A/N:There's an important notice at the end of this chapter.
*Disclaimer:Divergent belongs to Veronica Roth.(BTW,I heard book #3 is called Allegiant.
Or something like that.
Wait,what's that?You already knew?Too bad.)
Tris
After about 3 hours,Christina and I start getting ready.
We spent the afternoon just hanging out and she did my nails and gave me a facial massage.
She really has learned a lot from working at the spa.
For herself,Christina chooses a black sweetheart dress with low heels.
Her medium length hair is in a side ponytail that reveals her new dangling diamond earrings.
Her make up is outstanding.
There isn't a single smudge on her face.
"Don't just sit around!Let's get you ready!"she exclaims lifting me off the couch.
I groan.I don't really want to go.I just agreed that I'd go so she'd shut up.
And if she didn't just go on talking,she'd probably take me shopping too.
We walk to my apartment to get me "dolled up" as she puts it.
She sprints towards my room,almost falling on her face because of the heels.
"Oh my gosh,are you okay?"I ask through laughter.
"Yeah,I'm fine."she says walking towards my room.I walk behind her and stand near my bed while she looks through my wardrobe."Hmm..."
"Wear this."she says tossing me something.
It's a dress.
It's a single strap dress with shiny gems going down the side.
It's black like everything else in dauntless.I put it on and it's shorter than mid thigh.
Plus,it really squeezes my body.,showing off the little figure I have.
Christina searches through my shoes and let's out an,"Ooooh."
Please don't let them be the shoes.
Please.
Please.
Please.
They can't be.
I think to myself.
To my displease,they are.
They're're the 6 inch black heels with spikes at the bottom of each of the heels.I put them on and Christina walks over to me.
We look the same height.
Her eyes widen when she comes face to face with me.
Literally.
She tells me that she has to do my hair and make up so I sit on the bed.
She does a half up do on my hair and adds my black bow clip to it.
She glances at the clock on my night stand.9:47 pm.
Christina moves on to make up.
She does the basics because we don't have much time.A little bit of a rosy pink blush,black eyeliner,grayish blackish eye shadow,and a pink lip gloss.
When I'm ready,we look at ourselves in my full length mirror.
I finally look 16.
Christina has magical powers.
It scares me.
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We leave the apartment exactly at 10:02 pm.I keep stumbling in my heels until it comes to the point where I want to take them off and throw them across the hall.
By the time when we get to the pit,I'm used to walking in them.
Every boy we pass stares at us.
Mostly me.
Some guys even made the "call me" signal with there hands.I giggled.
Christina smirked and I just smiled.
An actual smile.
Not a fake one.A real one.
We entered the bar with the music blasting through the place.I think I'll end up deaf if they make it any louder.
Christina pulls me over to the actual bar.
She tells the bartender that she won't be drinking,only me.
He nods and brings me a beer bottle.I carefully take a sip out of it.
It's been a long time since I've drunk alcohol.
After a couple more sips,I gulp it down.I drink another bottle and another.
And about 4 more,I felt tipsy.I saw a tall figure coming towards me.I can't make out who it is 'till he's near me.
It's Zeke.

"Hey..."I slur.
"Wanna dance?"he slurs back.
I nod my head making me a bit dizzy.
From the corner of my eye,I see Christina smirking.I give her a look but she just turns to the bartender and asks for a water bottle.
Zeke extends his arms towards me and I take them to help me stand up.
We walk over to the dance floor and an old song,"Scream and Shout" comes on.
We start screaming and jumping around with everyone else.I laugh and then loose my balance and almost fall.
To my relief,he catches me.
Our breath mix and we kiss.
It's not a normal kiss,but it's a passionate one.
It turns into a full make out session.
When we pull apart,some people are staring at us.I start getting dizzy again and we decide to sit down.

Zeke and I go over to the stools and take a seat.I notice Christina is gone.
Nowhere to be seen.
Shit.
The bartender gets me a water bottle,which I drink quickly.
Zeke decides to take me back to my apartment and I agree.
We somehow manage to get there without tripping over our feet.
When we arrive outside my door,he leans in,cups my face,and kisses me.I wrap both my hands around his neck and he pushes me against the door and I give him my keys.
He opens the door and we tumble inside.
He kicks the door closed and carries me over to the couch.
We keep kissing until his lips move towards my neck and collar bone.
My fear takes over and I shove him off me.

"I'm sorry."I say softly.
He sighs."No,I'm sorry."he begins,"We both know we were looking for a distraction."
I nod in agreement.A yawn escapes my lips and he chuckles.I glare at him.
"Isn't it past you're bedtime,stiff?"he jokes around.
I glance at the time.
My vision is still blurry,so it's either 12:23 am or 12:32 am
I turn back to Zeke who is trying to keep his eyes open.I laugh internally.
He notices that I try to contain laughter and gives me an odd look.
"You know what,since I'm so nice,I'll let you crash here with one condition."I say grinning.
"Which is..."he asks raising an eyebrow.
"Don't kiss me.I'll admit,you're a good kisser but kissing you is like kissing my brother."I say.
He smirks."Oh really."he kisses my cheek and I punch his arm playfully.
"Yes really,"I say through another yawn."Night Zeke."
"Night Tris."
I turn back and head towards my room.
I wobble there and fall flat on the bed.I felt exhausted.
I hate too much drama.
I hate to admit it,but I'm still a teenager,no matter how young I may look.I fall asleep instantly without bothering to take off the heels.
Tobias(This is while Tris is still at the bar.)
I decide to go to the bar.
After leaving the control room,Shauna appeared at my apartment door,and she started kissing me.I kissed her back and I know it's wrong,but I ask her to be my girlfriend.
She smiled and I smiled back."Okay,but I got go back to my apartment and sleep.I have to wake up early tomorrow."I nod and she leaves.
I think over what I've done.
For one I'm gonna loose Tris forever,and now probably Zeke.I really need to distract myself from everything.
I enter the bar to find Tris and Zeke dancing.
No big deal.
They're friends anyway.
I think to myself.
Then she loses her balance and almost falls.
Zeke catches her in his arms and then...
I can't believe what I see in front of me.
They kiss.
No wonder Zeke and Shauna broke up.
He must be the fucking father of Tris' baby.I get a 6 pack of beer and then head back to my apartment.
After I drink them,the scene in the bar rushes back to me.I punch the wall and throw a glass picture frame of me with all my fiends from this year's initiation across the room.
It shatters into a million pieces.
I remember having a bottle of wine in my cabinet.I take out the bottle and drink from it.
I finish the bottle and then rush to the bathroom.
My guts spill into the toilet and I sink down to my knees.I step into the tub fully clothed and turn the cold shower on.I let myself get soaked in water.
After a while,I turn off the water and get out of the tub.
My shoes make wet footprints on the floor when I walk.I go to my room and sink down to the floor.I stare at the wall.Fear God Alone.
Maybe I should change it.
Fear Life Alone.
Or even better,
Fear Girls Alone.
I get my music player and scroll down the playlist.I put on the song that expresses my mood right now.
Space Bound by Eminem.
I have no idea why but I sing along a little on some parts.
"We touch,I feel a rush,we clutch it isn't much but it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us
It's lust,it's torturous,you must be a sorcererous cause you just did the impossible,gained my trust
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And love is 'evol' spell it backwards I'll show ya'
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I show no emotion what so ever
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It's like an explosion everytime I hold ya' wasn't jokin' when I told ya' you take my breath away
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I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon and I'm aimin' right at you,right at you
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And I'm aimin' right at you,right at you right at you
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My body aches when I ain't with you,I have zero strength
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I wasn't lookin' when I stumlbed on to you must have been fate
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I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon and I'm aimin right at you,right at you
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I'm aimin' right at you,right at you right at you
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I love you so much it hurts,never mistreated you once,I poured my heart out to you,let down my down my gaurd swear to god
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Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin',I'm trying to stop you from leavin'
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Tears stream down both of my cheeks,then I let you go
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And I would have did anything for you to show you how much I adored you
But it's over now it's too late to save our love
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I'm a space bound rocket ship and your heart's the moon and I'm aimin' right at you,right at you
Two hundred-fifty thousand miles on a clear night in June and I'm so lost without you,without you without you."
The song ends and I fall asleep on the floor.
A/N:Before the special notice,
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The notice:I'm making a goal for you guys,I need 100 reviews 'till my next update.

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