7th October

I went for a walk today, by myself. I needed to clear my head and get rid of some of this pent up energy. I read somewhere that when a boy became a man, his body released certain chemicals that made him more aggressive than usual. Maybe that's what is wrong with me. I'm just so pissed off at everyone at the moment; I just wish they could all die!

I tried to apologise to Gumi (for what, I have no idea) but she just slammed her door in my face. I couldn't be near Miku or Rin without them starting to lecture me. Miki and Piko were busy with each other, so I didn't even bother with them. Come to think of it, all the adults seemed to be missing.

So I just left and walked to the beach. Luckily no one was around, so I ran into the waves and screamed at the ocean, taking all my frustrations out on it. I ended up on my knees and in tears. It was pretty dramatic. I kinda felt like vowing vengeance for something while it started to rain down on me or something.

After I left the water, I walked up the beach to where the castle was. It didn't exist anymore, which was a shame. It was now just a giant pile of sand. I sat on it and dug at the sand with my hand. Someone loved me. Someone liked me so much that they had built this for me. Maybe I shouldn't bother with Gumi and try and find out who did this for me? They called me "Len-sama"...

Well, that walk calmed me down a lot and I could face my family again. But something was wrong when I got back. The girls were crying and the men looked upset. I realised someone was missing.

"Where's... What's wrong?" I asked, looking from Miku crying with Rin to Gakupo comforting Luka. My heart stopped. No. He couldn't have...

"Len... He died..." Lola told me sadly, looking like she was in shock. I backed up. No. This can't be real. This had to be a joke. I went to run but someone caught me and suddenly all the fears and frustrations came pouring back. So what, I cried. Everyone else was. It was a sad occasion ok?

Master told us that the files were so corrupted that he couldn't even open the folder. He told us that it was for the better and that he was in a better place now. He told us he wasn't going to replace him because he was too outdated... We got to say goodbye to him before Master cleaned out the Recycling Bin. The person holding me never let go, their strong arms holding me tightly. I snuggled into their warmth and smelt a familiar scent.

Whoever it was held me until I fell asleep, exhausted from the day. They must have helped me to bed and kissed my forehead. I remember that much.

All I can think about is... We are just programmes. And computer programmes never last forever. They get corrupted or outdated. What happens to us then?

I really do hope Leon felt no pain and lives on in a better place.


I really have been procrastinating a lot lately. I just can't be bothered writing half the time. At the time writing this, I am so annoyed and sad at my life that it was hard to form coherent words. Hopefully it made sense and you guys liked it...

Lynn 'Ne'-chan says:... well about this one, I agree with you Len. A woman has to "close" our body so no man or a j*rk (not you Len!) won't think of anything perverted... Well it's kinda self defense for a woman or a girl. Oh well I kinda have to thank you for your tips! And I am still searching for Tei by the way ;)

Len replies: I am full of wisdom; a lot of people say they learn a lot from me!

wisarute7 says: Well well looks like you really DID get one and lose immediately -w-
Tough luck Len Gumi may look nice but she can make you do something you don't want to (by the power if science).

Len replies: Meh, I'm not even trying. If I did, she'd still be my girlfriend!

Who wants a bowl full of YUKI says: (Author- Nice name BTW)

Well many girls ( including me ) dont understand boys either so, oh well!
How could you say that!? ( Although it is true, why do girls just leave there boobs out like that if they don't want guys to be all like WHOOOOAAA CAN I TOUCH!? ) You should go apoligize to Gumi, now! Or she, Miku, and Rin might force you into the most smallest, shortest, tightest stipper outfit ever! Also made of leather :D

Len replies: Oh God, no. Men are easy to please. Give us food and boobs and we won't complain. GIRLS are the weird ones. Also, Oh God. O_O