*STORY WARNINGS: LEMONS, SPANKING, AND RAPE.*

Every chapter I will give warnings about what happens in the chapter. So if you see in the warnings spank, lemons, or rape. And you don't want to read it then don't.

So simply don't like don't read.

SOOOOOO SORRY! I knew everything that was going to happen after this chapter just not this chapter. It was overly frustrating and I even discussed it with my friend who believe me knows nothing about this stuff. Let's just say the conversation mostly consisted of her nodding her head. But in the end I did it! Hope the wait was worth it.

"Yes I'll be gone for a while."

What a beautiful silky deep voice.

"I don't know for how long."

Such a pretty voice.

"The transformation period should be no longer than six weeks to two months."

Transformation?

"No I would work from my home office so I can be with her for a few months."

There was a pause.

"Are you forgetting who I am?" The voice took on a scary edge.

Then the voice yelled in the most menacing voice I have ever heard, "Do best to remember that!"

I whimpered at the fierceness of the voice.

He whipped his head so fast to the side it made me dizzy.

"I have to go." He snapped

In a flash he was sitting beside me.

"Hi beautiful." He whispered, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

My mind was so fuzzy and all I could make out was the beautiful man. Why is he so beautiful?

I gazed up at him in wonder.

"I'm sorry I woke you." He said while stroking my face.

Why is he so beautiful.

He stroked my face so lovingly. It was so nice.

We just stayed there for a while. I laying on the bed staring up at him while he sat on the edge of the bed stroking my face smiling down at me.

His green eyes looked at me in a way that made me feel like I was the specialist thing in the universe, like I was his everything.

It was the most wonderful thing I ever experienced... I think?

Wait... What?

Everything flashed back in an instant.

How could I forget how could I of ever forgotten. What the hell is happening?

I started to thrash to the best of my ability. Honesty, It wasn't much but it was all I could do.

"Isabella" He reached for my arms and held them by my head from his spot next to me.

"Isabella stop this this instant!" I wanted to obey but I couldn't, this wasn't okay.

I started getting severely light headed and black spots dotted my eyes, but I probably just looked like a worm, barely rolling around.

"Goddammit" He roared.

I found myself straddling his lap as he sat on the edge of the bed.

My head rolled back because I was to weak to hold it up and my legs were spread out over his thighs.

He grabbed the back of my head to hold it up and grasped my left thigh with his other.

He glared at me as he searched my eyes for something. What it was I didn't know. I'm pretty sure my stare was a mix of anger and pure exhaustion.

"If you weren't so weak and delicate right now you would be over my knee with a spanking," He hissed.

I whimpered and I was losing my ability to... well do anything pretty much.

"You are stronger than I anticipated." He mused. "I'm not sure to either be happy or angry about that."

He kissed my lips gently and whispered against them, "I underestimated you." He paused and pulled away.

"I won't make that mistake again."

I felt him grow against me but to my surprise he totally ignored that.

He (Have you noticed Bella only refers to Edward as "he"?) lifted me up and gently carried me to the bathroom.

He placed me on the toilet so I could go to the bathroom and he embarrassingly had to hold me upright.

When I was done going the bathroom he reached for the toilet paper.

Oh hell no!

I reached for it and quickly wiped myself. It used up the last bit of my energy but dear god was it worth it.

I sagged completely and his automatic response was to place me on his lap on the white bench across the room and cradled my head to his chest.

Jesus I'm tired but my mind was still aware of everything.

"Even though you're weak you have so much going on in your head don't you?"

I wasn't sure if I was supposed to answer that and I kinda couldn't.

"Kind of like a comatose person. The body can't respond yet the mind still works."

Did he just compare me to someone in a coma. Seriously? What could possibly be wrong with him to have said that. Jesus christ.

"Obviously your not in a coma but you are in weak form. But never will I ever let anything happen to you. I love you and will care for you forever." He whispered.

"Remember that," he paused and gazed into my eyes all knowingly, "for next time you have a tantrum."

"Now lets give you a bath and after that I will dress you, then you can eat something then i promise you can go back to bed."

I looked down and that's when i realized i was naked, utterly and completely naked. How could I have missed that?

He noticed what I was thinking, "Don't worry I will give you some clothes soon."

He lifted me and held me with one hand. Somehow he was able to turn on the tub and everything while still holding me.

He sat back down on the bench and held me while stroking my hair. He didn't talk which was nice.

When the tub was filled he quickly placed me in it as gently as he could.

I sighed at the warmth of the tub and closed my eyes in pleasure.

When I opened my eyes a cup magically appeared in his hand and he started to wet my hair by pouring water out of the cup

Then he grabbed the loofa and added body wash.

He gently and sensually washed my body with it, starting with my back and slowly moved down my body. I noticed that he quickly moved across my breasts and in between my legs moving as quickly as possible.

It was weird that he did that. Very weird.

My hair was washed and conditioned and I was out of the warm tub in no time.

With a soft towel he dried me and my hair and then laid me on the bed, sideways.

He walked away and opened the door to the walk in closet.

The light never went on. Stupid vampire eye sight.

He came back with a red piece of cloth in his hand and before I could blink he was lifting me up and putting it on me. Then put a pair of lacy panties on me before pivoting me comfortably so my head was resting against the pillows,

He walked over and opening the door he exited the room. He closed the door but didn't lock it.

Dammit stupid useless body.

I looked down and saw that I was wearing a red silk baby doll with black lace at the top and bottom.

The door gently swung open and he walked in holding a silver platter up with one hand. Then placed the tray next to me on the bed.

I was picked up and placed in his lap with my back leaning against his front, so I could sit up straight.

The food looked delicious. Tiny pieces of cut up steak with green beans on the side.

My mouth watered at the steak but he was being an ass and made me eat the beans first. Alternating between giving me water and food.

Will he always treat me like a child.

When I was done eating he went outside the room and carelessly dropped the pan on the floor. Who is going to clean that up?

He came back and layed down on the bed with me and snuggled me into his chest and pulled me in as close as he could. So that we were molded to each other.

As I lay there with him holding me, I made a decision. However long this transition shit was going to take I was going to turn it off. Turn it all off. That was the only way I could make this bearable.

So that's exactly what I did.

Two months later

Something was different. Very different.

I wasn't tired this morning. I was actually wide awake and I felt amazing.

My transition was over apparently but something was wrong.

I slowly sat up and looked straight ahead to the bathroom.

I took a deep breath before closing the door and turning on the light.

I looked in the mirror.

I screamed.

Update Sunday.

So guys tell me how I'm doing because I don't really know and I want to know what you guys think. I know my chapters are short but that's just the way I write. So please tell me what you think. Sorry again about the late update!