing her he feels his body responded and screaming with need, "Are you sure you really want this?" he asks controlling himself and a bit concern on how she can so easily give herself up.

She nods her head looking at him biting her lip, a cruel desire to bite him in her eyes then suddenly kisses his neck and mumble against it "Just the thing was in my head, what if sherlock and john will know?"

She is enjoying his attention for the first time in her life she has felt like giving herself to someone, completely physically, she likes him so much and also trusts him but being a girls she has some insecurities that she needs to question, what will they think? That she is a slut? this thought breaks her heart, It does not bother her if this is just a one time thing with mycroft because she has already given up to him but she is curious to know how Mycroft would deal with it. will he just give her up and continue being the cold hearted man again? or has she been able to melt him a little? or if this is just lust, infatuation?

Mycroft chuckles "this is a nice way to spoil my mood. Alia talking about my brother." he kisses her ear and leaves it with a bite "What then?"

"Exactly what then?" she wants to confirm if this, what is happening or is going to happen is just a one time thing or he will be able to accept her in real world. She rests her head on his chest looking down in water "I am fine even if this is a one time thing for you" her voice breaking, she finally spoke her thoughts.

"What are you talking about?" asks mycroft forcing her to look up. "Do you think I do this often? With every girl I meet?, And what about sherlock or john? What do they have to do into this relationship Its not their business" He looks into her eyes filled with tears, How can she think I was just using her physically for my own pleasure, I god damn like her. He frowns for not being able to express his feeling to her and to make her feel like a toy.

"I don't mean to doubt you, I am just not sure you said you don't like me, and I don't know what this means to you, but it means a lot to me" she controls her sobs but a tear roll down her cheek and she looks away from his eyes trying to avoid him to see it.

He wipes her tear gently and kisses her lips softly "I do alia, I like you, I am sorry I did not say it the right way but it is just because even I did not know how much I like you" she looks up to meet his eyes "I am going to carry you to my bed, and worship you as you deserve alia".

A/N:

LONG??

BORING?

This one includes fluffy romance, I am not going to write further about the scene considering my poor smut presentation. If you still want me to, I think I will add another chapter.

I used help in the pool conversation from yet another rp I did on this plot, thank you. :)