DisclaimerI DO NOT OWN NARUTO! I really wish I did, but I don't.

Second DisclaimerI am a huge fan of the Never Played Symphonies story, by Stina the Wicked. I know that this story has alot, and I mean alot in common with that story. In fact this story is one I wrote as a converse to her story. They share nearly the same plot line, but there are different choices, different outcomes, and MAJOR twists. But I didn't feel right putting this story up without putting in a disclaimer for her. So please if you enjoy my story, please, please read hers as well, as I am a new fanfic writer and she has made her story excellent. It is great. Thank you very much.

Enjoy everyone!


Love's Taboo

Chapter 12

Shadow sighed as he and Itachi walked back towards the apartments. Itachi kept shooting him glances from out of the corner of his eye as if expecting him to break the silence. Shadow had no intention of doing so. If Shadow had gotten his wish he would be banging Pein right then. "Why?" Itachi asked softly, waking Shadow from his realm of thoughts. "Because you are my elder brother." Shadow said calmly. "I didn't mean why did you choose me. I meant why did you come here? Or why are you so fond of that illusion?" Itachi asked visibly annoyed. Shadow chuckled. "I came here to gain power as you did. And as for this illusion, I like it. Besides I am sexier like this." Shadow said winking. Itachi's frown deepened. "You are not. You look ridiculous." Itachi said in a mild growl.

Shadow snorted and kept walking. He had been mulling Pein's words over the entire time. "Fire-blooded? What could that mean!?" He asked the recesses of his mind angrily. Shadow looked up just in time not to run into his own door. With a sigh he went to unlock it, but Itachi grabbed his hand. "You sleep with me tonight." Itachi commanded with a no-nonsense tone. Shadow nodded and turned to follow Itachi into his darkened apartment. Shadow walked over to the bed and sat down. Itachi glared at him. "What?" Shadow asked with a tired and annoyed tone. "Drop the genjutsu and take off your clothes." Itachi growled. Shadow felt his cock twitch at the command. With a smirk he slowly began to remove his shirt.

Itachi growled again as Shadow began to pull the material up. "Drop the genjutsu first." Shadow turned his head to the angered man. "But Niisan, I wanna show you my body." He whined pouting slightly. "Then show me your body, not this pathetic dream of one you have thrown over yourself." Itachi said darkly. Shadow frowned. "Fine jackass." He said dropping the genjutsu, but not shifting to his Sasuke mind set. "The hair?" Itachi asked with an angry glare. Shadow shook his head. "These are real." Shadow said motioning to the red spikes. Itachi growled yet nodded and Shadow continued pulling off his clothes. He wasted no time with taking them off as that was only to make Itachi happy and he didn't feel the asshole deserved it. He was soon naked and sprawled out on Itachi's huge bed. Itachi growled with lust.

"So Sasuke if you are so adult now, I don't have to worry about being sweet to you anymore. I can just take pleasure the way I want to. I hoped maybe we could repair that bond, for a reason I can't even think of. But now all you are good for is being a whore." Itachi said with an evil tone. Sasuke's eyes widened and his mind was forced back to being himself. "Wh-what do you mean?" Sasuke stuttered. Itachi walked over quickly, shredding his clothes in the process. Sasuke tried to crawl away, but Itachi grabbed him and pinned him down. Sasuke cried out as Itachi roughly forced his legs apart. Throwing Sasuke's legs over his shoulders and pinning both Sasuke's hands above his head, Itachi positioned himself.

"Itachi please don't do this." Sasuke pleaded his strength failing him. "Stop whining Sasuke you are an Akatsuki now." Itachi sneered. With a extremely rough thrust, Itachi penetrated him with no preparation. Sasuke screamed and tears rolled down his face as Itachi raped him with fury. Itachi was about 9" whereas Sasuke was only 7". Shadow on the other hand was crafted with extreme sexual equipment sitting at 12". Yet even then Itachi felt like he was an iron rod being thrust into Sasuke's lower half. Sasuke screamed as loud as he could, which only drove Itachi harder. Itachi was making a good effort at not hitting Sasuke's prostate, as to not cause him any pleasure. In this state, Sasuke couldn't access any of his new found power, he was at Itachi's mercy.

Itachi was counting on this weakness. He put his hand to Sasuke's forehead and channeled chakra straight to his brain. Itachi new this was only a temporary reprieve from Sasuke's new attitude and such, but he felt it was worth it. He wiped Sasuke's entire memory erasing his feelings for Pein, his new strength, his attitude, his accomplishments, and anything that would make Sasuke disobey him. And with a final thrust Itachi spilled his semen into Sasuke's body and withdrew, not caring Sasuke never climaxed. Sasuke immediately passed out from the stress.

Pein sat up straight feeling Sasuke and Shadow's mind being destroyed from the inside out. Guilt overwhelmed him. That was the thing was trying to prevent by sending Sasuke back with Itachi. He had hoped Itachi wasn't too angry, yet obviously he was. Pein thought out his course of action as Mercy and Judgment entered the room. "Pein did you feel..." Mercy started before seeing his face. "I'm sorry Itami, don't blame yourself." She finished watching Pein shift over to his true form. She and Judgment followed the example and walked over to him. They both wrapped their hands around him and hugged the seemingly broken man. "It is all my fault. I think I just lost the first person in a very long time to make me feel real." Itami almost sobbed yet tearlessly. Sarina pet his hair down and kissed him on the forehead. "You still have us." She whispered.

"I know. And you two do a great job of making me feel better, but there was something about Sasuke that made me feel complete. Not just with him, but as if our family was completed with him." Itami said hopelessly. "We will get him back, we just have to wait a while." Kimimaro said reassuringly. Itami nodded. "Now we have to make all the members forget he ever existed though, and we will still have to deal with Orochimaru." Itami said softly with venom. With that Itami rose and walked out onto a balcony. Without a word he filled the city with his chakra, making every single person forget Shadow.

Sasuke woke in the morning to an empty bed and a very sore ass. Sitting up felt tears coming again to his eyes. He remembered nothing other than that Itachi, his Niisan, his Aniki, had raped him. There was intense pain everywhere. In his heart, in his ass, all over. He just wanted to curl up and die. For some reason, he knew he was in the Akatsuki city, yet he couldn't remember how he had gotten there. With a sigh he stood and walked toward what appeared to be the bathroom.

Sasuke looked in the mirror and was horrified. His eyes were stained with tears and red. His hair, which was disheveled. His clothes missing. And most of all, pain evident on every fiber of his being. He sunk to his knees shaking. Hot tears rolled down his face as felt like his heart had been ripped out. It was odd but he didn't feel like it was Itachi he was missing. The bastard had raped him. Raped him. He didn't deserve to be forgiven, yet Sasuke knew he was trapped. All he could do now was be Itachi's bitch. Sasuke sobbed silently to himself on the bathroom floor. He was too caught up in his pain to hear the front door open.

Pein walked right into Itachi's apartment, knowing that he was already out on his mission. He walked to the bathroom and felt his heart shatter. Sasuke was sobbing naked on the floor, bruises all over his body. He walked closer, tears forming in his own eyes which he tried hard to push them back. He put his hand on Sasuke's shoulder, startling the crying boy. Sasuke looked up his face painted with red blush. "Shh... I'm not going to hurt you." Pein soothed. "You are Itachi's brother right?" He choked out trying to keep his voice from breaking. Sasuke nodded. "I wanted to tell you that I give you full permission to stay here and that you will be safe within these walls, well as safe as you can be with Itachi for a brother." Pein said, adding the ending with venom.

Sasuke nodded again, too embarrassed at his condition to speak. "Clean yourself up, I will make you an associate of the Akatsuki. But for me to do that I need you to look the part." Pein said firmly yet as kindly as possible, he didn't want to push Sasuke to something like suicide. The boy only nodded and stood, covering his lower half with his arms as best as possible while blushing furiously. "I am a man and have seen my own naked body, yours is not very different." Pein said rolling his eyes. Sasuke blushed harder and dropped his arms, stepping the shower. Pein turned around and waited in the other room.

Sasuke let he warm water envelop him and cleanse his soul. The water washed away the tears, the pain, the semen, the sex, everything. He felt much better after the shower. He grabbed a towel, wrapping it around his waist, and walked into the room where Pein still sat. He again blushed as he felt Pein's eyes on him as he gathered his clothes putting them back on his naked body. Sasuke slightly cried out as he pulled on pants, re-agitating the pain in his ass. "Are you ok?" Pein asked softly. Sasuke nodded, blinking back tears. Pein's heart ached deeply for the broken boy, who only a day ago was so full of life.

Sasuke finished getting dressed and turned towards Pein expectantly. "Do you wish to be a spy?" Pein asked again in his Akatsuki leader mode. "Sure." Sasuke said quietly, speaking for the first time. "Ok good. I have no assignment for you as of yet, spies do not get much work but they are still provided with a place to stay, food, etc..." Pein explained to a grateful Sasuke. Sasuke wasn't sure he could do any work yet, he was still recovering from the night before. "Just be ready to work at a moment's notice." Pein said firmly, turning to leave. "Yes sir." Sasuke said making Pein freeze. Pein looked back almost hopeful, but Sasuke's clueless face assured him that he remembered nothing. Pein continued walking. As he reached the door he stopped. "And Sasuke... don't tell Itachi you are working for us. Let me handle that later, I doubt he will be happy." Pein said opening the door and leaving Sasuke alone again. With a sigh Sasuke sunk down on the bed and closed his eyes.

"Great I'm a spy for the worst criminal organization in the world."


Thanks for reading again everyone! I'm sorry for the slightly long update. I cried while writing this chapter, (the rape scene was more graphic, but Itachi's cruelty made me cry so I cut it out.) The next chapter will have a huge time skip, or well huge in my idea of huge, so not very big to everyone else. -winks and smiles- Ok till next time my faithful readers!