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Chapter 12: Almost Lover
Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy
"I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?"
Olivia made her way to her apartment after her encounter with Fitz, she was surprised to see Jake in the kitchen.
"Hey." Olivia smiled.
"Hey babe." Jake smiled rushing over to her. He pulled her chin to his face as he tenderly kissed her lips. He hovered in that kiss before pulling away a while later. He brushed the hair off her face. His eyes moved to a fresh bright red love bite on her neck. He stepped back from her. "What the hell is that." He spat.
"What's what?" Olivia said confused.
"Your neck Olivia."
Olivia swallowed hard. She knew she should have ran to the bathroom the second she entered the apartment and saw him. She looked down at the floor not answering him.
"Olivia?!" Jake cried.
Tears formed in Olivia's eyes as she realized how bad she was about to hurt him.
"Jake..." She whimpered.
"OLIVIA WHAT IS THAT!" Jake cried. His face was beginning to get red.
"Its a love mark." Olivia whispered not looking at him.
"Speak up Olivia I can't fucking hear you." Jake growled.
"Its a love mark Jake." She cried finally looking at him.
"YOU CHEATED ON ME?!" Jake spat.
"I'm so sorry." Olivia swallowed. Her stomach was in knots and she felt physically sick.
"I don't fucking believe this shit." He growled.
Olivia wiped a tear from her eye. "I'm sorry."
"I gave you my ALL OLIVIA. I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU. AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?!"
Olivia looked down at her feet. Normally this was the part where you would beg for forgiveness and beg him to take you back. You would scream I love you and that the other guy mean't nothing. But she didn't love him, and he did mean something; he meant everything.
"SAY SOMETHING!" Jake growled.
"I'M SORRY." Olivia wailed. "WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?!"
"I WANT YOU TO SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME! THAT YOU MADE A MISTAKE AND THAT YOU WANT TO FIX US!" Jake screamed. "BUT CLEARLY YOU DON'T FEEL THAT WAY."
Olivia wiped the tears streaming down her face. He was completely right, she didn't feel that way. She could no longer lie to herself or him. Olivia looked down at her feet as she cried.
Jake scoffed. "I'll be back tomorrow to pick up my stuff, fucking whore." He spat as he stormed out of the apartment.
Olivia fell to her feet and began to sob. Fitz hated her and so did Jake. All she wanted was to lie in Fitz's arms as he stroked her hair. She wanted to share stupid silly stories about their past with him. She wanted to laugh at his terrible jokes and play with his curls. She wanted him.
"Can we talk?" Olivia said as Fitz opened his front door to her.
"About what?" Fitz said.
"I broke up with Jake."
"What?"
"Well he broke up with me. He saw your love bite on my neck."
"Oh." Fitz nodded.
"He's gone." Olivia sighed.
"I'm happy for you." He said awkwardly.
"Happy for me?"
"Yeah, I'm happy for you."
"That the hell does that mean..." Olivia snarled.
"It means exactly what I said." Fitz spat.
"My fucking boyfriend dumps me and all you can say is "I'm happy for you"?!" Olivia growled.
"Yep." Fitz nodded. "I don't know what you expect me to say."
"Babe who's at the door?!" Mellie said emerging from the living room walking towards the front door. She had sex hair and she was wearing his Harvard shit.
"No one. Just my student." Fitz smiled at Mellie. "She was just asking about an assignment."
"Oh." Mellie laughed.
"If you'll excuse me." Fitz said turning to Olivia. "I'll see you tomorrow." He spat before slamming the door in her face.
Olivia stood his doorway absolutely shocked. She couldn't believe her eyes. She didn't even know she was crying until she felt the tears roll down her cheeks. Olivia shook her head and turned around and was stunned to see Jake behind her.
"Fucking whore." He spat at her.
Suddenly Olivia's eyes bursted open. She felt her face to make sure the nightmare was over. She sat up in her bed shaking. Fitz was back in her dreams, and back in her head. He was constantly on her mind causing her to dream of him yet again.
Olivia shook her head was she made her way to her fridge to grab a glass of water. She sipped the ice cold water and breathed in deeply. As she put the glass down she looked at the phone. She desperately wanted to call him, to tell him everything that had happened. She wanted to apologize and tell him that Jake and her were done. That she didn't love Jake and she wanted to be with him. But Olivia knew better, he was probably asleep spooning Mellie. The mere thought of him having sex with Mellie made her skin crawl. Olivia got angry and frustrated and the next thing she knew she hurled her glass at the wall, smashing it to pieces.
News of Olivia and Jake's breakup spread like wildfire. When he came over to get his stuff it was awkward and uncomfortable. He didn't say a word to her; just got his things, returned his key and slammed the door behind him.
Olivia was getting ready for class the monday following the weekend of her breakup with Jake. She knew people were going to be whispering about her every move. Jake had already told anyone who would listen she had cheated on him. Surprisingly he never asked her for a name.
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Olivia sat down in her seat next to Abby. She would nod every few words that Abby was rambling on about but she could careless. Olivia was fixated on Fitz. She stared at him as he taught and she could tell he was still miserable. Since their encounter in his car she hadn't heard from him. No texts, no phone calls; nothing. She studied his face and waited for him to make some kind of eye contact like he normally did. But he never glanced her way. In fact he went out his way to look in the opposite direction of her.
Class ended and Olivia debated waiting for him. The class cleared out as usual and Olivia purposely got ready slower than everyone waiting for the hall to clear out. She looked over at him as he gathered his things.
She swallowed her pride as she made her way over to him.
"Hey." She whimpered.
"Hey." He said awkwardly.
"Fitz we need to talk." She said boldly.
"I don't think we should do this anymore Olivia." Fitz sighed.
"What?"
"I've been thinking and I can't do it. I can't have mindless detached sex with you anymore." He sighed. "It's doing more harm than good."
"What?!" Olivia croaked at his words.
"Casual sex is for children and I've been foolishness thinking that I can partake in it." He said clearly his throat.
"Excuse me!?" Olivia cried.
"I need to get going." He said picking up his bag from the desk. "I have a meeting with Cyrus." He said as he walked around her and made his way up the stairs.
"Fitz please." She cried as she watched him leave the lecture hall closing the door behind him.
Two weeks later:
"It's been two weeks Liv please!" Abby cried. Abby and Quinn were trying to convince Olivia to go to Cassandra Jones party tonight. Olivia claimed it was too soon after Jake but truthfully it was because the party was in walking distance of Fitz's house.
"Please Liv!" Quinn groaned.
"No." Olivia spat.
"PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP LIV." Quinn and Abby in unison.
"Fine." Olivia groaned. They had been begging her for about 2 days straight and they'd finally worn her down.
"Yes!" Abby smiled.
The girls got ready and headed over to the party. Olivia figured she meant as well drink, she had nothing to lose.
The party was loud and booming. Olivia had already necked down 3 shots before Harrison patted her on the back.
"Easy Liv." He teased.
"I'm fine." She smiled. "Want a shot?"
"Sure." He laughed shaking his head as him and Olivia took a shot in unison.
"Ah that burns." Olivia laughed slamming down her shot glass. Harrison laughed as he poured himself another. "Hey!" She teased.
"What?! I have to catch up with you!" He laughed as he wrapped his arm around her. Olivia smiled into his chest as she wrapped her arm around his waist. She watched as he took another shot.
"You'll have to do alot more than that. I'm on my 3rd shot and 2nd beer." Olivia teased. She was truly feeling tipsy and holding onto Harrison was comforting.
Harrison laughed as he took the bottle of vodka and chugged it to his lips. He drank a ton of vodka before slamming it back on the counter. He groaned out as his throat burned. "I'd say that was about four shots Liv." He laughed.
Olivia rolled her eyes laughing as she grabbed her beer to sip.
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"Oh look my slut of an ex-girlfriend is flirting with my best friend." Jake spat to his group of friends. He was pretty drunk but functionally this time. Alyssa walking by heard him groaning on and decided to join the conversation.
"I heard about you and Olivia. I'm so sorry." She said sarcastically as she stroked his face. Alyssa was clearly intoxicated as well.
"Thanks." Jake spat. He couldn't stand Alyssa. She had made Harrison miserable and Harrison was a good friend of his.
Alyssa chuckled as she followed his gaze. She noticed he was looking at Olivia and Harrison. "What a fucking joke." She scoffed to him.
"What are you talking about?" Jake said turning to her.
"Olivia and Harrison. That's who you're staring at aren't you?" Alyssa slurred stumbling into him.
"Look. If you've come here to talk shit about Harrison you can fuck off." He said as he helped her stand up straight.
"What?!" She spat.
"Harrison's my friend. So don't come over here starting problems." Jake spat.
"Your friend eh?" Alyssa sneered. She realized Jake had absolutely no clue about anything.
"Yeah my friend. So take your drunk ass somewhere else."
"Tell me, why did you and Olivia break up?" Alyssa smiled.
"She cheated on me." Jake spat.
"With who?"
"I didn't ask." Jake spat. "I couldn't give a fuck." He lied.
"Mhm... And lets say this person she cheated on you with. Lets say it was someone close to you..." Alyssa smirked.
Jake looked up at her. She had his full attention now.
"Lets say it was a friend." She laughed.
"What the hell are you talking about?!" He snarled at her.
Alyssa bent over so she could whisper in his ear. "Your best friend Harrison. Your best buddy. He fucked your girl. Harrison fucked Olivia." She sneered.
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"Shut up." Olivia teased as she pinched Harrison's arm.
"I'm so serious Liv. I have to pee so badly." Harrison laughed. They were both absolutely smashed. From beer pong to flip cup they had gone from buzzed to drunk. Of course Olivia was more drunk than Harrison being the lightweight she is.
"Fine!" Olivia laughed. She grabbed his arm and guided him to the bathroom. "Go." She said motioning to the door.
"You have to come with me." He teased.
Olivia rolled her eyes as she dragged him into the bathroom. She locked it behind her.
"Don't look!" Harrison laughed.
"I've seen your penis before Harrison." Olivia laughed as she turned around facing the door.
"Still!" Harrison laughing as he pulled down his pants and began to use the toilet.
"Ew I can hear you peeing." Olivia laughed.
"Shut up. I'm done." Harrison said pulling up his zipper. He walked over to her and washed his hands.
Olivia turned around giggling. "Good." She said as she opened the door.
"Did you just fuck her?" Jake spat standing in the doorway.
"What the hell!" Olivia spat.
"Watch your mouth Jake." Harrison said stepping in front of Olivia.
"You fucked my girlfriend." Jake scoffed. "I thought you were my friend."
"Are you stupid Jake? We didn't just have sex." Harrison growled.
"I'm not your girlfriend anymore you asshole." Olivia spat from behind.
"I'm not talking about now. You were the guy weren't you. The guy she cheated on me with weren't you!" Jake snarled.
"Watch your fucking mouth Jake." Harrison spat.
"You son of a BITCH." Jake screamed as he swung a a fist at Harrison which connected with his right cheek. Harrison stumbled back a bit, pretty stunned. It took him a moment to process what was going on. It didn't take long for him to tackle Jake into the party onto his back. Harrison swung two punches that connected with Jake's face.
"HARRISON STOP!" Olivia cried pulling him off of Jake.
Harrison looked up to see the entire party and gathered around him and Jake.
"You mother FUCKER." Jake said as he gripped his face. "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FUCKED MY GIRL."
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH JAKE." Olivia screamed standing in front of Harrison.
"YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU WHORE." Jake screamed back.
Olivia slapped him so hard his cheek jiggled. Her hand left a bright red imprint on his face. Olivia turned around grabbing Harrison and stormed out of the crowd of people. Once they had reached her car down the road she slowed down.
"I can't believe you did that for me." Olivia said turning around to him.
"What are friends for? If not to beat up your douche bag ex boyfriends." Harrison laughed as he stood beside her at the trunk of her car.
"I know but you didn't have to."
"The first time we hooked up you were with him, so I guess its not completely misdirected." Harrison laughed.
"Let me see your face." Olivia smiled. Harrison bent down to show Olivia his cheek. "I don't see anything." She laughed.
"That's because your boyfriend doesn't have shit on me." Harrison laughed.
"Oh my god." Olivia laughed as she stumbled into him. She was still very much drunk as was he.
"Calm down Olivia." Harrison laughed. "I know you want me but relax."
"Shut up! You want me!" She cried.
"Maybe." Harrison laughed as he pinned her up against the car. Olivia laughed as she grabbed his face bringing his lips to hers. She savoured his tongue in her mouth as she wrapped her hands around his neck. Harrison smirked as he moved in lips to her neck. He ran his hands down her body before his fingers crept inside her underwear. Olivia moaned as she felt his presence between her legs. Harrison smirked as he began to rub on her clit. She moaned out gripping the back of his shirt.
"Oh Fitz." She moaned.
Harrison bursted out into laughter as he removed his hand pushed himself off her. "What did you just call me?" Harrison stopped laughing when he realized there were tears streaming down Olivia's face.
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