"Well, what do you want to Mrs. Weaskey?"
"Anythung you want to tell me."
"Well..I'll start with my foster father then..I trrusted him..henturned out to be a real dusche and he raped me. Any questions?" she asked defensively and Molly shook her head.
"Dear, if there's anything you need to get out just tell me...I'm not going to pester you.." lora nodded.
"I will...I just...even in my dreams it hurts....someone so much bigger than me...on top of them....taunting me....Mrs. Weasley...its just....unbearable right now, still..."
"I understand."
"No you don't...I'm sorry but you don't and I? don't want you too....no one should go through that..."
"Dear, I know, I meant, I understand your need to keep it for now..I'm here if you need me..in the meantime," she turned her to the mirror. "Look how beautiful you look." Lora looked at her reflection for a moment, the tore violently at her braid and face. Molly grabbed her hands and pulled them down to her side, holding them there lovingly but fimrly, she then spoke softly, "Lora, what's wromg? don't hurt yourself like that...please?"
"But i want to." she said, fingering her bleeding lip and then looking at the blood. She reached he rhand to the top on her forehead where a small amount of blood was slowly forming.
"I want to be ugly...so no man touches me ever again." Molly smiled sadly and wanted so badly for the life of the mother in her to embrace her, but she didn't want to.
"Lorelei...you don't mean that."
"YES I DO! I don't want to be near any boy or man again...ever again. I don't trust them or am comfortable with them so pleadse stop telling me how i feel!? she begged, sobbing and throwing herself back down on her bed. She was shaking violently and Molly hugged her close...Her and Arthur wouldn't get the freetime they had promised each other tonight...But he would make it up to her tomorrow night.
