Hey guys, I am very sorry about the very late update, I just had a long case of writers block for this particular story. Anyways its all good now and I hope you like this chapter, thank you all for your reviews it means so much to me that some people like my story :D, enjoy.


I lay in the fourth divisions infirmary once again as captain Unohana rebadged my wound.

I was silent as she began to clean it, which indeed hurt quite a bit and when she began to wrap the bandages around it.

"There you go, its finished" Unohana said while removing her materials from my bed and placing them on a nearby table.

"Thank you captain Unohana" I said as my eyes drifted from her chilling smile over to the door.

I was waiting for Miyako to return with the diary. When we got back she decided she would put it together while I went to the infirmary. When she was finished she would return the diary to me so I could continue seeing the entries.

"You are not allowed to leave anytime soon, I do not want you to re-open your wounds again" Unohana stated firmly as she made her way to the door.

"Yes captain Unohana" I replied even though my mind was very much distant from her words.

My mind couldn't help but keep going back to the diary and what I needed to do. Everything that has happened up to now was just reassurance that what I am going to do is the right thing.

I had to finish the diary as soon as possible and make sure that by the end of it all my sister is alive and well.

I watched as captain Unohana left the room and I continued to stare at the door.

I sighed and moved my vision from the door to anything it could land on. I scanned the whole room, every object that was there I traced in my mind. I needed something to pass the long wait, or maybe it seemed long because I was so anxious to see another entry.

After a few hours I began to lose hope that she was actually coming today so I decided that a good nap would do me justice.

I closed my eyes and let my mind and body relax in a void of darkness. Everything was calm while I slept, I guess I really needed some time to let all of my thoughts stop and become tranquil.

I stayed in that state for a while. My wounds didn't seem to bother me while I was like that, nothing seemed to bother me, and nothing could disturb my peaceful slumber.

"Rukia……Rukia" Miyako called while gently shaking my shoulder.

My eyes fluttered open as she spoke breaking my wonderful sleep and opening me back to the reality of things.

"I'm sorry for disturbing your sleep Rukia" Miyako whispered as I blinked a couple of times to get used to the darkness of the room.

"Sorry it took me so long….I had to go through a lot of things to get it repaired" Miyako explained as she handed me the dairy.

I sat up in my bed and held it in my hands. I carefully opened it and looked at the pages that seemed as though they were never torn out in the first place.

"How did you repair this?" I questioned while closing it and protectively placing my hands over it.

"Ummm well that doesn't really matter…what matters is your rest, you should start tomorrow it's already late" Miyako responded while running her hand through her hair.

"Late?" I queried as I shifted my vision to a window that was nearby. She was right, it was pretty late.

"How long have I been asleep?" I asked another question while turning so I looked at Miyako intently.

"I'm not sure…maybe a couple of hours....but you should continue to rest" Miyako restated as she held her hand out for the diary.

"Don't worry about me Miyako, I have got enough sleep….I need to finish this diary as soon as possible" I said firmly.

Miyako nodded and smiled softly before she began to move towards the door.

"Wait Miyako" I called out to her. She turned around and looked at me curiously before walking back to my bedside.

"I have been meaning to ask you a question for some time now" I said while absentmindedly running my fingers across the cover of the diary.

"What is it?" she asked as she bent down so she was at my level.

"How am I supposed to know every little thing that can affect the future?" I inquired.

"There are millions of possible outcomes to every situation and if I change one small thing it could lead to something massive…..I don't know how I am suppose to change things without ruining something" I finished.

Miyako creased her forehead in concentration as I spoke. When I was finished she closed her eyes and began to mumble something to herself.


"So you are saying that this is a special diary?" Miyako said as she began to fold the sheets on the futon.

"Yes indeed" Hisana replied as she brought her warm mug to her pale lips.

"How so?" Miyako said as she continued folding the sheets and blankets and placing them neatly over the futon.

"Well you see….I am the direct author of this diary but in a way…..the person to whom it is dedicated to, may be an author as well" Hisana explained as she pulled her haori tighter around her small fragile body.

"What do you mean?" Miyako responded as she finished the futon and moved to a table that was near it.

"That person has the ability to change its events….any small change could result in a completely different reality" Hisana said as she placed her mug down and picked up the diary that was laying next to her.

"Why would you do that?" Miyako questioned while brining a small bottle towards Hisana.

"There are so many things in my life that I wished I could change…..so I decided that maybe someone that I love could change it for me….since I chose this person's fate by leaving them….it is only right that this person chooses mine" Hisana explicated.

"I see…..but how would one know if the change will have a positive or negative effect?" Miyako asked as she poured the liquid in the bottle into Hisana's empty mug.

"I am aware that there are millions of different ways one small change could play out…but if you want it to play in your favor you must not only change the persons actions but the persons thoughts as well" Hisana said while taking the mug from Miyako and staring into the liquid.

"Thoughts?" Miyako asked as she sat next to Hisana and looked at her eager for her to continue.

"Thoughts effect actions correct?" Hisana stated still staring into the cup that had yet made its way to her lips.

"Yes that is true" Miyako agreed.

"Then if you change what the person thinks then there actions can play out in your favor" Hisana said softly.

"I'm still not following" Miyako admitted.

Hisana smiled wearily at Miyako before continuing to explain herself.

"For example if you change something which makes a person afraid to talk to someone else because they missed a meeting or something, you can change there thoughts about the situation and make them think that they should meet them to apologize" Hisana said.

"Hmmm, that is very interesting….Hisana-sama….how did you construct- Miyako was cut off by a violent cough from Hisana.

"Hisana-sama, are you okay?" Miyako asked while placing a hand on her shoulder.

Hisana's body shook violently as she continued to cough. When it finally stopped she cleared her throat and smiled gently at Miyako.

"I am fine Miyako, please do not worry yourself" Hisana replied her voice was a little hoarse.

"You must drink your medicine" Miyako said while brining the cup that was still in Hisana's hands to her mouth.

Hisana drank slowly until the whole cup was finished.

"Miyako….please remember my words….so that one day you can explain it to the person that truly needs to know" Hisana whispered.

Miyako nodded as she began to help Hisana move over to the futon.


Miyako finally opened her eyes after a long time and looked at me seriously.

"If you want it to play in your favor you must not only change the person's actions but the person's thoughts as well" Miyako said softly.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked while looking at Miyako's more than tired expression.

"Well your actions are effected by your thoughts so if you change what the person thinks about there actions it can play out in your favor" Miyako explained.

I thought about this for a moment. It did seem to make sense, if I could make Hisana think that she should go an apologize I would have fixed the whole mess.

"Thank you Miyako, I understand now" I said as she smiled lightly at me.

'She figured it out faster than I did' Miyako thought to herself before getting up and moving towards the door.

"Please do not stay up too late, you need your rest" Miyako reminded her as she opened the door.

I nodded and watched her leave and the door click shut. I placed the diary on my lap and took a deep breath.

I opened up to the page that I stopped at and touched the next entry and everything went black.


I awoke once again in the shinigami academy. Tons and tons of people were running through the halls to make it to there next classes and Hisana was one of them.

She ran quickly down the hall past other people and into the classroom. I followed her, just simply moving through the people that were in my way rather than around them.

She sat all the way in the back of the classroom away from most of the other students. If I learned anything from these entries it was that Hisana liked being alone.

I watched as she sat quietly just fiddling with her fingers in her lap as all the other soon to be shinigami conversed with each other.

"Hisaaaaaaanaaaa!!!" Matsumoto called as she entered the classroom and plopped into the seat next to her.

"Good Morning Matsumoto….how are you feeling?" Hisana asked softly.

"Just fine….I cannot believe you got drunk from one cup!" she exclaimed while flipping her golden blond hair behind her shoulders.

"Drinking just isn't my thing I guess" Hisana replied with a small smile.

"You aren't mad at me are you?" Matsumoto asked worriedly.

"No…I'm not, I was the one who promised that I would go out with you" Hisana replied.

"Thank goodness! I wouldn't want you hating me" Matsumoto said while leaning back in her chair.

"Well at least you can go to your next meeting right" Matsumoto said happily while looking at Hisana.

"Umm I don't think I want to see him…..he probably doesn't want to see me either" Hisana admitted with a sigh.

"Hmmm, that is a problem…..but hey who needs him! I can teach you great kidou" Matsumoto said triumphantly.

"R-Right" Hisana said meekly as Matsumoto began to speak about how much she could teach Hisana.

'I know what thoughts I am going to change' I thought to myself as I continued to watch Matusmoto go on and on about kidou to Hisana.


"It is pretty late captain Kuchiki, she may be asleep" captain Unohana said as she and Byakuya approached my room.

"I am aware of that" he said calmly as Unohana opened the door.

"I assume your visit won't be long which is good because she needs her rest" Unohana stated before opening the door for him.

Byakuya nodded to her and entered the room. He quietly approached the sleeping shinigami.

He stopped once he was at my bedside. I was sleeping with the diary open on my lap and my hand touching the page.

'What is that?' he thought to himself as he observed the book that was lying on my lap.

"The…diary?" he said to himself quietly as he gently moved the diary from under my limp hands and closed it.

He examined the diary, there was still nothing special about it, just a worn out old book with no writing.

He began to skim through the pages once more, he wasn't hopeful in finding anything but he was a little concerned as to why his sister would read something with no words.

He stopped skimming at a page that was filled with words. His eyes widened as he looked through the other pages that were filled.

"Just what is going on?" he said a little louder this time as he began to leave the room with the diary in hand.


I hope that chapter was good to you guys :D next chap shouldn't take as long to post as this one kay!