He headed towards her walking in a slow pace , he didn't want her to feel sad when she learnt the news but there wasn't any other choice he had to go .
He would prove himself this time around .
This boy for a bit fame , he did everything possible , he didn't care at all about his victims that now lie dead on the floor , blood all around them .
His hazel eyes were filled with hatred and also something else .
Madness .
He was mad , his mind was never really stable , it was true at some points…...when he was little , he would hear many voices in his head whispering sweet , scary and sad words in his ear leading him to believe that everything was worthless .
He continued acting like he was normal , only one person knew the truth about his condition , he walked towards the dead body of the man that was buried in his own blood and took out the small knife , he had died with his eyes open looking at the dark space of nothingness , the boy smiled to himself in a sadistic way and leaned closer to the body whispering " You knew too much , I couldn't allow you to stay alive , even for one more day.."
He gave him a powerful kick " You deserved it anyway ! You were never my real father , the only thing you did is cause me trouble ! ! " He cried out and then ran outside .
" Why ? " Were the last words that this man managed to ask before he spit out blood and fell in the ground with a thud .
He knew that sooner or later the police would find the dead boy of the doctor in his office , he had no choice but to leave , he grinned darkly " Goodbye forever , father . " He whispered and disappeared in the darkness of the night .
Souji's eyes searched for the girl that he was looking for , he had to talk to her right now .
Then finally he spotted her " Chizuru-chan . " He called and the girl turned around blinking "…Okita-san , is something the matter ? " She asked as she saw the serious expression that was on his face , all of sudden she had a really bad feeling about this .
The blue haired man got up quickly and took his gun in his left hand , closed his eyes and headed to their Leader's office .
He knocked and came in quietly " Wolf reporting the data about the killer has been found , do you wish for me to act on it or would you rather wait for another member to do so ? " He asked as the purple eyes of the older man became harder " Damnit…"He muttered to himself as he looked at him .
" Wolf your orders are : find the murderer's whereabouts and follow him if you find something that could help us defeat him send us a sign , I will send you backup later , I am sorry for that..." The man apologized but the Wolf just nodded " Yes sir , I will do my best..." He said and bowed quickly before changing his uniform to one better suited for spying and attacking , he wore a belt with several weapons on it .
Knives , guns , small swords , bombs and many other useful things for when you are planning an attack , he faded into the shadows quietly , not leaving a trace behind him like always .
Souji led Chizuru to a place where they could see the view , it was still winter but the weather had become a bit warmer and the sky was not filled with clouds after the many days of rain , everything around them was green , some petals were dancing in the air not caring in the least about the problems of the world .
Souji sometimes was jealous of them and snow after all , they were happy and had nothing to worry about , him on the other side had a lot of stuff bothering at this very moment and there was also that girl looking at him with such sad and worried eyes , he sighed and hid his face behind his bangs .
" Okita-san ? " She asked wondering what had happened to the man that she was joking along only some hours ago .
He looked away from her gaze not wishing to tell her the truth she would be too scarred if she learnt but he had no other choice , he took a deep breath and he saw the small pud of water that reflected him at the moment , he seemed alone and afraid , It's a shame he couldn't be as strong as some other people he knew , he was always afraid of losing himself , losing his friend , in his life he had lost many things , he didn't wish to lose her too .
He smiled sadly as he looked up to the sky , again clouds had appeared in it making everything seem dark again almost like he felt inside in his own heart .
" I have something important to tell you. " He said slowly trying to not let what he was feeling to be hinted into his voice , making it as emotionless as he could and then turned to look at her with dark eyes that made her breath hitch in her throat .
Okita-san looked….different…she had never seen him like that before , his eyes had a small tint of red inside them instead of the usual emerald that she loved to see and his face was sad and angry at the same time , his hair had taken a lighter shade of brown , he walked closer to her slowly the scary expression never leaving his face .
He soon was in front of her , he leaned closer and closer , she could almost feel his breath on her face , his eyes were glaring at them , she shivered as he pressed her against the wall .
" O-O-Okita-san ? " She barely managed to mutter before he lowered his head and whispered in her ear " I am sorry…" and then kissed her cheek and hit her in the neck , the girl felt her breath being taken away and soon everything faded to black the last thing she saw before losing consciousness was his sad expression and she heard his words "…I just couldn't tell you…"
He took her in his arms and carried her back in her room as he felt worse than he did before all of sudden he started coughing , his lungs hurt so much , he almost fell to the ground biting his lip to not let out a painful groan , he could barely breath .
' Damn him and his sudden attacks ! ' he thought as his eyes closed in pain , after a bit , he could finally breathe again normally , he looked at Chizuru .
" I am sorry…I couldn't bring myself to tell you…" He admitted as he caressed her face slightly and then kissed her forehead and he then felt even sadder , he was leaving her behind , not telling her the truth but what other choice did he have..?
If she learned about it , she would come with him and that would hurt her even more , if she managed to learn the news she would be completely broken , everything would shatter like glass , so easily everything would be destroyed .
He won't stand that .
So he will make it disappear before it can affect her that much .
He stood up and glanced at her one more time before walking out and closing the door quietly behind him .
That was for the best . That she didn't know about it . She won't know who is the one to blame and will suffer alone so he wouldn't let her know this dark secret .
He didn't really understand how , why and when she became so important to him but he won't be able to stand seeing her crying again and being tortured , she had been through so much because of him anyway , she didn't deserve even more abuse .
He quickly took everything he needed and then headed out of their base , to unfold the mystery and find out if what he read in his friend's notes , it's true.
A confident look appeared in his eyes that burned with a bright fire , if it was , he would hesitate to do what he thought was the right thing and that would be probably to make him disappear from this world .
If that wasn't the case though , he would bring him here so that he could see her .
It was already dark outside , he walked quietly in the empty road and then noticed a figure watching him and a smirk appeared on his face " Come out...You aren't good at hiding man..."He said teasingly and his friend appeared out of the shadows , he wore the black uniform that was designed for their missions along with everything else they needed .
" Why are you leaving , Souji ? " He asked curtly getting straight into the point…they had no time to waste .
He wore his mask again trying to hide his feelings " I am going to find out the truth . " He replied simply and then glared at the blue eyed man " You can help me if you want but I won't allow you to stop me . " He commented darkly .
The end of chapter 12
Well yeah I had sudden inspiration ~ XD I hope you like it ! Please review !
