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What seemed like hours later I woke up after I have blacked out. No one was in the room. I guess they really were disappointed what I did, especially Paul. Oh Paul, know I feel really guilty. How can I do this to him to all of them?
I just sat there in the bed crying till Paul came in. I looked down on to the bed; I couldn't face him knowing that I have disappointed him.
"Bella" Paul whispered
I hummed answering him.
"Bella please look at me" he said sitting next to me
I turned my head away so he won't see me crying.
"Please Isabella"
When I didn't reply he grabbed my chin and turned my head towards him. But I was still looking down at the bed so I wouldn't meet his eyes. He brushed the tears away from my cheeks and eyes.
"Why did you do that Bells? How could you be so stupid? Did you think about what you were doing?" he whispered yelled at me.
I look up and finally look in to his eyes. They looked so sad and upset that I had done this to him.
"I'm sorry Paul. Really, really sorry I just though that if I did that, then I would have proved to yall that I'm not that fragile. I was stupid for doing that. I really didn't think about it I guess." I said trying to keep from crying anymore.
"You really scared us. I thought I was going to lose you" he said starting to cry.
I leaned in to him hugging him close to me. Never letting go so he will never get way from me.
I lay back on to the bed bringing him with me. We just laid there giving little kisses and saying 'I love you' to each another.
Paul fell asleep first. I laid there listen to his snores as they get louder and louder. I smiled at that. I don't know why but Paul's snores are peaceful to me. Weird right. I fell asleep when I heard the door open then close. I guess I would never know who opened the door or what they wanted.
*Paul's Pov*
I grabbed Bella and ran to the house.
"Oh my gosh what happened to Bella?" asked Emily
I didn't say anything I just passed her and when to a guess bedroom to lay her down in. I laid her down and kissed her forehead and left down stairs.
I sat straight down looking at the floor bouncing my foot up and down.
I saw so spaced out and worried about Bells that I barley knew that someone has been calling my name for a few minutes.
"What?" I said snapping out of my day dream.
"Why don't you go for a run?" said Sam
"No thanks I'll stay here and see how Bella is doing."
"Paul you go for a run know or you will be on patrol for a month and not be able to see Bella." He said in his alpha voice.
I stood up and stormed into the wood; striped and then phased.
I stayed for two hours running and I feel so much better. Know I can go see my Bell.
"Is she awake yet?" I asked as soon as I got in.
"No not yet" said Jared
I went up stairs to wait on her to wake up. But as soon as I got in there she was awake.
"Bella" I whispered
She hummed answering me.
"Bella please look at me" I said sitting next to her.
She turned her head away so I won't see her crying.
"Please Isabella" I said desperately. I needed to know if she was okay.
When she didn't reply to me I grabbed her chin and pulled her face towards me. But she wasn't looking at me she was looking down at the bed. I wiped her tears away from her eyes and cheeks.
"Why did you do that Bells? How could you be so stupid? Did you think about what you were doing?" I whispered yelled at her.
When she finally looked into my eyes I could see all the guilt and sorrow in them.
"I'm sorry Paul. Really, really sorry I just though that if I did that, then I would have proved to yall that I'm not that fragile. I was stupid for doing that. I really didn't think about it I guess." She said trying to keep from crying anymore.
"You really scared us. I thought I was going to lose you" I said starting to cry.
She leaned into me and hugged me tight as if I was going to leave her again. Which I will never do I lover her so fucking much.
She laid back bringing me with her. We laid there giving kissing and saying 'I love you' to each another.
I feel asleep right by her never going leaving her side no matter what. But she might only because she has to listen to my snores tonight.
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